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blog. no more.

2007-03-06T09:15:00.001+08:00

NOT BLOGGING ANYMORE..

c oo l e d d o w n

2007-03-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

alrights. ytdd was the first day of march already and it's like so fast can. zRaHh! i'm so not prepared for march!

first day of march wasnt that great for me even though we did went to the FOOD HERITAGE tour and ate some malay food and went to the PERANAKAN's places to know them better. it was a great tour. oh yes, i must mention, i saw lynn , melissa and company at the settlers at katong. woots! their batch is just so great nah. till now, they're still so close. ^^ wahha. and BLAHH BLAHH BLAHH. my mind just went to some other stuffs. . . and WINSON. i nvr bad mood nahh! :) don't worry boy, i am gonna be real fine. and thanks for your message though HAHA. i don't really understand what were you talking about. =X alrights. put ytd aside.

today's much better. i went to meet winson as usual to hougang mall and then to mcdonalds to have our bagel!! xD haha! i love bagel can!!! xD it's like *yummy - !! went to walk ardd and ARCADE! haha. the stress-free game. i now know where to go if i bad mood le. but it's like AT HOUGANG MALL nahh! ahha. why near my house no arcade. HAHA. then the game DOWNTOWN dont have. and why dont have 24-hours de arcade?! zRaHH! =( went to ngee ann. alot of photo takings. and HAHA. i want to buy a new digi-cam again lerhh nahh! haha. dunno why out of sudden got this feeling. xD anyway. yupp. took our cert. and ate. and home! hmm.

everything's gonna be fine by the end of the day..

:) happy but tired. really tired.

2007-02-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

shall blog it fast as my days were alrightts. nortt very much muchh thoughh (:
HAHA.

sunday, 25 feb
went for work. nort as busy as saturday but i was tired. really tired. off from work and saw jingkai. HAHh. pei-ed him to Century Square to fix his phone. NO CHOICE ARHH! =X oPps! hahh!! joking nahh! ate paper prata =P *slurps - but my mouth hurts so. HAHA! but still, you know i can't stand the temptation from food. HAHA. so. sent his phone for repair and went home x)

monday, 26 feb

school at 9am! (: Sensor Technology. it was the 2nd last lesson? HAH. pearllyn and i were the first to reached. but literally, i was the first. HAHA! so .. practical this time round was extremely stupid as we can't even get any results outta from it at all except for being able to do better maths towards 21 points. get what i meant? hahh. okayy. went for a short break, a self-declare one as always and went to mahesh's lesson. he was late again luh. but he said he was in the meeting. see how i used "he said" HAHA. anyway. yupp. lessons? like never had any. =X and off we went off. to my home of cos. and and and. bathed and changed before i get cabbing to Loyang Tua Pek Gong. xD sat this silver taxi, silvercab NOT. a new cab which provides services mostly from airport that one? HAHA. that driver was like.. =.= abit too enjoying his own job nahh. he blasts techno music like he had some hearing problems and ignored the rule that said "put your seat belts on." but he wasn't a reckless driver after those deductions nahh. ^^ prayyed tai shui. becos i had a zodiac of snake. and YUPP (: it was a long time since i went there too. wanted to buy one small pig rice bucket initially but it was sold out. aww. anyway the people there said that those goods would be back. so mum is waiting for its' appearance. HAHA. cabbed home. changed and took 12 for netball. it was so coincidence that i actually took the same bus as jingkai. so yupp. went to school with him lorh. and yes, CHENG TNG! it's been that long since i had it luh. okay. trng. was alrights. no running. *evil smile* hees. xD home. and (:

tuesday 27 feb

went to school. at 9am still. had HCMS. in the end we did nothing much. and zraHh. went for brk and then to CAD. did something at least. =X nothing much for tuesday. went home after school.

today

went to school. at 8am. mahesh's lesson. had re-test for class test 2. CONFIDENT! xD ^^ no careless mistakes please! if not it will be very heartbreaking. =/ alrights. went for break when everyone's done. fire was apparently burning within me alrdy but still, tried to control incase anymore volcano erupts. went off to mahesh's lessons. and the Teacher-In-Charge for NP cross trng's teacher came. she gave us a paper which we nidds to bring on friday. and YES. passed! HAHA! x= getting the certificate on friday. LOLs. anyway. no school this friday. so straight to Ngee Ann Poly! (: and tmr? no lessons too. except for the heritage food tour that we need to reach at 12.45pm. ^^ i predict that i will eat alot tmr. ^^ waHha. went to library to help yenn revise her ET. did my project. the technical report. i was literally happy when i saw my stuffs. but everything just seems to be down the drain when winson said it look like something else :( my heart really sunk! :( anyway. went to whitesands and ate what ar? CHEESE BALLS. ahha. andandand. WINSON! prepare for SWENSENS! :D muahha! dare? come on! haha! x= bleahh! home. and ^^

:) i am tired, that's all.

Happy Universal Human's BIRTHDAY! xD

2007-02-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

alrights, today is the universal human's birthday. which is the ren ri. it's like a official thing for us to have at least 7 dish-es on the table. so YEAHH. as usual, we had our HAKKA dish (:

anyway, let me talk about work today since i've nothing else to blog nahh. work today was BUSY. zRaHh. was like tiredd out luh. oh yes. they invited the lion dance but the lion broke the lamp =.= ! "kai hua jie guo. da ji da li. hua kai fu gui" HAHA! okay. work till 2++ not much ppl. finally clearance! okay. all chinese + awi went into the coolerbox area and we had yusheng! so yeahs! "LAO DE FENG SHENG SHUI QI!" it was a big portion. ^^

so yeahh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMANS! waHha!

went home after 3pm. and zraHh. so many ppl outside. anyway. went home. bathed and slept SOUNDLY. and when i say soundly, do believe me so. xD

those who went to chalet with me de ppl all know and those who knew me well also know. once i say soundly, it is the same as KNOCK OUT. cos. haha. i wont be disturbed by anything. except if someone hit me up. reason why i said soundly? LION DANCE today at my blk. my brother and dad said the drumming and etc was so loud and they were afraid tt it wuld wake me up yet, i was DEEP into my dreamland that i dint even fickle even a little! =.= i was shocked by my own behaviour! haha. = x OPPS! was so tired luh! so yah. ate. and CHINGAY. was as usually boring for me. but i watched a lil at least for this year okay.. =D hees.

plans after plans. i am like so tired. =/ oh yah. not going china during march. going m'sia instead.. and if i stays on in ITE. i will be going for ITESC netball during may and i will be going hongkong during july. wahHha. and i am waiting for the netball camp and netball overseas trip. andandand. there's actually one leadership camp during mar. just tt it's too rush and last min for us to decide so put it off. zRahh.

march plans. is roughly out.

1.2. school.

3.4. work + on the 3rd after work go help mahesh in the marina ITE show thingy.

5.6.7.8.9. school.

10. work.

11 cannot. must rest b4 exams all starts.

12.13. school/study week.

14 exams!

and march hols starts on 15th. dendenden.

i will work on 15.16.17.18.19 mar i guess.

den 20.21.22. reserved first maybe celebrating yenn's bdae and another day to pei jingkai out. waHha. and 23.24.25.26 working.

27 going out with winson. HAHA. he owes me the trip. to dolphin lagoon. anyone else going? HAHA.

28.29. working.

30.31. m'sia.

so roughly, my march is planned out. HAHA. =/ so yeah. if wants to change my working days to going out, pls tell me 2 weeks before the date euu wanna go out. thanks. LOLs. ii am a busy person. again! =D

xD

2007-02-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

had completely forgotten to post the neo-prints we took that day when we watched Norbit.

hah. yeahh. it'd been that long..

anyhows, today went to school for bridge programme. took A class. so yupp. knew some new friends from myanmar. wooHoo~ haha. they're cute luh the way they express themselves. *winkz. alrightts. had a good time but i was tired. headed to 24 hr coffee shop opp my hse and both winson and jingkai came to my hse to do hmwk. ya the ET de. HAHA. still do half way i slept. =x no self-discipline luh. HAHA! x= anyway, they'd went home. now home alone. =.= !!
nothing much.
(;

sometimes;

i prefer silence..

CNY week

2007-02-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

17 feb 'o7, CNY eve..

went to ahmahh's hse for dinner (:

DUCKS and CHICKENS.
*waHha~

18 feb 'o7 , first day of CNY (:

went to ahmahh hse denden to yi po's hse. ^^

they invited the lion dance (:

LAO YU SHENG-ed at their hse.

ang baos :D

headed home rather late..

19 feb'o7, went for work alrdy. 7-3pm.
anyhows, work was EXTREMELY busy.
shucks. HAHA. anyway. went home.
and guess what?
my brother's friend is at my house!
it's okay if my brother is at home you know..
BUT, my brother wasnt at home!
raHh! anyway. went out after bathing.
met winson and watched Epic Movie.
actually was with the rest but
apparently, jingkai went to indonesia,
samaniah went out with her friend,
yenn continues her bai-nian-ing
AND
PEARLLYN CHEATED ME!!!
haha. anyway yes, at tampines.
the show was not that bad afterall luh.
just that abit stupid. waHHha. but i was..
too tired to give any emotions. =.=
waHha. so. yah. went home soon after movie.
reached home, i saw LOTS of shoes outside.
i tot my brother's friends. but HAHA.
it was my XIANG GU and family. and
DA GU and family (:
muahha. all my cuzzies all grown up lerhh.
HAHAA! so long since i saw them.
yeahh! they're relatives from m'sia.
HIAKK! ^^ xD
all becoming more and more good looking.
and they noe how to groom themselves alrdy.
^^

20 feb'07
went to work again (:
after which pei-ed winson to Marina
and watched Just Follow Law.
(: NICE.
went to walked awhile and HOME.
ahah. was too tiredd nahh. paiisehh.

yupp. went back to school on wednesday
21 feb'o7.
school was alrighht. theory and HCMS.
headed to Tampines Mall.
bought tix for Norbit. ^^
6 tix -
Samaniah, Pearllyn, Yenn,
Winson, JingKai and I.

before the movie..

we wanted to do the pose properly
but too many ppl walking
den HAHA. *shy* luhh. x=
and SHUCKS!
winson and yenn saw my halloween dance!
=/ HA!
and yeapp! norbit was nice. ^^

today, 22 feb'o7
went to school for phase test cos tmr we
having Bridge programme thingy
so had our phase test today instead of tmr.
test was okay. good.
but I CARELESS! =/
my full marks byebye lerhh.
zRaHh.
skipped PE.
oh yes. i was so serious during CAD today.
FOR THE FIRST TIME OkAY.
and i was so tired when we were off from school.
headed home and slackked infront of TV! xD
my best partner (: *smilex
alright. nothing else.

time again and again; seems so insufficent to me. again and again; i had been doing the same old mistakes.. and again; i still procrastinates! :(

HAPPY CNY

2007-02-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

wo hen fan
gao shu wo ru he shi hao..

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS REACHING. guess won't be blogging till CNY is over.

meaning of roses.

2007-02-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

school today. except for practical and the BLs meeting. nothing else happened. headed home. and outta. to meet somebody. that somebody wanna keep low profile. let that somebody be (: okayy. ate. and home.

today den i realised the meaning of roses. . .

Red
Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

- Pink
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy

- Yellow
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

- White
Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

- Lavender
Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.

- Orange
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

Meaning of Number of Roses:
- 1 Rose
Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses
Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses
I love you
- 6 Roses
I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses
I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses
An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses
You are perfect
- 11 Roses
You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses
Be my steady
- 13 Roses
Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses
I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses
Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses
I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses
Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses
Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses
I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses
My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses
Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses
I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses
Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses
You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses
Please marry me!
- 365 Roses
Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses
Everlasting and Eternal love

it's valentine//

kekes. all the fun on valentine. (:

H a pp y V a l e n t i n e ' s (: m u a c kk s -

2007-02-14T23:44:00.001+08:00

1..2..3..3.5 days since i last blogged! (: kekes.
i am so happy cos i got so much so much to blog (x
yeayea.

ii shall continue what happened on sun..
alrights. we, (tong, yi, cloudy and i)
(shwee's sleeping) went to mcdonalds' at elias mall.
had b'fast. muaHha! ^^ the b'fast was VERY full.
anyway. headed home with cloudy. and yeapp.
it's been that long since i went outta and gather2
with them lerh. so yah. i enjoyedd xD waHha!
so yes, iLOVEthem! (heard that?!) haha!
washed up and went out with mum.
cabbed to ahmah's hse. and YES!
it's been that long since i last went to ahmah's.
i was really looking forward though i know..
i won't be doing much there. but at least a visiting.
^^ iLOVEahmah! she's the best. cos without her,
there wouldnt be ME! xD
ohYES! ahmah's hse is under renovation and YES!
it's gonna be SO nice when i go over there
during CNY eve alrdy! (: YESYES!
slept there :x was VERY tired. haha! so anyway..
woke up and headed home by cab again.
went home and bathed and i forgot whatever i did alrdy.
HAHA! so yahh (:

12 Feb o6 monday
yupp. where did i go. oh. school.
but. haha. for Bridge Leaders' stuff.
yeah. it's the CCA room's open house (:
okay. we just went there.. for show. HA.
headed home with winson and jingkai.
went to eat first. after which..
i bathed and changed and we went to
winson's. he bathed and changed and
we went to his auntie's hse.
and YUPP. headed to school ^^
for?
TRAINING!! yesyes!!
whahahh. except for the running,
i enjoyed the whole trng! yes i really do!
LOVES -
ii got SO hyper after trng.
felt so great after exercising :P HAHA!
went home. bathed. and slept.

13 Feb o6 Tuesday
Valentine's Day EVE. went to school. from 9-10++am.
AHHA. left home after our presentation. ^^
finally, it's like finally D..O..N..E! (:
went home. bathed and was waiting for jess.
went out to Hougang Mall. met winson.
bought bdae card for cuzzie and sent it over alrdy.
winson bought his dye and then i went to find jess.
headed to 161 and to woodlands.
mrt-ed to IMM! yes, IMM!
it's been THAT longgggggggggg.. since i went there!
anyhows. we sat at BAGUS for so long and ..
we had a GREAT chat! HAHA!
laughters everywhere.. LOLS!! so fun luh!! (:
anyway. yesyes. some sweetie went to find bf.
then i go find somebody lorh. but who knows.
that somebody also planning to find me. LOLS!!
anyway. had a great night luh! (:
went home. washed up and went to sleep.
and.. i dint met someone new today:((
but.. maybe.. he's the one?
cos i was like chanting something inside my heart
that evening and something happened..
ishh he the one?

14 Feb o6 Wednesday
H a pp Y V a l e n t i n e ' s D a y !!
yes! it's valentine's again.. i miss lollipopz.
i miss netball! haha! it's lollipopz day too!
it's also a day whereby we always have east-zone!
blahh! i really miss those moments man! :((
i miss baking cookie with jiayi! HAHA!
i miss.. shouting "iloveyou cloudy!" in netball court.
there's so much things happening in the past.
but anyway. this year's valentine's
aint that bad afterall.
went school first. had. mahesh's lessons.
okayy. nothing much. went home after that.
oh yah b4 tt. i went to collect CHOCOS from jess!
*LOVES- HAHA! xD *huggiex*
home with them. samaniah came over to mine.
she used the computer while i was DEAD asleep
at the living room. supposedly i shuld had woke up
at 2pm but. HAHA. 3+pm den i woke up. =/
haha. both of us took turns to bathe den
went out from the house (:
wahah! ^^
took 109 to changi village. and NO STONE GRILL!
winson cheated our feelings! (pearllyn, samaniah, jing kai and i)
x(((((((
so. headed to terminal. cool. nice scenery view.
but HAHA. alot of flashback. =)
okayy. ordered our food. ehh. NONO~
we CALLED our food..
"hello, sambal kangkong, i would like to order you"
HAH!
anyhows, who said that 5 persons cant celebrate
Valentine's day?! xD
cos all the seats there we prepared in PAIRS! =.=
but anyway. we were isolated. HAHA.
becos we were too noisy ehh?! wahahahhaha!
haha. went to beach. to do our plans.
*hiakk*hiakk*
we were evil! *evil_laugh*
anyway. YUPP. went to find AQUAs..
but failed. =/
pictures after pictures.
shall wait till samaniah upload (:
yupp! i enjoyed the day! THANKS.
thanks to everyone (:
iLOVEall! (:
and winson, don't think we'll forget.
OUR FLOWERS. xD

is he?

lets' smile and let time decides.

2007-02-11T07:37:00.000+08:00

O's result is out and lortts of people are quite fan bahh? hmm. ii also dunno how to explain this feeling eh? esp those in my class? yupp. cos. HAH. we don't know whether should we stay or should we leave from ITE. actually, yes, those in my group won't mind even if stays in ITE. cos our results in ITE had been having a good record. oh yah. apply, appeal and interviews and everything would start all over again! =.= I HATE THIS! zRaHh~! anyway. yah. applied for poly. for the first time filled up all the 12 choices. and. i'll see what course are they giving me alrdy x/ *worriedd- hmm. cos yes, i still wants to go temasek poly. i still wants to study business courses nahh. though ITE and EE is not a bad thing afterall.. but a chase to my dreamms. i would wish hard *pray - BLAHH! anyway yupp. this result would sure make a difference in alot of ppl's life. know why?? cos. some would quit ITE and leave, some would be depressed and some would be going to their new school. so yah. i am just wondering who would be left in my class. no one can stop all these stuffs happening. likewise for me, i can't stop this. and no matter how we hated this to happen. yesyes. it's rare for us to build the bond with each other so easily nah. and now, it's just a fate thing luh. so. yah. let's see how it goes nah huh. HAH.

anyway. went for work ytd. and yah. 7-3. everything's okay luhh. maybe too long nvr work lerh. ha. almost cant wake up. andandand. yupp. got sleepy at ard 2++ luh! zRahh! oh yah.. did the notice board today. was like. =.=" you guys noe luh. my drawings nort good de. =/ hah! but still, i wanna mention. i like the card i did for sher hua. i really thinks that i had done it good. xD muahah! anyway. william brought me out to masters house today to chat with michelle. was like. hah. cos it's like kinda seldom that william would bring me out luh cos he prefers me to do the operation. so went out awhile. cos at least for that 1 hour the crowd wasnt there. ^^ and yah. the rat.. at the bar counter. *vomits - haha. i shan't elaborate ehh. hm. went on for work. stationD with both bernard and brendan. hmm. brendan at least now happy lerhh. HA. nothing much. pinevalley's michelle and sammy came to find me to work for them. but. haha. i can't nahh. got arrangement earlier nah. xP okay. MRT-ed home. cos i am too tired to take bus. hehe. anyway. maybe it's been some time since i went back from work, i chatted alot with some of the staffs. (eg. lai chee and william) haha. don't know why. today alot to talk to them.. (: hees. okay. went home. bathed. and wanted to sleep but dad told me that xiao shu (youngest uncle) came to s'pore so yah. that means? i can't sleep alrdy. pei-ed them out to eat and walkwalk. ^^ was so full nah. but i enjoy the dinner. cos it's been so long since i had dinner with the big grp of family lerh. shall talk about it later :)) okay. went home and applied for poly's stuff. discussed with mum about it and yah. just hope all the best nor :) okokay. went out after receiving sohhwee's call. so yah. met jiayi, shohhwee, tong and michelle there. and sat at mcdonalds' while they were doing their cards for sherhua. so yah. saw winson at tampines mall nor. was like o.O?! then i was like suan-ing him luh. HAHA. anyway him and his stonefish! -.-" zRahh. i will find my way. anyway. went to sherhua's ahmah hse area. and. HA. carried on with our plans (((((: haha. consider that we actually succeeded. YESH! ^^v cos sherhua was touched right shers? :PP okokay. after letting her finish reading her letters we left. cabbed to yi's hse. and YESH. waited for that dumdum cloudy nah. haha. so. yah. slept awhile. but i cant really sleep. sleep awhile cramp. sleep awhile, i need the loo. and BLAHH. can't sleep! zRaHh! so. finally, cloudy came and zRahh. hah. crapps. xD *loves <3s>

oh yeah. people frm NZ0604A , who's free on v.day? cos winson is treating for stone grill. HAHA. no luhh. joking luh. just wanna have a small SINGLES gathering. lols :PP okay. so you girls/guys would tell me soon okay (: waHha! or else, v.day would be a lonely day for me. =x okokay. whats more. xD

yesyes. i kinda miss m'sia lifestyle. i hardly remember how to stand there and wait for the car to leave our house. esp CNY. alot of cars would be at popo, gonggong's hse. and when we all (singapore's relative have to go back. they would send us at the gate. and i miss waving goodbye to them and i miss calling gong gong and po po. i miss.. i miss so much stuffs. i miss sleeping in the first room of the whole big house. i just miss so much so much. i miss my cuzzie. i miss m'sia. every year's CNY is like eagerly waited by ME! haha~ cos i can go back to m'sia. i can see everyone. i can take ang bao, although those are m'sia money but the best part is when you see all the adults gathering in one room changing money. HAHA. yeahh. LOVEs - i miss all the CNY eve cos we children (girls) will also help up at the back of the kitchen. so YAHH. i miss lao-ing yu sheng. i miss gambling at the dining room during mid-night. HAHA. yeahh. i miss having 2 BIGBIG tables in the dining room with adults and children all in the living room. yes. that much.
okay..

school's on monday.think the first thing mahesh would ask us is about our results. cos he actually msg-ed me but i dint reply him. mm. cos i wants him to find out the ans himself :( alrights. nothing much. think i should end here alrdy. they're complaining that my blog are always WORDY~ so yeahh ): okay.

end here (:

release of O's results.

2007-02-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

since ytd, i can't sleep well. and today's finally the day which i am gonna get my results. so results' out. i shall keep you in suspense. so continue reading my post! (:

went to school ytd. did nothing for CAD except keeping FISHES! went home. and went to cloudy's house ytd to do stuffs which we shuld do. x= HAHA. and yes. it's been that long since i really sit inside her hse alrdy. her parents were glad to see sucha keai guest i guess! haha. cos both of them were like saying : " you very long nvr come ler hor? " HAHA! x: hanged and slacked at her house till 10pm. HAH. she was on the phone most of the time luh! HA. anyway. yupp. went home and yupp. cant sleep.. well..

dark rings appeared! went to school. my heart don't seems to calm down a lil. not even a lil. my actions don't fits my thoughts. kept answering ppl whom are not chinese in chinese language. what's with me! =.= and yupp. lessons for today were alright. went home. with a stern look. mum asked : "so early starts to nervous alrdy ar? " =.=
was like! "after you finished one exams you dont wanna noe what you get mehhs?" zRaHh! anyway. pearllyn said form A were sent to us alrdy so rushed down to check. and yah..

English C6
Maths C6

so.. i passed!!! xD but.. a c6.. alot ppl had been telling me at least i passed. but.. i cant enter my ideal course even if i minus my cca.

so my new results would be :

English C6
Maths C6
Combined Science B4
Chinese A2
Combined Humanities B3
Principle Of Accounts B4
and..
Design & Technology D7

so yah. 21. minus cca 19.
thats about it.

shuld i stay? shuld i leave?

what course can i take?

2nd post of the day

2007-02-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

我很闷!!!
谁会了解我现在的感受？！　
我要打球！！！！
我很闷啦！！　

there's no training next week. actually was like thinking. luckily there's trng on v.day when i was doing some thinkings today but !! no trngs next week! shall askk ppl out. the more the merrier. let's plan a singles outing day! HAHA! the feeling of no trng today is totally MISERABLE! maybe i'm the active type. all i did was SLEEP! =/ shit luh! i don't like this feeling..　you see luh. i can even blog 2 times in a day! how bored up am i !!

闷闷闷！

and if you wants to tell me some advice like
"health more important"
"next time can play ma.."
SPARE ME! i want hear nothing of such!

嗨。。　

health, please come back..

2007-02-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

ii am down. i mean physically down. i can't go trng today. early in the morning mum rant at me alrdy. cos i vomited in the morning -.+ just have no idea what's wrong with me lately. can't seems to have good appetite and always wants to vomit or feel giddy. and today in the bus while going to school i believe i almost died. cos i can't breathe. it was just that close to the gate of death. lately, i'd been thinking alot. esp this. will i die suddenly? cos had been hearing mum nagging me to stop trng for awhile becos my health aint good lately. and she kept bringing out those cases whereby healthy atheletes and those sportsman die while excercising. . .

i admit, i am afraid to die now. reason why? cosCOScos, there's alot of stuffs which i wants to do. like. going australia for the elective course and going hongkong for student services. actually am very interested but we will be going during may. and the course is for 3 weeks!! my 18th birthday how? my netball tournament how? so.. told mahesh that i can't. but i really wish to go. hey! 3 weeks only nehh. plus. i think free time we can anyhow go out luh. plusplusplus. i can get to know more friends! student services for hongkong. i wanna go. but just wait to know when issit. andandand. for LAOS. we aint going. cos mum says thailand is abit too dangerous. and yunnan's postphoned to september. aint sure whether we're going. andandand. i wants to go poly. and gets a diploma and afterwhich find a stable job which i can earn kinda lots. i wants to save money for future. i wants to feed my family and i wants to give mum, dad and bro some money every month. i wants to get a car license at the age of 21. wants to get married at the age in between 22-27. and wants 2 child, preferably a gal and a boi by the age of 27?! and i wants to drive my husband's car next time. i wants to see my brother getting married. i wants to see my children getting married. i wants to go to all my frens' wedding dinner and YUMMMmMMMmm SENGGggGGGgg all the way! andand!! i wants to play for ITESC, POL-ITE before i enters poly. so much so much which i wanna do.. so i dont want to die.. don't take my life yet... and please, don't take my health away too..

friday's coming..

2007-02-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY!
; ) lols. surprisingly i remembered his'. haha!
oh yah. went to school today and kinda
forgot that the presentation was today :x
but, ms low had clean forgotten about it alrdy.
so having the presentation tmr.
yeap. had CAD test today. good.
i was kinda satisfied. cos i did it mostly myself.
* hees *
yeahh! went on with ET extra lesson.
we're having test tmr *stressed*
went home. create a big hoo-hah with mania
and pearllyn. haha. just love the fun.
hah. went home. and saw brother at the bus-stop.
went up with him. and yah.
nothing much..

who will leave? who will stay?

who will weep? who will grin?

the fate's on friday..

+// weakk +//

2007-02-05T18:19:00.000+08:00

feeling weakk. can't possibly do anything much..
results is gonna be released on 9th Feb.
i am starting to be afraid. . .
will i really get a D7 still?
will i pass?
will i ...? will i ....
so much question marks on my head.
plusplusplus.. i am still sick!!

ii can only drink water.. =/

anywayy. wentt out shopping withh winson ytd.
TORTURE. no appetite to eat anything..
even if there's.. i'll just eat a lil and i'll feel full.
anyhoww. overall it was okayy nahh =)
went to bugis, suntec, marina square,
suntec and bugis again.
and HAHA. i bought a watch.
BUT winson bought ALOT! =.=
had lunch at pastamania.
and dinner at bugis street area.
saw sharon, samantha teng, kim guan,
2 gals from C class, belay, huikiat and jeremy
and oh yes. i went to pray (:

see how hungry is he!

see what he bought!

dinner

went to school today for Sensor Tech. phase test.
nothing went wrong. shuld be good (:
went home.
pei-ed mum out to paya labar (:
this fashion-ed.
HA. SHOP-ed
actually wanna go Tampines S&K to buy
the pink jacket.. but.. think..
better don't waste sucha money.
my zodiac say i must save money.
so who wanna buy for me? only $26 bucks.
HAHA! joking. joking.
now, for new year, i only left with bag and shoes
which i havent buy.
for shoes, high heels preferably. but. not to high.
(cos i am tall enuff :x)
came home. feeling darn weak.
and yahh. used com.

why? why are all the pain on me?
why? why all these had to happened.. to me?
why? why? why?
just what i had done wrongly?
smiling;
playing;
netball;
life;
loved;
being dote;
cared;
kindness from others;
i want lose none of it.
leave me not, my good health
leave me not..

sii c k = /

2007-02-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

so. went for sch and then ngee ann poly ytd.
it was our very last lesson. and HA. saw nigely!
he claims that he went to school to revise
but i bet that he wants to see me !! xD
HAHA!
flunked the online test.
let's see combination of results den.. xP
=))))))))))))))))))))))
went to lavender with jingkai.
den to beach road.
*memories flashh backk*
but i wasnt feeling well..
fever. cant breathe properly. felt like vomiting.
hmm. so headed home as soon as he bought his shoes.
home. slept. and woke up at 7.15pm.
fever with 38.3 degrees. and vomited twice last night
diahhrea since wed night?! oh man..
was feeling so weak. bathed and dint wanted to go to
the doctor.. I HATE DOCTORS!
oh anyway. slept.
and woke up 10+ going 11am today morning.
went to see doc.
she said.. germs infections // =
i had FIVE types of medicine to eat nahH!
ate egg tart. oh yah! my fav egg tart shop CLOSED!!
mum said it had been closed for months!
and ii dint know that! that shows how long havent
ii been downstairs. =(( MY EGGTART!
murrhurrr~
rahh.. so headed home~
med. and slept from 3+ until 8++pm...
think tonight. i cannot sleep ler?
hmmm.. yupp. going out tmr (:
hope by tmr everything's gonna be fine.
yes it will right?!
and shit. i forgot to eat medicine. . .
the before meal de.. ay. nvm. later den say.
hm. porridge for dinner (:
cool and peace day..
a good rest at home.

* freedom , don't leave me !
* stress , stay far away from me !

// i want no relationship.. i want no stress.. i want nothing but happiness and freedom now -
and ii am single. TREAT ME LIKE ONE! don't like the feeling that ppl think i mistreat somebody or whatsoever or even taking someone for granted. iLOVEnobodyNOW! rahh~! unless i can find someone who's gonna meet what i needs. and someone who's gonna last on with me till.. death do us part?! [[ ii justt wantts the right one - ]]

netball's the best ! xD

2007-02-01T14:00:00.001+08:00

[EDIT]
went home. saw my l.jiayi, jie hui. nurul huda. they're all my pri sch mates and now, they're all in tpjc. wow.. smart people are normally different huh? time flies.. and now 3 of them are of the same school. perhaps even same class.. ha. i miss all my friends..

went for trng ytd. it was great. i mean. i enjoy all the feeling. maybe abit of exclusion for the running part nahh. xP HAHA! okay.. euu noe.. haven't been running for so long and yet! ytdd first day for running, we gals, ran ardd the school compound and up the stairs. the stairs is of cos the killer part. cos we had to get up 2 steps by 2 steps! hectic ehh! so exercised. warm-ed up. sprintings... another killer part. =/ WAHA! passes, shootings, all, hands were jelly alrdy. =P oh yes. winson and jing kai came for trng today too. hmm yah. they joined netball. but on their own accord. none of my buisness okay! i don't have sucha good mei li okay! things were great. i mean the games. with all. netball is the only thing that i can put my problems aside. during netball, i won't think about whatever things that can agitate me, i can't think of anything that's gonna give me stress, i won't think about stuffs that would make me cry. xD so yeahh. *loves- nothing else. reached home and had no appetite in eating. felt like vomitting. mum.. again, asked me not to chiong so much when i know i can't and plus, asking me to quit. i told her this again and again,

me: i am not quitting.. until i reached poly.

and guess what she says?!

mum: den i pray hard you get good result and leave ite soon.

what a mother huh?! haha! anyway. slept.

for today, went to school for pe. hand ball (: good but i felt weak after that. after the b'fast, i felt like vomitting. shit. let's hope i won't get sick again.. nothing much. oh yes.. going for cross trng to buisness sch for the entrepreneurship elective course during april and it'll be graded. yes, having CAD test later and PCN test tmr at Ngee Ann. last lesson for the Ngee Ann Poly's cross trng too (: at least freed for fri lessons. and time flies.. now it's alrdy FEB!! vhiska kept asking ardd. how we spending our valentine's day. haha. mine? trng? LOLS. my dates wuld be with the netballers. LOLs. lonely ppl is like tt de nahh. LOLS!!!!! xDDDD no dates, no valentine. but my horoscope says that on the 13th i would meet someone i may fall in love with.. xD MUAHAH! ii shall wait for that day!! (: *bleahhs -

valentine? haha. not now..

s t r e ss e d ? or am ii feeling d o w n ?

2007-01-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

my mood had been literally swinging~

i have no idea what happened..

just hope and wish for silence..

i still run about..

i still joke around..

but i dont feel for anything else

who can actually tell me what had happened?!

went for work on sat (: and went home. next. went out with mum for shoppings and it's like finally we can go out for shopping.. ^^ so ii was really excited. bought 2 clothings. but no satisfactory :((( ii am demanding! HAHA! anyway went home late. HAHA. we forgot the time :PP went home and yupp got the dvd from jingkai. thanks :))

work for sunday were tiring! but i had a good b'fast :) i worked from 7am - 3pm and had brk till 5pm and worked for pinevalley till 1am! luckily i had irving, chester and brendan to send me back. ^^ yah. enjoyedd the work much better than banquet though both of it are chinese wedding dinner. but ii prefer pinevalley's! :x alright. headed home. bathed quickly and ii went on to bed. oh yes. longans :P *slurps-

school for monday surprisingly wasnt tiring for me. i started yawning when mahesh's lessons were ending. but after that we went to MLC and did our projects. went home and did the project and projects..

consider that i'd skipped school today. went to sch at 9am but landed up being cheated. lessons were cancelled becos miss low had to be on course. so went to cafe1 and had our early meal. went to jing kai's hse later. watched tv. slacked and slacked and then decided that we don't wish to go school. so did project at his hse. and i got so tired that i passed the whole control thingy to them and i rested on jing kai's bed. and who knows.. seconds later, i fell asleep. so had to come home and do project on editings later. sorry cloudy =/ cos i can't pei euu today. but i'll be going tmr. wanna come along? :) okay. so 6pm all went home. samaniah and pearllyn took 136 while jing kai sent me home. haha. bet he's afraid that i'll fall asleep in class. reached home and watched my 7pm show. sportsman really can't take it when they injured themselves and they can't play the sports they love. i may understand that years later. esp when i reached poly. cos i'd decided that i shuld stop playing netball when i reached poly. but if i have the time i would go down to take a look or something. and continuous comments for the show.. guys = jerks (majority. not all. AHHA!) that bastard! rahh! anyway. went on. bathing. and dinner at 9pm supposely (: nothing much. "dated" mania online at 10pm cos she wanna send me the things for project. so yeahh. nothing much.

nothing happy happened..

nothing exciting happened..

issit stress that get me down?

everything's just that way

2007-01-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

alrights. this is gonna be a real short post ii supposed. gonna summarise everything cos i doubt i rmbr all..

19 jan 2007 friday
wentt forr school. saw genki and gang so sat and chatted with them. my good heart attracted alot of mosquitoes. and shucks. lots of mosquitoes' bites!! RAHH!~~!! andd to ngee ann poly again norr. hmm. their open house.. so we went ferr it! ^^ WAHAHA! sat the shuttle bus.. went to get ice cream, goodie bags and etc.. so hilarious can. anyway. wentt home after we saw taufiq.. yeahh. the previous s'pore idol..

20 jan 2007 saturday
workk.

21 jan 2007 sunday
workk. home. bathed and went out to dte sakura to celebrate dad's birthday. ate alot. ^^ especially the durian puff and the cheese cake. MUAHAHAH! *yummy-!
wentt to whitesands to meet jingkai since he wanna pass me the DVD. then went to meet michelle under her blk and decided not to go to the chalet.

22 jan 2007 monday

went to courts megastore and ikea with both butchy lua and mania after school. had fun. ^^

23 jan 2007 tuesday

it's dad's birthday!!

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

may you have good health and stays happy forever!

LOVEs!! *muackks -

wentt to airport with butchy lua, mania and ah kai to ROB butchy lua! HAHA! xD anyway. mrt-ed to simei and bought cake for daddy while ah kai left for his first aid course. went KFC. ii pinched on butchy lua's whipped potato, actually.. ii ate all up. HAHA! took 9 and alighted at the wrong bus stop and we started with dropping off, alighting, boarding down and landing down.. crap! HAHA! den.. took another bus to tpjc and then.. ii miss my 39 while playing with mania!! and so.. took 81.. mania got her motive!! HurRr! home sweet home den~ (: ohh yes.. butchy lua sent me home (:

24 jan 2007 wednesday

school-ed. and luckily extra lessons for ET was cancelled or else.. ii guess ii really won't have any energy left for the games in the evening. so. yeah. slept and went back to school for games with the S&W teachers. we lost. yes.. but laughters filled up the whole netball court. =) LOVE the feeling. *enjoyment - *enthusiastic - *excitements - the 3es~!! HAHA! and games with the guys. cos all of us didnt wanna go back so had games with them (: good game. and then. oh yeahh. ii sprained my ankle! shit! home.

25 jan 2007 thursday

school for s&w. had badminton. WAHAH! loves! first time playing for s&w. so long since ii touched a badminton racket. =) shall plan out time to play badminton with the rest soon. and esp with cloudy! AHHA! miss the feeling we had playing at the multi-storey carpark. my "multi-purpose carpark" HAHA! and rmbr-ing the scene whereby cloudy fell on her blades! AHHA! so yeah. had practical lessons. and then CAD. having test next week. probably next thurs. home sweet home soon.

26 jan 2007 friday

no school at ITE today. went to hougang mall and had big breakfast. *yummy - MY SCRAMBLE EGGS with HONEY with HASHBROWN!! xDD muahahah! try it! it's wonderful! (: went to Ngee Ann Poly again for our 2nd last lessons. and yupp. had lab test! oh man.. SUBNET MASK, NETWORK ADDRESS and HOST ADDRESS~~~ all these driving me NUTS~ but ping was easy~ xD so yeah! hopefully ii will do well for the test. we'll be having ourr last major theory exams next week! JIAYOU!! (: oh yeahh. saw nigely! at last~ AGAIN! haha! xD ii havent like seen him for SO LONG nahh! xD yeahh! nice seeing him again! home sweet home!

having work tmr. 7-3pm and going out with mum for shoppings xDDDD

and for sunday.. ii will be having work from 7-3 and 5-11.. zZzz

and hopefully ii have time to go down for the games for the juniors..

working real hard to walk towards my dreams..

it wont be fantasizing when i realize my dreams..

it's just continuous of hard work i have to put in..

i need everyone's support..

including yours..

it's justt courage.

2007-01-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

alrightts. haven't been blogging and ii apologise forr thatt cos ii had been really busy andd tiredd to blog down my everyday entries. but ii still would update euu guys. it's just that, unless euu're with me thruu those days, or you won't get to know what's happening to me. HAHA. but exactly, who really reads my entries? some don't even know that ii'd blogged. RIGHT?! haha. some had actually stopped coming to my blog. maybe, one fine day ii change my link and ii dun give anyone, no one would even ask. HAHA. what's with me?! ii thought optimistic was my main aim for this year? haha! but everything that happened these few days just really makes me feel unpleasant. anyhow, ii think ii am changing my blogskins again. but, when ii am really free firstt.

14.o1.2007 Sunday
my coughh still wentt on. but ii still went on forr workk. ii found it rather troublesome working today cos ii like cough then ii have to walkk all the way to the barr and washh my hands. but worry nort! thoughh ii am lazy but ii still washhed them (: workked till ermms.. 9pm andd yupp. wentt to Kopitiam andd satt ferr awhile withh them and wentt home.

15.o1.2007 Monday
thoughtt my coughh would stop alrdyy so yupp. obviously, it dint. wentt to school. oh yes. lessons starts at 8pm and it ended like ardd 1pm? ii think so? ii forgot. andd yahh. usual routine nahh. but for todayy. we had Bridge Leaders' meeting. so after school, ii rushedd back home and den wait for winson, pearllyn and samaniah to meet me and next we went backk for school. actually a dry-run ferr the tele-match but yupp. it was raining cats and dogs and ii mean that the rain was really heavy. ohh well.. hadd meetings. sat in the meeting room inside cca room and was screwed upside down. sorry ferr the rude word thatt ii actually used there but the whole meeting just seems to be about "F.U.C.K." andd end of it, it's all about "S.O.R.R.Y." andd "the new chapter begins." =.="x DORTS RIGHT! anyway. time was dragged till 7+pm. it was supposed to ends at 5.30pm! so. cabbed to N.S.R.C.C. and the taxi driver was so slow! anyway. reachedd there. ate, drink and had fun. that's all ii did. drankk alot of alcoholic drinkk. beer, liquor, red wines.. playedd. andd wentt to swimming pool in the middle of the night. HA! it was rather exciting. or perhaps, it's the alcohol that makes everything happened. wentt back. saw some "incidents". wentt out to the playgroundd and chatted awhile and wentt backk. watchedd tv and soon, ii was into my dreamland. woke up at 5+, 6+am andd sat thru. mic, chester, brendan and ii were the officers for the living room. HAHA. it was fun luh. ^^ okayy. wentt to prepare myself for school.

16.o1.2oo7 Tuesday
felt so lerthagic. and the coughh didnt stopp. *haiis andd sleptt whenever ii had time and when ii was outside the CAD room, thatt xiaotou kicked me up! =/ !! and ii almost shoutedd at that whoever. but luckily ii opened my eyes first or else. DEAD! Lols! wentt for trng. hmm. badd. gort injuries. =/ shit. WO HUI RONG LER. ppl wantt to know whatt happened? look forr me bahh. maybe euu'll see it. took the same bus as adeline, xiaowei, del and ping. so yupp. headed home. nothing muchh. and my wound hurts! shitts. was feeling so unhappy.

17.o1.2oo7 Wednesday
wentt ferr school early in the morning as today is the tele-match. so we, the BLs nidd to get readyy for everything. and shit. my eyes were swollen and ii mean red and nortt literally swollen. coughh.. and the INJURY!! freak! everything justt wentt on. and yeapp. the result for telematch? HA. engineering lost. andd quarrels withh the judges from them. it's like. YES. it's unfair but do euu know that actually even if we BLs settled it, the students from Jan intake would still thinks that ICT had won and ENGINEERING actually lost?! it's just a game. maybe a game of pride but as BLs we had to put our pride away. nothing is fair in this world. WE KNOW THAT! so. yes, please, don't quarrel over this anymore. this is affecting EVERYONE! wentt to meet mum and dad at bedok old coffee shop. long time since we went there. nice dinner there. ^^ andd yupp. drank something ii nvr ever wuld wanna drink..

18.o1.2007 Thursday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both brendan and chester. the twins are finally both 18. and yupp. both of them are officially UNCLES! haha! wentt for school.. had S&W test. WAHAH! the process was so hilarious. anyway. ms nyoe chased after me for the netball. lols! ii will bring it next wed. don't worry. oh yupp. hadd practicals for ET and then, CAD. cad is giving me a big point and agreement thatt ii cant be a interior design next time if ii have to use Computer-Aided-Design. it's nort helping me to finish the design earlier. it's actually delaying my whole time. and shit! ii am having so much stress when ii am doing it. sitting there and the time passed so slow. did so much so much. still.. RAHH! nidd amendments. wait till ii got the programme thingy first. everything just seems so wrong. ii am losing my temper so easily now and then. fancy me and jing kai quarrelled over a stupid organiser? oh hell. ii am sorry. ii dint mean to hurt euur hands. HAIS. suan lerhh. all my fault.

oh yes, to winson. this note here is for you..
i'd thinked very long. was wondering if ii shuldd do this decision anot. but after whatt hadd happened during daily stuffs and etc.. ii'd decided. i'll let euu go. and since ii had decided to tell euu, i've actually fang xia ni lerhh. thanks for everything. now, euu don't have to bother how ii would get affectedd for whatever euu do now. i'll treat euu like a normal friend like how we started off as friends. thanks for being there every nightt just to chat with me on the phone but now, if euu dont feel like calling, euu can always put down that thought. ii understand that euu actually can call lotsa ppl like. euu - know - who - are - they. so. euu're free. so am ii.. we'll still walk thru the same path together as friends. but when it comes to relationship. we're both off the paths. guess, by now, euu wont feel the pain anymore. but it takes me alot of courage to type this whole lot down. thanks.. and wishh we're gonna be great friends from now on.. kisses and huggs.. so easily given? did euu even think before euu give? if euu did, hah. ii know who euu actually likes now.. or euu dint even put her down before.

i'm nort feeling good. nort because of winson. but because of my own behaviour. i'd been coughing since 7th jan. it'd been so long. ii am afraid. really, ii am rather afraid tt i'll die one day without me knowing. so.. if ii really .. *touch wood* please come to the funeral. ii really wish to see everyone. andd.. help me to take care of my family. they're my dearest..

my voice's back; still, the cough won't stop. x(

2007-01-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

alrightt. actually ii postedd yesterdayy. but! thankks to my itchy fingers, ii pressed "Ctrl+R" !! so the whole page refreshhed!! andd ALL MY POST~~ gone~ !! anyhows, ii still won't give up! now i'm backk to postt whattever ii left out the in my previous one.

11 o1 2oo7 Thursday
wentt forr school as usual and yeapp. dint joinedd in for PE. wasn't feeling well. and do you know, the urge for a sports person seeing a sports euu always wantedd to play YET you can't have the feel of playing it? it isn't wonderful at all. ohh yes, wentt up the liftt and passed by the snack shopp. and ii saw onion rings. it's when ii can't have it, and it appearedd there! ii always love onion rings. it hadd been my favourite since young but HAHA. ii dint know that it was onion inside till last yearr. alrightt. ii know ii am kinda dumb but from young you had it, and you find it extremely delicious andd you can't be bothered to askk what issit inside right? so yahh. practical lessons were alrightt. did 2. was alrightt ii guess. only the calculation part, ii am still nort very sure but ii will get the hang of it soon. ^^ went for breakk and ii had ermm. yong toufu? ii forgot but ii guess so. anyhows. wentt backk for auto-CAD. did a wiring plan. and HA. ii like doing that. ^^ thoughh it's kinda complicating but when you see the result of it, euu'll love it. ^^ yesyes. afterr completing that, went for Bridge Leaders' Committee member's meeting. ohh shitt. the only thing ii dun like BL's programme is the MEETINGS after MEETINGS~ and ii keep missing my lessons. DREAD the feeling thatt ii can't catch up withh lessons. =/ but the BL's fun is fun thatt you can never expect. it's wonderful. perhaps, for everything, there's always PROs and CONs (: afterr thatt wentt to cafe1 to meet Jessica and Joanne. slackked there awhile andd the rain started. trng was cancelled but a meeting was held instead. =/ discussed aboutt the new players coming in for trial on tuesday. it had been changed. changed to a plan whereby we start off from ice-breaking games. and next captain's ball games. oh yeahh. the guys that wantedd to join netball came. LOLs. they were SO serious of getting in the team so probably will be having trngs with them from next week onwardds. wentt home with Jessica. andd yupp. this time round, the rain was that heavy that we decided to take 31 to tenah merah and changedd to 12 to pasir ris. ii alightedd at my stop while jess wentt off to the interchange. ii wonderr if she boughtt something for herself to munch. HAHA. and again, we chattedd thru the bus trip. WE justt LOVE chattings. xDD rightt shi tou? xD okayy. backk home. bathedd aand watchedd The Peak. niice show. ^^ okayy. zZzz soon.

12 o1 2oo7 Friday
HAhA. it's the 12th again. the "12" leftt a greatt markk into my life luhh. no matter how, the date comes and memories still flashh pastt. but, it's a good one. ^^ cos, ii don't get sad, ii don't brood over it. x) okayy. wentt to school at 7.45am. andd again for the Phase 2 orientation. was stationed at Library. andd those chap, (Genki, Ziping and Xavier) came over to disturbbed. they were guys from my BeeesSs. xD yupP. we were playing scrabble over there ourselves. the picture's nortt withh me. maybe would take from them soon. ^^ MUAHAH. okayy. wentt backk to funtion hall and wachh knew thatt we're in a rush yet he still goes on with his nagging! "a leopardd can't change it's spot" the fact it is! rushhed to Ngee Ann and yupp. maybe we were all so tiredd. almostt all of us slept. (Wach, Jing Kai, Winson, Pearllyn, Yenn, Samaniah and i) cos we 7 ppl woke up THAT early nahh. but pearllyn were drawing so that she won't sleep and winson playyed his hp games to keep him awake but still he failedd nahh. jk, wach and yenn slept. samaniah slept and woke up in the end to find sweets cos stuffs withh glucose would keep one awake. me? kept trying my best to keep my eyelids opened. so yupp. dint sleep. but wantedd to. HAHA. finally to brkk. andd hadd thoery test again. in overall ii passed. thoughh ii got 46.7% for my first chap but ii passed my 2nd one. ii forgot how muchh lerhh. but ii passed. ^^ MUAHAH. wentt home. by bus 151. LOLS. enjoyable trip home. playedd HearttAttackk and Bluff inside the bus. andd yeahh. so muchh fun. xD the uncle thatt sat beside fazly were laughing at us. but he seems to be enjoying the scene. ^^ andd that's one of the rreason why ii love school's life. it's justt that fun. raining. home by bus 109. drenched. andd yupp. reachedd home. bathedd. andd watchedd tv and ii slept on my sofa accidentally. coscoscos. ii was SO TIREDD and ii hadd no idea why. long pants, jacket and dreamland ii went. mum woke me up at 10.10pm but ii justt walkked into my room and continuedd with my sleep. HAHA. so. sorry for all the missed calls and messages thatt ii dintt answer/respond to everyone. xD PAIISEHH~

13 o1 2oo7 Saturday
finally a saturday for me to rest. x) good sleep till 10++am. andd yupp. probably would be staying at home or else ii would be going to Loyang Point to findd mama. haven't been entering to loyang point's mac for kindda long periodd of time lerhh. so yeahh. maybe. if ii aintt thatt lazy. brotherr went for his scout so ii am here to blog my entry.

how's everyone? fine ii hope. there must be alot of things happenning to everyone and ii hope everyone's enjoying. ii miss all. all those ii know. ii really do.

singing in the middle of the streets in the middle of the night...
slacking at someone's house, treating it as your own..
sentosa's fun..
volleyball at sentosa..
chasing of fishes in the sea..
fishings..
dipping yourself in the sea..
gossiping at mcdonalds'..
sec sch netball trng..
birthday celebrations..
outdoor activities every friday..
v8 cafe's madness..
basketball at the basketball court nearby..
cycling in the middle of our chalet..
cycling in the entire park..
horror stories in class 1e1/2e1..
chalet withh class (4e2z`05), and peeps..
bbq withh peeps..
zi lian..
running high and low thru the school..
fallings..
netball matches..
helpings with each other..
meetings..
gatherings..
movies..
projects..
playground..
and the list just goes on and on~

memories, especially the fun ones.. ii really miss them..
good things always have an ending. no matter how fun it's gonna be for a particular day, it's just that day. after a good sleep, a new day starts. surprises, no matter a good one or dreadful one, it still brings us to who we are now. so no matter how you wanna be a person, just rmbr, be yourself, no matter how ppl hate you, love you, treat you like an idiot, there's still someone out there who appreciates you. "you changed", "he changed", "she changed" is just what you know how to say. but did you ever think? "I changed. alot." if you didn't, think now. how much actually you yourself had changed. no matter how pretty you are today, no matter how arrogant you are now, your friends, still wanna be your friend. don't be like someone who thinks you're the world and no one would ever beat you. cos you're completely wrong! everyone have something which worth someone to look at you in a different manner. so. save some space for yourself to walkk. don't talkk like one big person and crampp yourself with no space at all. you would be left with no where to go.

being positive is my MAIN goal for this year. ii hadd been VERY pessimistic thru last yearr. ii don't wanna be a pessimism ANYMORE. OPTIMISTIC's the wordd. ^^ ii love being myself now. ii can say. LOVE is currently is out from my dictionary. ^^ rumours and all? save your saliver. ii won't be bothered anymore. x)

taken during Kim Guan's BBQ

my new hair cut

sick, please run away from me.
ii wanna get well before monday's chalet and wednesday's telematch. (:

* NO VOICE - *

2007-01-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

ohh man! my throat!! okayy. let me tell euu ppl this..
ii can speak. but ii cant shout.
ii can sing but not at high pitch.
ii can talkk in many syllabus but give me some breaks in between.
ii cant scream!! haha. thoughh ii dun love screaming but RAHH~~
and officially, ii had LOST MY VOICE~~

drank bottles and bottles of water but it doesnt help at all !!

cough* cough* and cough*

ii may be suspected of getting lung cancer soon man~

ohh please, get well soon..

finally back for lessons today.

was trying so hard to let my eyes being opened up luh.

had brk. den HCMS. oh no. it's not good.

the teacher's unsound! she's totally nort right up there!

ha! anyway. saw Jessica. and after which walkked ardd

the sch to get signatures signed for the form. and yupp.

went to buy something to eat. and saw Jess again.

and HAHA. she scolded me. xP

anyyway. saw my Beeessss~ haha.

so funn luhh them. ^^ v yeahh!

nothing muchh.

home and coughh till now. zZz

washh up later andd to tv soon ii guess.

wouldd be having sch from 9am-5pm tmrr and there's also netball trng tmrr. abitt reluctantt thoughh cos' HAHA. my stamina drop drop drop.. xP *whooops.* andd andd andd. probably the new guys grp would come in tmr. and also, we may noe whenn we're having our ITESC soon. xD after trng, i'll be VERY SHAG ii believe. andd *prayy* no more stuffs for me to do. and ohh yeahh. got a project from HCMS todayy. and! the deadline's 2 weeks from now. i'll roughly plan out so whenever ii dun blog, euu guys at least know the reason why (:

~~mon(o8) school. orientation for Jan intake 2007~~
~~tues(o9) : school. orientation for Jan intake 2007~~
~~wed(10) : school.~~
thurs(11) : school. netball trng
fri(12) : school. phase 2 orientation for Jan intake 2007. ngee ann's module.
sat(13) : no plans yett ii guess
sun(14) : workk. 11-9pm.

won't be as busy. but as tired.

sch reopens -

2007-01-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHTS. haven't been blogging so muchh ehh. ^^ paiisehhs. hadd been ratherr busy. xP *bleahhs - okayy. GOOD. let me startt off. (:

LAST friday .. o5 JAN `o7
Ngee Ann's module starts again. END of holidays~~ aWWww ~ so yeapp!! wentt for school and ii dunno why? that mr gsc just goes SO FAST.. as if he was a machine gun unloading those bullets and those bullets represents the information we nidds to know for test this friday. ARHH~~ *shoutss- after thatt headed to to to ~~ Ang Mo Kio.. "to do what?!" HAHA. to buy phone for our dear girl, SAMANIAHH. yesyes!! she loves the phone. OH YES! ^^ went home. rushedd backk thoughh shuldd be the rightt verbb to use. HAHA. cos ii wanna watch my CHANNEL 8~ last episode. x) nice ending? haii hao but still the right person got married to the right one. xDDD OH YES. to bed of cos.

LAST saturday .. o6 JAN`o7
where did ii go?? ermms~ OH YAHH. to workk. 7-3pm. denn to sakae for chicken teriyaki udon and lortts of stuffs. ii was stuffed (p/s: nort starved) HAHA. so yeahh. walkked ardd to findd kim guan's pressie luh. so after whichh, went home and bathed. OUT we go.. bought some stuffs over to kim guan's bbq. it was HIS birthday!! (: the bbq.. almost everyone turned up. even Mr Suhaimi. ^^ his new hairstyle. CUTE. lols! ohh YUPP. nothiing muchh nahh. there were 2 pits. OBVIOUS SCENE.. you can see, one is for 4e2z`o5 and another for THE OTHERS. MUAHAHA! *evil laugh* anyway yeahh. again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM GUAN! so fast, you turned 18! went home ardd 12+am ii guess. ii forgott the time. but anyhows. still. got home safely. xD

LOVE - *

LAST sunday.. o7 JAN`o7

went to workk again. wasn't feeling well for the whole morning. were so restless, so tiredd, lactic acid were acting up. SO SIAN~ den ii can feel slightt fever nahh. but still went on ferr workk. had PLAIN WHITE BREAD and PLAIN WATER during the morning b'fast. it's like so SAD nahh. most ppl who knew me well knows how much ii hated bread NOT TOASTED!! oh well, and of cos, my usual morning drink for working hours, ICED MILO/MILO. anyhows, we still had to "produce" our smile to the customer. alrights. during briefing, almost fainted for the 2nd time. ALMOST nahh. which ii was quite thankful with william cos he ended the briefing earlier. if ii still stays there, ii can assure, ii would faint for sure. and yeah, to exaggerate, ii almost fell down from the stairs. =.= so dint had any lunch for my brk and SLEPT. andd yupp of cos backk to workk on time luhh. and then ends work. went home with a lerthagic look. mum asked me whatt happened and ii told her fever. and soon. thermometer came luh. 38.1 degrees for the first measurement. but despite of this, ii still insisted on going out for my movie cos that movie's gonna be off from the movie list soon. ALRIGHTs. went for my hair cut first. oOo. ahha. ii look ROUNDER. but this time round, ii feel much more optimistic about this. ^^ the most, ii would just delete the pic which ii see isnt nice luh. HAHA. optimisim is my goal to be this year yeah. ^^ and of cos. went back zZzz. and out for movie. Night at the Museum with Jing Kai. LOLs. hilarious movie. *laughh and roll on the floor* MUAHAHAHHA! okayy. likes that movie nahh. cabbed home. thanks jing kai for sending backk home. zZz

monday.. o8 JAN`o7

first day of school. dintt attend to lessons alrdy. WAHAH. but still, ii had to wake up at ardd. 5+am going 6am. cos. there's something fun for me out there to approach. and yes! it's Bridge Leaders' Orientation Programme. GREAT DAY with the class which Aaron, Pearllyn and I brought. whOoo~~ rmbr who's aaron? he's one of the guy that ii mentioned during MINE may intake that time when ii was having my orientation. LOLs. so yes, was in the same grp as him. ^^ ohh yeshh. brought a grp of young peeps. HAHA. though, ii noe some may be older than me. but still, they're new to the school. nevertheless, of cos, there's also ppl who were quite familiarise with our school. WOOTS. oh yes. ii would like to THANKS NY0701B! ^^ you guys, with another 2 gals were GREAT. oh yes! been a nicenice ppl to me. HAHA. thoughh ii cheated euu ppl with no prize. HAHA. xP BLAHH. maybe. give me some time. ii would buy you guys sweets okayy. ^^ broughtt them till their brks. and backk to funtion hall for briefing. next, was posted to be station master since electrical side got nothing else with the class anymore. so YEAHH. was posted to sudouko with Winson. okayy. andd was ROTTING there. still, ii prefer taking classes. HAHA. thoughh at the station.. ii think we did so much better than the batch last year. *whoops* andd YUPP. home. washed clothes and zZzz. till 9+pm mum woke me up to have my dinner. and ii simply had no appetite. so took hours before ii can finish that. zZzz.

tuesday.. o9 Jan `o7
2nd day of oriention for them. oh yeahh. sadly, thanks to arafad, ii have to leave my class (NY0701B) but ii told them this.. "DONT MISS ME OKAY" HAHA! xD still, ii nvr forget the TM wordds ii always LOVE to say. x) haha. anyways. was postedd to NY0701C. with samaniah. nortt that badd either but ii still likes my B class thoughh C class were more entertaining, were more sporting but still, there isnt any BOND. haha. i'd built up bond with my Beeess~~ haha!! okayy. wentt to this amazing race. was ~~ hmm. haha. "BLs are SHAMELESS" cos, we do things most ppl wont do. haha. see it from the reactions of the 2 girls from C class. they were laughing SO LOUDLY as though they were watching some comedy show nahh.

"Let the world of banana unites... " BLAHHH BLAHH BLAHH.

did it ytdd ONCE with my Beesss. but today, in total, ii did TWICE one for CEMTA station and another for Jeremy's nahh! RAHH~ so yahh. for the 2nd one, the whole class did together. GOOD JOB~ esp to the 2 gals. ^^ okayy. sentt them to the auditorium and we had to go backk to our funtion hall. and de-brief. and ~~ lalalala~ Azri came to lead some cheers. woohooo~ anyway. ii lost my voice again. thanks to those ppl! haha. and coughh just wouldnt stop. OH MAN~~ save me!! okayy. was released soon. but still, ii had to help up at the booth in sports hall for the CCA drive. and HAHA~~ guess WHAT?! ivan's wushu's booth was just behind ours!! OMG! haha. xp oh yea. the craze came back ytdd. cos he said hi to me automatically worr!! HAHA. ohh yeahh! anyway. craze for NETBALL were MUCH MORE than him luh. ahha. so playyedd netball with Jessica, Zoey, Pamela, Xiao Wei and Joanne. whOo~ like the feeling of PLAYING! x) okayy. so home at ardd 4+pm with Jess. andd HAHA. ii know SOMETHING lerhh! lols. and okay. slackked and all, ii havent eaten my dinner. rahh. andandand. watched The Arena. andd. GOOD JOB LOYANG!! xDD muahahaha! now, don't say that LOYANG is a lousy school okay. it depends on the students themselves and of cos, the management over there. and ii am sure, after our intake, the management got so much better! anyway back to the rebate, still, looks matter~ murrhuurrr~ but horr. ii still dun wanna go surgery. AHHA. xD GREAT JOB!! ^^ yeahh!!! GO LOYANG GO!! ohh yesh. going back for class tmr. hope ii would be alright soon. ^^ okokay. thinkk ii ending my blog here lerhh.

gooooooOoooOoooo~~ LOYANG!! ^^

HappY 2007

2007-01-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

2006 is over, and ii won't use finally to end that year. cos it'd been a great and wonderful one. truly love last year. but what's over will soon be over so ii just have to get over it and pass on to my new year. (:

31.12.o6 Sunday
new year eve and new year was spent with paul. thanks for everything. YUPP! and ii looked so siian on nye. actually nortt de but ii was thinking about LOTS of things and ii am tiredd after workk mahh. xP oh yeahh. went to clarke quey ( ii dunno how to spell. WAHA!) had dinner over there. had grilled salmon and chicken stewers. had my ice cappucino while paul drank black ruby? ii forgot. it's a cocktail anyhows. oh yea. actually wanna sead the maz bumpy jump de but ate too full so yupp. put that idea of the mind. walkked to marina. and walked ardd. cabbed to pasir ris park. sat there quite awhile till it was 2007. HAPPY NEW YEAR it goes~ sprays~~ rock `13. HA. LOTS and LOTS of memories there. think quite alot of lysians noe there bahh. HMMs.. LOLs. so long since ii last went there. it'd been THAT long! kinda miss alot of things. HAHA. sitting down with the jys-ers haha. hearing them sing. bad mood/ good mood go there. hmms~ it's been very long. okayy. walkked home and saw ex-lysian. and blahh. so tiredd. reached home. bathed. and zZzz.

o1.o1.o7, Monday
2nd day, which is the new year, ii got so hyper that he got no chance to keep me cool. LOL! oh yeahh. got so hungry when we're in the train. den decided to go vivo den eat. =.+ ii can like hear my stomach growling luh!! =( so anyway, paul and ii started to walkk ardd at the 2nd storey again. and RAHH~ we still got "lost" though we'd walkked ALOTS of time the very previous time we went there. =.= so saw the GV first and decided to buy tix. wanted to have 2 movies on that day. which was the Death Note 2 and Night at the Museum. but most of the tix for Night at the Museum had been sold out and the timing left was like 9++pm and ii wanna go home to watch my TV last episode nahh. LOLs. so didnt buy for that movie. as what cloudy had been saying earlier. xD so YEAHH. bought finished the tix and finally we're off for lunch. my ONLY meal for that day. Carls' Jr. had western bacon cheeseburger. and yesh, ii ate till i am SO full that ii can feel my stomach are falling forward!! HAHA. walkked ardd. window shopings ardd. and BLAHH. finally to our movies~ NICE NICE NICE~~ xDD since ii'd watch Death Note, ii understand the show and ENJOYED the show. it's nice. as what cloudy had been saying earlier. YUPPS. rushedd home. andd YEAHH. watched my last epidsode. xPP NICE ! xD and it's the end lerhh. ii wanna to watch EVERYTHING again. anyone have the vcds?? ii wanna borrow~~ xDD yesyes. ^^ endd of first day of 2007.

o2 Jan 2007, Tuesday
went on to the 2nd day. had work. 7-3pm. went home. bathed and etc. went out with family again. to tampines. and saw michelle while ii was outside Isetan and yeapp. followedd her all the way to S&K to find Sohhwee, Tina, Shers and Jocelyn`o1 ^.- YUPP. miss them. mingle with them awhile before getting back to my family. was in S&K for awhile. bought tops. and YEAPP. continued to walk and decided to rest at Food Junction at Century Square. bought food and saw the girls again. LOLs. yeahh. finished eating and continued to walkk ardd. and HOME. x) it was raining at night. and soon. zZzz. thanks for the both days of companion.

o3.o1.o7 Wednesday.
met Winson at his house there de bus-stop. we were meeting out to the zoo nahh. ii wantedd to go zoo but no one wants to go with me so. NICE winson pei-ed me. LOLS. okay. got hyper hyper all the way. HAHA. wait till ii upload the photos fot the zoo outing. euu'll noe why. HAHA. xP okkay. ate KFC in the morning and the drinks are SO diluted. and walkked in to the zoo alrdy. managed to walk finished the WHOLE zoo. before 4pm. HAHA! but some of the animals were gone luh. =/ like my GIANT TORTISE and normal tiger~~ T.T! but HAHA. got my main motive, taking pictures with ORANG UTAN~ too bad, AH MENG, she had passed away. T.T hmm. my beautiful ah meng~ oh yesh, have the tots on my mind. years down the route, if ii really have a good basic monthly salary income, ii would adopt a animal in the zoo. ^^ (: YUPP. blahh blahh blahh. finished walkking UP and DOWN of the zoo, walkked out and took bus 138 back to Ang Mo Kio and YEAPP! to mrt-ed to city hall to marina square. and had Yuki n Yaki ^^ waHaha. winson so SUA GU lorhh. WAHAH! xP anyway. had a great meal. xia suay-ed. but HAHA. ii aint gonna see them again~ xP okayy. wentt home next. thanks for the great day butch! x) cos' you went off-mind with me. xD home. bathed and zZzz. nice sleep. xD

o4 Jan 2007, Thursday.
woke up with a pair of heavy eyes. but still, had to get prepared ready for school. went to school for? oh, had Bridge Leaders' meeting again. so had a talk at MLC and ii almost slept while jing kai really SOUNDLY asleep, snoring. WAHA! =D went off for games preparations and stuffs before brk time and yeah. nothing much. games again after brk. and then, to games again. okayy den collections of BL tees. bright green (: love the shirt. xD MUAHA. every month ii just seems to have one new fav colour. and guess, for this month, it's green? cos ii got my bro a green tee too. xPP and kept encouraging winson to buy the green Puma jacket for himself. LOLs. so yeahh. went home. actually wanna go buy things de but due to some issue, it'd been postphoned again~ T.T oh yes, so stayed at home to BLOG~ ^^ currently am loading all the pics. so YEAHH. please wait for another entry before ii post all the pictures. CARES all. xD

new year, new life.

this year's gonna end; a better year ahead.

2006-12-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

let me continue my blog before entering to the "talk" about a new coming year.

27 dec 2006 ( wednesday )
where did ii go~ ii was at home. and finally, a day to rest.

28 dec 2006 ( thursday )
slacked at home for a very long time before we went to East Coast Park for the BL's bbq. sat there awhile and rushed home for my show. ^^

29 dec 2006 ( friday )
met cloudy and went to whitesands and met jiayi. together we got some stuffs to bring over to the netball's bbq. luckily, jiayi's dad was there or else, ii guess, the ice would melt by the time we reached yf's hse. went home with some of the juniors. okay, i had fun. ^^ xD oh yes, i really did.

30 dec 2006 ( saturday )
went to work and i was like SO TIRED nahh. anyway. yeapp. headed to lyp and got my photos to be developed. asking mum to help me to collect it tmr. yeah. and home.

tmr, ii will be working till 3pm and meeting paul, out at 5.30pm. and the rest of the events ii aint gonna be sure. and ii won't be blogging till 2nd of jan? i don't know, aint sure. but am sure it's gonna be AFTER the the new year. xP don't worry, photos would be up too if there's gonna be any. xD

concluding the year..
so fast, it's gonna be the end of december and once it's over, Jan 2007 comes and that means, ii had overcome 12 months again! every year, every month, or instead, even everyday~ ii would think, what ii had done, what ii did was right or wrong, can ii do better or whatever sort of stuffs . whatever the problem is, i'm a person who will always give myself SO MUCH stress and always wanting to be a better person but mostly, i failed to do so. this year had been quite a fruitful year for me as i can feel that i am really busy and i really don't have the free time like sitting at home, slack, watch tv much most of the time. ii used to be stucked at home to be my mummy's girl, which i always love to be. but this year, i'd been spending so much time outside. regardless becos of work, netball, school or outings. so much, so much events this year. ii am glad. at least, ii spent my year more meaningfully (: oh yes, worked for caltex masters in lakes, worked outside stalls for lakes, knowing more and more friends, getting O's results and get pondered over it for quite a long time. sad, cried, and tried to find so much ways to get myself into poly. gave up in the end. ALMOST, gave up on studying. mishap kept happenning. went to ITE with a course, not on my on will. eventually, get into netball again, joined the school team, able to play for ITE. got so nervous till i really shivers and tears are always within my eyes whenever ii thought of the coming matches. got into NZ0604A, with only pathetic 5 girls. but eventually, hang out well and with another 4 guys. nash joined our school and fortunately or unfortunately, he's in the same class as i am. good bonding between the 9 of us. going out on every friday till i'd trngs on fri. and soon, all the friday outings were cancelled which was like abit sad luh. working on every sat and sun as and when ii can. being a 4 pointer out of my surprise! being the best motivation for me to stay on. went on for Ngee Ann's module which was PCN and the theory lessons really bores us up. ii still prefer practical lessons. ^^ wanting to be a bridge leader from the first day of orientation and eventually, and now ii am one. after going to the camp, learnt alot, had alot of fun and know alot of new friends again. shopping, going out with different ppl now. was with a relationship with winson on the 2nd of jul 06 and broke off on the 19th sep at tina's chalet. was having so heavy back then but everything was swollowed. was having so much so much feelings then. have lots of comments about this break off but nothing helps much. all were so painful which totally stabbed my heart deep. but who knows how do ii feel truly deep down inside within me? having brother's chalet as a celebration for his 15th birthday. meeting up with different ppl and learnt alot of new stuffs from like religion or tradition of different races. seems like there's one person whom ii missed so much but just dont seems to be contactable. still, i believe in the friendship between us xD! ii gain alot and alot from this year. i'd grown ii can say proudly. though spending alot is not one of the reason. but again, this year ii spent ALOT. annual netball gathering for lysians still carries out which i feel kinda happy abt it luh. annual chalet for lakes service staff is also so great as i still LOVE gatherings. but, ppl like daniel, patrick, loon, chris, christine, seok guat had left, memories of them still retain in my heart, in my mind and it would stay for long. i miss them, i miss my 4e2z, i miss lollipopz' bdae celebrations and i miss alot of them.

resolution/wish for next year

be as busy as possible
be happy
leg's gonna be alright even until next year ends
be more knowlege-able
be healthy
be a good girl
more friends ahead
meet up with ppl whom i dont see often
no vulgarities
no violence
learn how to cook abit of stuffs
be more considerate
be more caring
be more kind-hearted
be more spendthrift
be more sweet
be more KE AI!! ^^

yeapp. find a boyfriend? let fate decides but it won't be so soon (: though ii still wanna get married when ii am 22 and having 2 kids (1 gal and 1 boi) by the time ii am 27. LOLs. again and again, ii wanna thanks everybody for the great year i had. and i mean EVERYBODY! (: though paul, winson and jing kai are whom ii really wanna thanks. cos 3 of them really give me in regardless what i wants to do. THANKS. and you guys had been the most wonderful gift i have for the year. and still, thanks for everything that happened. you guys are so sweet to me. but still, nothing much would happen currently. and yeahh. HAVE A GOOD FUTURE! lead your own way, don't let ppl lead you. you , yourself, is a leader of your OWN life. JIAYOUS~~ everyone. love isn't everything but friendship and kinship are EVERYTHING. i always like to say this. when a bf becomes a stable one, they might be your hubby. and once they're ur hubby, they're part of your kin. RIGHT?! haha. ii will, find one, a good, sweet, loving, best bf which am gonna be confident of having long-term relationship. even till marriage will us be. WAHAHHA. alrights. crapp.

final say,

NEXT YEAR WOULD BE A BETTER YEAR!!

GREAT YEAR AHEAD!!

JIAYOU!!!

pictures time

2006-12-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

BROTHER's BIRTHDAY
13.12.o6

Jiayi's Birthday
15.12.06

Charmian's birthday!
21.12.o6

23.12.2006
miss siti's wedding

24/25.12.06
X'mas Eve and X'mas

from a friend~

dReamms~~

outings with NZs

Festive Season

2006-12-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

so much laughters so much fun, time had passed. i had been a busy person thru out. finally I AM BACK to blog. (: don't worry ii wont withdraw from blogging. cos that's the only way to communicate ardd ^^ pictures would be uploaded in another post

13 dec 06 Wednesday
it's my brother's birthday! HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY YAOLIANG!! xDD muAhAHAHAH! no school. dint went to the BL meeting. cos it's a annual thing for birthday! so yeapp. woke up in the morning and had everything prepared and went out with mum and bro to lavender. andd yeapp. my brother made his identity card. YUPP. he's finally 15! xP it was fast when everything was done so quickly. the person who served us were very friendly. YEAPP! went off to ermmm. tampines ii think. YEA! shopped ardd and everything. bought some x`mas pressie first. and then yupp ate at international buffet. saw serene tpp (tan pei pei) there. yupp. chatted with her awhile and realised she knew something. oh yes, everyone knows it. so what?! it's nothing new alrdy. RIGHT?! oh well, can't be bothered (: hmm. so yeahh. ate and went to look ardd. brother alrdy had a ideal phone in mind. went home. brother blew his bdae cake. zZzz

14 dec o6 Thursday
went to school. zZzz. think nothing much bahh. had pe today. KNOCKOUTS! x/ samaniah and ii knocked into each other. mine on the nose while hers on her head. zZzz. ii was so afraid that my nose was gonna be broken nahh. =/ so yeapp. gortt swollen. abit nah. HA. anyway. yupp. ii think tt day is just like tt. cant recall. WAHA.

15 dec o6 Friday
Jiayi's birthday. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! xDD
went to NP ferr the make up class. after which, went over to bugis to meet up with xinyu, michelle and jiayi. had v8 ferr dinner. ALRIGHTS. it'd been so long since ii last went there luhh. SO YEAHH. enjoyedd my dinner. and then, SURPRISES ferr JIAYI~~~ ^^waHa.. aights. after thatt went to her hse fer some washh ups and 10pm show and then.. HOME. didnt managed to see robin, yixing and ivy. =/

16 dec 2006 and 17 dec 2006

went for work for both days. 7-3pm i guess.

18 and 19 dec 2006

working 11-9pm for both days.

20 dec 2006

Happy Birthday Johnson and Justin!

went back to school for BL meeting. after tt went over to Laguna for part-timers' gathering.

went home next. to watch my show.

21 dec 2006 thursday

it's cuiling's and charmian's bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ppl. (: met up with cloudy, celine and all fer celebration of mian's 17th birthday surprise. hope she had fun. after which went over to meet up with the NZ0604As and we had bbq at yenn's. ^^ went home soon. after 11pm++

22 dec 2006 fri

went for SHOPPINGs of xmas gift with jingkai. and also met up with paul. and kim guan too.

23 dec 2006 sat

Happy Birthday to Cloudy, Miss Siti, Steven and Darren!

went out in the morning to get some of the undone gifts. and went home. and had wedding dinner.. at lakeside. Miss Siti's! she was AWESOME! so pretty can!! ^^ went to tm to meet up with the lollipopz awhile and went off.

24 dec 2006 sun

X'mas eve. cabbed to laguna to pass them the pressie (: and then, to marina to meet up with paul. and went to airport to find jing kai. and crapped up at his place with MVP. and then. to our countdown. ^^

25 dec 2006 mon.

It's CHRISTMAS!! MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!

sat down at the big seating areas back to back, thought of ALOT of things. ~~tears~~ HA and yeapp. to jk's hse. MVP crapp again. ii think ii can be the narrator alrdy. WAHAHA. home. and prepared myself before heading out again. went to PS to meet up with Nzs again. ^^ exchanging of presents. THANKS ppl. xDD enjoyed. and yeapp. met Vikhkram, Lester and Kim Guan at pasir ris (: nice to see euu ppl. YUPP. and then to mcdonalds' to ki siao a lil. and then home. to watch my show again.

26 dec 2006 tues.

Happy Birthday to JingKai's 2nd sis!

slacked at home till 4+pm and then out to meet jing kai to get his sis a gift. so yeahh. after tt to his hse fer steamboat. Thanks for the dinner (: home to watch my show again. WAHA.

the festive season had been rather busy for me. and seriously, home is like a hotel alrdy. hope everything would settle down in a slower speed. x'mas is over now, 2007 is coming. new year, new resolution. will plan it soon. everyone take care and do enjoy this year before it ends. xDD

HAPPY? have a happy feet! xD

2006-12-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

so long since i last post a entry. *bleahhs - wantedd to change blogskins during my free time but apparently i wasnt free to do so. HAHA! alrights. let me start my entries alrdy.

LAST Tuesday, o5 Dec 2006
went for school i guess. and YUPP. lessons from 1pm-5pm if i didnt forget. HAHA. home after which. so YUPP. nothing much happened. didnt went to the doctor eventually. xPP

LAST Wednesday, o6 Dec 2006
start of the asian netball games! xDD MUAHAHA. had school from 8-12pm and had BLs gathering. went off during the break. and went to campus haven to meet Jessica. (: went off to take 31 to Tao Payoh. oh yes oh yes!! Singapore vs Canada. Papua New Guinea vs Scotland. Singapore and Papua New Guinea won for their own catogory. ^^ went off and Jessica left me to sleep in bus 88 when she left without saying even a "bye"!!

LAST Thursday, o7 Dec 2006.
9-3pm plus had ET Phase Test. can pass. (: just pray hard they don't minus too much points on the drawing of circuit. and for CAD. should be alright without too much of hidden lines luh. (: went off to Toa Payoh again. and YEAPP. started to have a flu alrdy. zZzz the game for that day was Singapore vs Scotland and Papua New Guinea vs Canada. again, Singapore and Papua New Guinea won. Mickey, Qing Yi dint managed to play. she cried. T.T it's not that her skills wasnt up to compete but it's that the shooter from Canada injuredd her!! anyway took photo with her and some of the others but i only wanna post her picture. HAHA. cos' she's my IDOL! wahah. though others' skills maybe better than her. but i find her cute. (: *PRAISE-

alright. kept myself awake when we're heading back home this time round. (:

LAST Friday, o8 Dec 2006
went for school. theory lesson. and went for Ngee Ann Poly's module again. was supposedly the last lesson for this semester but RAHH. because we missed the lessons on those dates like we had the BL camp, the O's. we're having our make up lesson next week! ARHH! anyway during the theory, samaniah and i was drawing and becos of the sudden imagination, i drew those.

baby, don't go ~ please !

i'll grab hold of you. i will!!

i know the girl look like ghost. HAHA. i was laughing thru.

trying to draw a much decent one. (:
but ii don't know how to draw the face.

had practical. WELL DONE. xDD and then went off with Jing Kai to Toa Payoh again. this time taking a bus from macritchie. and yupp. trained to Toa Payoh from Bishan. met Jessica. Singapore vs Papua New Guinea and Scotland vs Canada. this time round. Singapore lost. =( got so sad over it can! and Scotland won canada in the match. so the result are still the same .. Singapore and Papua New Guinea fighting for the first 2 position and Scotland and Canada fighting for the 3rd and 4th position. went home. FLU is killing me!!

LAST Saturday and Sunday, o9 Dec 2006, 1o Dec 2006.
didnt went for the asian game. went for brother's chalet instead. and instead of him doing all the stuffs, it was Mum, Dad, ME and followed by Jing Kai who did everything. *PISSED- anyway. yupp. getting everything done and etc. i was worn up by the end of the chalet. Wilson came over for awhile and went off. Paul and Kim Guan came. sat for awhile. chatted awhile and off i sent them out of the chalet. Winson seems to be bored throughout the chalet. AM SORRY. aint a good host afterall. =( woke up and slackked. was cheated by mum. but haha. eventually my breakfast, YOU TIAO with DOU JIANG still arrives. xDD MUAHAHA. didnt take any pic with anybody in the chalet!! forgot! but HAHA. only with my brother. ^^ alright. nothing much. watched Stars Award. Bathed and HOME. but i still enjoyed the camp! (: HEES!

Monday, 11 Dec 2oo6.
sch 9-1pm. went to meet Paul at tenah merah (: and then to Cineleisure. Cathay. to watch Happy Feet. ^^ !! NICE! went to the toilet at the back and =.= it's like for one person de luh. and another bunch of girls was like trying to force their way in. i was like.. =.= "ermm. sorry?!" but anyway. went off to TAKA. and to Esplanade. ate Fondu at Haagen Daz. and had Blegian Mocha. *yummy - but it made me with a fear. a fear with chocolates! =.+ walked to the merlion. and had a seat there. long since i went there. had a chat there. great chat. THANKS. and yupp. nothing much. went to Marina Square and then home. (:

Tuesday, 12 Dec 2006
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ZHONG CHOU!!
haha. time to grow up!
went for school. make up lesson. 8-11am. brk. and 1.30am at the street soccer court. inter-class competition. Nzo6o4A-1 WON!!!! We're the champions!!! xDD MUAHAHAHAHAHA! RAWKKS! went home. nothing much lerhh..

i dunno how to end this.

how's the test gonna be?

2006-12-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

RAHH! workked on o3 dec o6, a sunday. after work. WAHAHA! xDD wentt to whitesandds to have my lunchh. andandand. after that. home. (: slept and bathed and ate my dinner. zZzz nothing much. OH YES. chatted on the phone while studying and zZz slept.

o4 dec o6 Monday.
went to school. studied. and yupp. had the test. i don't know what would happen. but for multiple choice. shuld be alrights bahh. let's wait till next lesson. xD home. slept in the bus so soundly that HAHA. i dunno what to do. so chatted with mum and etc and YUPP. watched death note. and (: nothing much to do again~~ I AM BORED. tmr's tues. and i got nothing to do either. so SHITS~~

nothing muchh is gonna happen..

a part of me seems missing ...

2006-12-02T18:50:00.000+08:00

if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling...

this part keeps repeating deep within me. was simply in love with this song since the day i heard this outside alone. anyway... let me blog about fri and sat alrdy and i shall plan out my schedules for next week. ^^

Friday, o1 Dec 2006.

went to meet the others at Hougang Mall. Had Ya Kun toast again. but other than that we really had no idea what to have during b'fast and i am sick and tired of mcdonalds alrdy! ahha. took 151 this time round instead of 74. thanks to zhuwei (victor) for being SO LATE! zZzz. save my saliver on him is what i shall do. reached NP and went for lessons. had theory lessons as usual~~ zZzz. thought would be able to skip it due to the chapter quiz. alright. so after our short brk, went for our quiz. for the first chapter, i got 73.1% was so happy but in the end second chapter.. zZzz 58.1% zzZzz but luckily, got 16.1 / 25. WAHA. tot i will flunk this module. LOL. cos. the theory is simply... un-explainable. HAHA. well, at least that's how i feel. ^^ i passed. WAHAA! went to tak 74 back and changed 88 to whitesands. and had cheeseballs and Ben & Jerry ice-cream. ^^ MUAHA. my new york choco chunk!! LOVES!! walkked home next. reached home. bathed and watched my tv programmes and had my prawns!! *YUMMY!! mama LOVES me!! haaa~~!! had guest came to my house. haha. i wasn't a good host. but at least i made milo! HAHA! talked on the phone for awhile and it ended my day. (:

Saturday, o2 Dec 2006

overslept AGAIN! haha. but i DIDNT heard my alarm rung at all! but anyway. luckily, there's mum! or else i'll be in deep shit! haha. took bus and i had a call. it was from Jing Kai. lols. that timid guy was going to Puala Ubin for volunterring camp. hopes he enjoy bahh. ^^ went for work. took the same train as William. LOLs. workked and workked. zZZz nothing for me to eat during brk. zZzz so yupP. brendan and chester are back for work. LOL. yeapp. that's good. oh yes. samantha teng came for interview today. =.= why of all places? andandand. till now, i still wonder how they got hold of this place. hmm. anyway. ALL THE BEST to everyone who are gonna work in Lakes Cafe bahh. LOL. as long as it's not busy, it'll be fine. (: oh yes! nash injured his leg AGAIN. but well, we are used to seeing that alrdy isnt it? HAHA! so was PRAYING so HARD that it won't rain. and YEAHH! it didnt rain~~ xDD went for "lunch" with Bernard and Wilson. but in the end, bernard and i only drank. after bernard left, wilson wanted to go arcade and since i nth to do so pei him. okay. again him and his machines. but i think he spent quite alot. zZz. HAHA. cos i kept cursing him. xP *OPPS* saw some of his ah beng friends. HAHA. nothing much. home by bus 12 soon. went down and bought dinner again. and YUPP. mum's out for wedding dinner.

: : : P L A N S : : :

Sunday, o3 dec -- work (7-3). home and study for test.

Monday, o4 dec -- Electrical Technology Theory Test. school (9-1).

Tuesday, o5 dec -- sch (1-5).. probably mum bringing me to doctor.

Wednesday, o6 dec -- sch(8-12), BL presentations and meetings. (after 12). Asian Games.

Thursday, o7 dec -- sch(9-5), Electrical Technology Phase Test, CAD Phase Test. Asian Games.

Friday, o8 dec -- sch(8-12). Asian Games.

Sat, o9 dec -- End Of Asian Games. Brother's Chalet.

Sun, 1o dec -- Brother's Chalet.

one week.. and my schedule's all out. ^^ yupp. probably gonna enjoy everyday of next week. xDD YES! and please. let my test be successful. xD WAHAHA! and yesyes. i forgot to mention, i saw sarahgrace outside IKEA that day. HAHA. yesyes. i know alot of you peeps are missing me. oh yes, i know you does. haha. say yes even if you don't. MUAHA! no larhh. jk. anyway. take good care. i am feeling okay today. ^^ CARES!!

is it a good sign to miss someone?

TESTs WEEKs

2006-12-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

alrightts. i left off at tues on my last entry. but anyway. tues wasnt complete. after celebrating xiaowei's birthday. jess and i went to eat at eastlink in tampines. xD so long since we 2 had dinner together. chatted alot. and sat inside the coffee shop for kinda long. (: went to POSB for awhile and home after that.

wednesday. 29 Nov 2006
had to wake wilson up in the morning so yupp. called him. met jingkai for school. and yupp. nothing much. weather was very cooling. but my temper was like so hot luh. hmm. ended lessons at 12pm and went for "interview" for the the overseas thingy. and left off. home soon. and out i went. the only thing i know is i ATE ALOT!! and that's bad sign.. went home at ardd 9 plus? i forgot. HAHA. watched channel u's 10pm programme and it's like SUPER NICE luhh. xD

thursday. 30 nov 2006
woke wilson up again. and thruout till i reached school. =.= ate pratas. andandand. went for PE. had softball for the first time. and i'm sure i suck at it. but it doesnt matter. everyone has their first time. SO DO I . x) went for classes. and brk time i had ermmm. Nasi Lemak. soon after that. went for CAD. hmm. hai hao lerhh. although re-do alot of times but at least able to get it right. xD *happy* went for Bridge Leaders' committee meeting. and then. to Bridge Leaders' meeting. coach jay's talk. ^^ nice talk. like it lots! xDD after that had meetings for engineerings Bridge Leaders again. =.+ after that. to ikea. intending to find jiayi. in the end. =.= she nvr work. and she dint tell me! HAHA. nvm. anyway. went home soon. and out to pass jingkai the bag. and then. yah. home. and guess what's my dinner? NASI LEMAK! mum cooked it. i was like o.O?! AGAIN?! but haha. managed to eat it. so YUPP. no worries. chatted on the phone awhile and zZzz lerhh. had a dream. weird dream. =.+ the dream was violent. =.+ think watched too much tv lerhh luh. hmm. LET IT GO. haha. alrights.

shant blog about today yet cos it's still early. and today is the start of dec lerhh. and i having test for NP de PNC later. and and and... time really flies.. 3 more days to ET theory test. 6 more days to ET phase test and CAD phase test. 7 more days to NP last lesson for this semester. 8 days to bro's chalet.. 11 days to zc's bdae. 12 days to my bro's bdae. 14 days to jiayi's bdae. 20 days to charmian and cuiling's bdae. 22 days to cloudy's, miss siti's, steven's birthday. 23 days to miss siti's wedding and christmas eve.. 24 days to christmas. and huiping's birthday. 30 more days to hong ghee's bdae and countdown for year 2007. RAHH.

another thing i must mention!! I CAN GO FOR THE ASIAN GAMES LERHH!! xDD MUAHAH! changed song for my blog too. xD

HappY BirthdaY to Adeline and XiaoWei !! (:

2006-11-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

fri. 24 nov 2006
school til 10am and went for NP. ate jap food and nothing much went for class. it was raining so heavily that day. =/ so siian. jeanns got wet. shoes got wet. and knee cap hurts. BLAHH~ ! anyway. nothing much luh. practical lessons abt the ping thingy. and went for dinner. initially is ChompChomp but becos of the rain, ate steamboat dinner in bugis. (: okay. great gatherings. but mind was like RAHH - cos i got some facts in mind. talk about that later.

sat. 25 nov 2006..
out. (: watched Flushed Away. HEE. nice show. ^^ ate some rice which isnt that nice. drank some Yam Milk tea that isnt nice. WAHAHA. but yupp. went to Ang Mo Kio. went to Great World City. it aint that nice afterall. so YUPP. nothing to walk there de. so went to orchard. to Cineleisure. wanted to take Neos but in the end cos of the crowded people population~ went off. wanted to go to somewhere sit down and eat. so went to Kembangang. NOT NICE. haha. eerie. and nowhere to go de. went to expo later. slacked at coffee bean and then saw stars in the sky. ^^ it's like been awhile since i last saw stars.. yupp. went home for quite awhile. slept. (: nice to sleep.

sun. 26 nov 2006.
worked for 11-9pm. nice working day. it was Wilson's last day at work. so YEAHH. went to sakae with wilson to find michelle, jiayi and bernard. nothing much. chatted and went off - home. MRT-ed. reached pasir ris and i found out that i lost my ez-link card! SHUCKS. was like so nervous luh. (that's me) and then searched everywhere and can't find. went to the ticket office and asked the person in pasir ris to call simei to check. and i waited for simei to call back. and when they called back, the person say, they can't find. so HELL. still didnt gave up. went back to simei to check and ^^ I FOUND!! xDD okay. so went home soon.

mon. 27 nov 2006.
it's Adeline's 18th Birthday! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY my XIAOTOU! xDD MUAHA.
went for school at 9am. met jing kai for school. and then had ST. not bad luh. (: anyway. yupp. went to cafe 1 for awhile and went to take bus 31. sadly, we had to go back to school when yenn called. so nash passed the keys over and soon nash and i proceed on. went to seoul garden and meet the Lakes' cafe ppl. had our lunch and played awhile before we left. Wilson caught a mickey for me. xDD THANKS! andd yupp.went to metro to find chester. and went home. bathed and out again. met the rest and had our dinner at CENTRAL. ate baked rice. BLAHH! not nice. HA. only the cheese is nice. =( so. went off. walked awhile. took neos. and decided to go home soon. yupp. so nothing much..

tues. 28 nov 2006.
it's xiaowei's turn to be 18. so HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY XIAOWEI! xD
nothing much. winson came over to my house with DADA de wu gui and then passed me my bro's textbook and then it started to rain. so took 359 to whitesands and mrt-ed to tampines then 31 to school. phase test is next week. WISH ME LUCK! shucks. hmm. ET test on this fri and ET phase test on next thurs. NP test this fri. SO MANY TESTs LUH! =/ I AM NOT HAPPY! nothing much. having BL meetings later. andandand. xiaowei's celebration later. hope she enjoys. xD

now. my thoughts.
I still can survive ALONE. i am not that great fortunate to be served and everything. I would beMYSELF. love me, hate me, SUITS YOU. i will be hard-hearted. won't be touched by some stuffs. I AM NOT A KID anymore. but a CHILD. a CHILD that dont wanna grow up.

LOVE chocolates because it is sweet but it keeps my mouth and stomach happy. LOVE soft toys becos they're cute and by looking at them. you know, you would be cheered up. LOVE necklace cos it creates brightness in the dullness in one. LOVE braclet because i nidd things on my hand. and i would not look so dull. LOVE my current watches cause they're all from my mum. LOVE my mum cos she always talks to me like a friend and always. been there. just there. and i know it. LOVE my dad cos he willing to spend on us but being "stingy" to himself. LOVE my bro. cos' he's my one and only brother. and i know he's not bad. but just that needs some attention.

i don't mean i hate others but it's just that i wont use LOVE anymore. LOVE is easy to say. but LOVE isnt easy to show. i will LOVE my one and only one, my future hubby who is gonna marry me, dote on me, care for me, love me, care and loves my family and our children in the future. LOVE needs scarifices. it's aint that easy at all. for now, i can't afford to.

i LIKES my friends. i LIKES netball. i LIKES everyone. but still, there will always be some obstructions through. i'd thought hard. LIKES - sometimes would be the victim that is gonna be scarifice.

BLAHH-- alot of things i'd been thinking. but SOON. i know. i know.. i would be able to know how to let it go. (: brother's chalet soon. and i won't be able to catch my Netball Asian Games. RAHH.

it aint that easy for us to overcome every circumstances. but it's our own responsibility and ability to let it go.

i LOVE myself. that's it.

life had been this way thru.

2006-11-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

fri. 17 nov 2006
FUN. xDD NO SCHOOL!! xD went to Hougang Mall to meet the others. after which. went to NP as usual. did the practical. xDD NICE - and then. went to VIVO city with Pearllyn. Samaniah. (my two sweeties) Wacharapong. Winson and Jing Kai. went up to the rooftop first. xDD MUAHAHA. sat on my MOOMOO COW already. xDD WAHAHHAA. photos..

after which ate at Food Republic. xD ate Hokkien MEE. ^^ *yummy* butbutbut.. 6 persons squeezed in 4 persons' seats. that shows.. WE ARE THIN! xDD HEHE!! xPPP yeapp. after finishing. went to E-zone first. game-d. nothing much. WE GIRLS supposedly WON. xPP cos i played cheat luhh. xDD cos pearllyn, samaniah vs winson, jingkai. SO SO SO. ahah. i stood at the guys area and snatched all the hockey plates. xPP yehh. watched wacharapong danced in Para Para Paradise. after that to PLAYGROUND. photo takings MADNESS over there. xPP tata~~

ghostly effect! xDD

fun day out with them. Special Thanks to ALL who pei-ed me take pics with the MOOMOO COW. xDD and Special Thanks to Samaniah and Pearllyn who pei-ed me to KI SIAO in the playground. xDD THANKS. xDD and of cos. THANKS to the photographers. Winson and Jing Kai. YUPP.. homed quite late. homed alone. wanted to be a lil` quiet. so YUPP. bathed and flipped and zZzz.

Sat and Sun. 18,19 nov 2006
work. nothing much. and had been working 11-9 instead of 11-8 for both days. RAHH- nvm. bus 12 on sat. had alot of sweets xDD LOVEs. and YUPP. had snacks at HOLA cafeteria on sun with Michelle and Chris and Jye Ru. Anthony was behaving like a kid luh. xPP HAHA. BLEAHH. so yupp. HOME. chat alot with Michelle. x)

Mon. 20.11.06
School. 9am-1pm zZzz. nothing much luh. lessons from 9-11 were counted as CANCELLED!! RAHH-!! I WANT TO SLEEP! after which had ET.. nothing happened. dendenden. met Jessica. xDD talkedd alot with her. HAHA. xDD YUPP. went home. MVP valentine~~ again. HAHA. brother also "chase" that show lorhh. xPP i watched it for.... ermm. ALOT of times lerh. HAHA. mum came home and was like "what show you watching" and i replied her luh. and she said "HUH?! again?!!!" HAHA. xPP went out of house for awhile luh. had dinner outside. passed something which i had to pass and got things in return too. HAHA. after that. home. and zZzz..

tues. 21 nov 2006
school starts at 1pm and ends at 5pm and the aircon simply DIDNT WORK! SHIT. think i am fainting soon luh. RAHH! shitshitshit. going to meet jiayi later. haha. COS she MISS ME. xDD HAHA. xPP YUPP. home soon after that. life had been so... mono these few days.

Wednesday. 22 Nov 2006
No school. cabbed out with mum and bro to buy brother's school's book. and then cabbed back. home and then out to Bugis. (: SHOPPINGs !! i miss shopping with my mum luh! ahha. but i only bought one bag and one top. the others' are my brothers' and mum bought herself a watch too. ate KFC. and Takopachi. whitesands and home. xD went out of the house awhile to collect the CD-R and chatted awhile and home. T.T

thurs. 23.11.06
school 9am-5pm. NO PE AGAIN! SHITS~~! whenever we go Pe, she don't come. URGHS!! x( ET hai hao. CAD. headache. but still done. home.

plans of the following days.
fri. school. 8-12 NP. 1-5. dinner outside i supposed?
sat. OUT.
sun. work. 11-9.

probably something interesting would happen on wed, fri and sat? this week's gonna bore me OUT!! ARHHH!

zZzzz

tell me what's the right way to move on

2006-11-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

alrights. school for today - 9am-5pm. SAD. so long since i had this ULTRA long lesson nahh. HAHA. so yeahh. waitedd for bus 12 today from 8.10am onwards and i see no bus until 8.35am!! can you imagine and the bus is like FULL?! okay. went off and till i reached school's bus-stop. saw jing kai. heard from him that a bus broke down and assuming it is bus 12 larhh. so yeapp. gortt a APPLE JUICE from him. THANKS. i just nidd that on time. yeapp. was nortt on the right mood track earlier. so yeahh. walkked in the school. and saw yenn and all. mind started to think.. i've to get my mood track back. i don't wish to be the one who affect people's mood. you know, whenever you see your friend down or whatever, you'll somehow be affected derhh larhh. so YEAH. put on a smile, throughout. went for S&W. emily wasnt there so daphne took over our class. they had floorball while i became the audience. xD after 10am then we started to play basketball. me and jing kai were in the same team whereas winson and wacharapong was in another. andandand.. WE WON!! xDD okay. nothing much. helped sherry buy things in her bazzar. nothing much. had CAD. headache! RAHH! anyway. yupp. met paul in school and then to dinner with him and sherry. thanks for the pizza hut treat. (: and YUPP. sending me home too. ermm. nothing much.

stilll; silly things run thru my mind.

2006-11-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

whatever.. i'm wrong.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint! . Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left b! rain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

feeling down.

Hong Jun Yang in CE ~

2006-11-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

xD okay. went to school from 1-4pm and ate in cafe1. ate ban mian. and yupp. saw hong junyang!! xDD haha. as shuai as ever. but my camera nort clear so nvm. nothing much. watched samaniah's performace and we went off. hmm. thinking hard about something.

May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

~~it aint that simple at all~~

lots to share HAHA

2006-11-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

alrightts. (: backk from camp. it had been a VERY enjoyable 3 days 2 nights camp for me and i think it's the same for the others! xD *applause* anywayy. yeapp!! xDD

DAY ONE o3.11.o6
First day for the camp. met winson and wacharapong and cabbed to school. next. met the others in cafe1 and had our last prata before camp. xP HAHA. so yeahh. went to collect our camp tees and went up to the MLC. and had briefings and groupings for group. was grouped into group 2! xD alright. for the first look - no friendly looks. was thinking... OH MAN! this camp am gonna suffer alrdy luhh. so just went off for a small tea break and went into the bus. was seating with samantha. and behind us was 3 ladies who i thought was ah lian luhh. those are chanel, sharon and theresa. also know who's suhana. proceeded our way to sembawang campsite and gathered in the canteen. got to know everyone. so in our group, there's 2 suhana, 1 hidayah, samantha, chanel, sharon, theresa, selamat, wen zhao, wesley, bala, fir, ivan and me!

haha. (: 15 people at first. alrights. got our room - aircon room. ^^ and alrights. got ready for the TreeTop walkk. quite alortt of pictures taken. xPP yeahhh. xP it was initially. so hot. alright. saw monkeys. ^_* CUTE. xDD anywayy. yupp. rained in the end. -.= heavy rain somemore. so was .. drenched. and all were like wearing PE tee luhh. -.+ alrightts. towels to cover. finished the tree top walk and everyone's so tiredd.
at the tree top. (:

went back to the campsite. and then shower. was like =.= so long queue. ~~~ dinner. gathered for cheer and then mass dance. mass dance taught by COACH LUKE!!! the hot and sexy coach!!!!! OMG!! haha. he is just so so so SEXY!!

luke, xavier, jay and russtle. xDD LOVE THEM.

xPP omg!! haha. anyway. dancedd. and madness went thru.. went to gather with group 2 - JACKERS - at the stairs. had fun. xDD discussed about the performance, and cheers and everything. (: guys came into our bunk and slept under me. =.= and was so noisy that ii cant really sleep luh. so.. a sleepless night 1 -

DAY TWO o4.11.o6
woke everyone up at 6.20am and went to bathe. long queue again. =.+ alrightts. went off for PT and then breakfast and amazing race. - group seperated. but somehow it's alrightt. coscoscos. i was in group 7 - with - 2 guys and 7 girls including myself. 2 guys - jon and ryan. 7 girls - nadiah, i dunno who, samaniah, yenn, pearllyn and myself. LOL. good groupings right. HAHA. xPP amazing race in little india - taking photos wherever we go.

had fun. 3rd placings. - and Happy Birthday HuiMin. - went to sakunthalas palace to have our lunch. - indian food. sakunthalas is actually - food - so it's food palace. but the food was like extremely spicy luh. HA. you people know i don't know how to eat spicy food luh. but anyway. yupp. went back to Sembawang Campsite. messed around with pearllyn. she came into my bunk and we hung around on my bed and pictures -

preparedd and went down forr group gatherings.. cos' we wants to practice ferr ourr performancee. went on well.. though we cancelled our STOMP andd put in new slots like wushu and hakka dance. i should praise my group being so nice, so smart andd being so lovely. (: learnt basic wushu from ivan. WAHA. i was like "chicken hand, ducks' feet" ? lol. wen zhao was like keep suan-ing me. =.+ aightts. went on and gathered for campfire. xD performance slot at first wasn't us but heng the other group dint wanted to perform so in the end. we performed. XDD LOVES- cos' we practice so hard. for whom my team-mates thought so hard for. so yahh. we went on. and YEAHH. FAIZ praised us. WE praised ourselves. WE PERFORMED THE BEST! xDD andandand. *shy* haha. IVAN was like SO SHUAI when he did all those wushu luh. like wong qing hai's soul in him. but HE IS HE! xD *thumbbs up - haha. so yeahh. went on for campfire. those ITE's best model. HAHA. selamat was cool. HAHA. he was daring luhh! xDD alrights. went for mess dance and chicken dance. XDD *LOVES* and MESS DANCE... * lights OFF* HAHA! xDD MESS-ed , FUN and HIGH! ahha. xDD like disco luh. haha. except for the lights. xDD so yeahh ^^ bidd goodbyes and thanks to everyone - HUGS HUGS HUGS in the group. (: LOVE THEM. they're just so nice. ahah. almost cried when our whole group had a gathered talk with faiz. =/ so sadd. but OUR FRIENDSHIP's GONNA LAST! yeahh. all in different schools. different class. it's just so short that we had our friendship built up. so am gonna treasure them. okay. sat in the canteen did our posters and went to bathe with my groupmates and i didnt know that yenn and pearllyn were looking for me so HAHA. took pictures with them and winson and jing kai when i saw him at 2nd lvl. x)

faiz bought food for us. ^^ ate a lil and had a small chat with pearllyn, winson and jing kai. and yah. handphone batt died on me so used winson's phone and then he helped me to charge. nothing much. can't sleep. was thinking about alot of stuffs. and i wondered if everyone slept. wanted to ask them out. but i didnt wanted to wake them up. so lied on my bed.

DAY THREE o5.11.o6
alarm rung and i woke the others up. and went to toilet to wash up. saw pearllyn. talked to her for awhile and yahh. actually all of them chatted last night till real late. so yah. i was dumb enough not to find them. =/ and i now know why winson didnt slept either. got ready for dragon boat divided into groups again. this time round i didnt ask them for their names so it doesnt matter. and I HAD FUN in the boat. HAHA. esp the rockky boat time. xDD ALRIGHTs. raced and got 3rd in position. xD YUPP. the instructor was fun. so YEAPP. thanks! finished bathing and sat for awhile and photo takings and all.. went off with yao sing also. hmm.

-- E N D O F C A M P --

took bus to paya labar. ate mcdonalds' Filet O' fish. NO TAR TAR SAUCE! (: so yeapp. finished eating and home alone when the others took cab home. you know, they stay nearby each other. so yahh. sat in mrt. thoughts ran through my mind again. and HELL. i'd been thinking SO MUCH. home. bathed. and slept. till 7pm. and woke up for dinner and went to study for maths. slept -

o6.11.o6 MONDAY.
woke up and got ready to go to Siglap had Maths Paper 1. it was relatively alrights. (: met jing kai, winson and yenn later to study for Maths paper 2 and yenn had SS paper too. so yupp. mood wasnt that good. hmm. pei-ed yenn to rivervale mall to eat. so yupp. pei-ed her to her bus stop and den i went to take 88 change to 359 and home.

o7.11.o6 TUESDAY.
went to school. nothing much. winson pei-ed me to study. ate b'fast in Burger King. and then to school. Hui Qin's Birthday. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!! xDD

jess and i. xDD so long since we last took a pic. xD

o8.11.o6 WEDNESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE!

english paper. 1 and 2. relatively good. went to study again. at BK again. while the others had their science paper. okay. nothing much.

o9.11.o6 THURSDAY
went for school. from 10am till 5pm. nothing much happened just that the aircon in biz blk spoiled. =.+

10.11.o6 FRIDAY

maths paper 2. hmm. hard to comment. just wish me luck while i am waiting for my results. haha. (: aights. nothing much. went to meet jing kai in seng kang and then meet winson in bishan. J8. and then walkked ardd and yenn came. walkked around and then to Ajisen. yenn left us for big meals with her sis and sis-in-law. and yupp had paiku ramen. had a great chat with both of the guys. thanks anyway. ^^ yupp. slacked in coffee bean while waiting for yenn. yupp. home. 88. with all of them and 359 myself. luckily Cloudy called me. xD or else i'll be bored to death luh. haha. Soh Hwee called me too. (: and yupp. there's a gathering for ALL who knows the jyss people. haha. on 20th Nov. haha. 2 months since we last met?! LOL. alrights. KEEP THAT DAY FREE. haha. (: okay. Miss Siti is getting married and WE are invited to her wedding. for whoever - NETBALLERS in LYSS involved hope you all keep 24th Dec FREE~~ xDD aights. bed.

11.11.o6 SATURDAY
went for bridge leaders' meeting. saw leonard. and okay. so he's one of the BLs. okay. so.. GAMES- cheers~ FUN ~ tiredd. perspiredd - so. jing kai and winson came to my hse to borrow my toilet to bathe. HAHA. bathed and everything and went out to marina square. Jing Kai and i wanted to repair our mp3. so yeahh. his was saved, mine was "no hope" haha! went to eat western food. and YUPP. yenn came to meet us after her sis' grad things. and then walked ardd and went to slack in starbucks until 6+pm and they accompanied me to Bods. Bodynits to find Paul. haha. went to disturb him luhh. so yeahh. after that yenn went off to meet her friends and we continued to walkk ardd and then to Raffles City? to starbucks again and then to mos burger. teriyaki chicken burger. haha. i was asking the guys why we enter mos burger without trying their mos burger and guess what?! none of them ate that before. HAHA. anyway. saw Yani. lols. alrights. went went went.. home. mrt-ed to pasir ris. den bus 21 to downtown east. pei-ed Jing Kai to his neighbours' chalet and then home. sleepless night -

12.11.o6 SUNDAY
CIP at fengshan. met up with winson. jing kai. pearllyn. yenn and samaniah. we have GOLD HEARTS to do CIP on sunday. ahha. xD weather was so hot. but anyway. yupp. went to tampines. changed and took 27 to seng kang where i met paul in mrt station in sk. yupps. took mrt to punggol and then to harbourfront. was chatting with him all the way when i was so tired. ahha. okay. got lost in Vivo City. thanks to the ATM machines. haha. paul wanted to find them yet i hadn't been there so i don't know. and HE DONT KNOW THE WAY EITHER. ahha. so was messing ard in 2nd floor for so long. andandand. he didnt allow me to go up to the rooftop. he claims that it was so hot. haha. so in the shooping mall. strolling and strolling. watched The Grudge 2. okay. relatively it was not that scary. abt the same as the grudge and ju-on luh. haha. paul got irritated when i kept asking him if he wants any popcorn. yupp. finished the show and i finally got my chance to go up to the rooftop but the sky was like turning dark lorhh. =( hmpf! anyway. still, took some pictures. ^^ and then yeahh. to Yoshinoya before we turn back to the rooftop. sat and dazed. home soon. paul sent me till my bus stop. thanks. (:

13.11.o6 MONDAY
9-11 lesson cancelled. so 11-2. went for ET. finished assignments and COM-ed. nothing much. home. and brought brother to cut hair. haha. my xiao shuai ge. (:

i miss alot of things. -
oing chalets with my girls. going crazee during birthdays. water splashings. watching movie with the others. slacking in blk 444 mcdonalds'. slacking in school canteen. cols. trngs in sec school.
simple life etc..

i miss alot of people.
lollipopz jyss-ers 4e2`o5 netballers in lyss. mr alvin ng. mr soh. mr suhaimi. mdm goh. (surprisingly.) and some others..
everythings' changing. everyone's changing. workplace had changed. people i know changed. tried to keep in contact with some people but yet it seems to be lost - still, i am trying to find it back. (: in nidd of cash! so much things that i want to buy. but with my own money i want it to be. so. work!! hadnt been working for the past 2 weeks. aww~~ alrights. things had been so complicating recently. being disappointed again and again by alot of things; alot of ppl. been so much that i wanna do. and wished i could do with just a snap but things just always seems undone. always wished myself being a great friend but it just seems that i am not and never will i be. so yupp. always wanted to play sports till old or even till 21 at least. but my knee aint gonna take it anymore. perhaps, i am going to the doctor soon. always wanted to be so much kind-er to my parents and not to be so lazy but to help up with the house chores but i still dont. i felt so much down-down on myself. people always think how pampered i gets when i gets so choosy over food and not doing so much things. things i wished that it didnt happened on me happened. so much smiles i wished i bring to someone else. but still, i think i brought quite alot of unhappiness to elses too.

a failure i think i am ):

update before camp. (:

2006-11-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

alright. when did i last stopped? oh! monday! now let me continue on with tues. (: went to school at 1pm. ZzZzz for CAD. after which. slacked in cafe1 and then to Mr Mahesh's house. ^^ YEAHH-ness!! he invited us to his house. WAHAHA. lovelovelove- loves the food as well. well, it's actually a post-deepavali activity. HAHA. xDD and we planned to have another one next month? HAHA. xPP his house is nice! x) SO NICE. nice chilling. went back to tampines and then MRT-ed to pasir ris. meet my darlings. (: and then yahh. swensen chilling and home -

oh yes, finally i saw XinYu. xDD

wednesday 01
first day of Nov. cool! now it's getting near towards the end of the year and that means HOLIDAY. ahha. but anyway. before that... went for school. 8-10 for ET-theory. and went for a brk and back to class for CARE. hmm. yeahh. a powerpoint were shown. it was fantastic. and for the first time i really think i treated my dad too badly. hmm. well.. yupp. but anyway. went to my hse there ordered sandals for the camp and went to my hse. slacked awhile. went for airport Mcdonalds' again. did maths paper 1. arhh. sad - anyway. mood wasnt that good. was throwing my tempers everywhere. hmm. *SORRY* went to coffee shop to accompany ma eat. dendenden. saw my neighbour. and she said something that hurt my heart! =/

"anqi FAT LERRHH HORR?! last time no meat de. now chubby chubby de!! "

HAIISS!!

thurday 02
went to sch at 10. nothing much. went to the Draker Cablet Factory. nice eye opening place. (: home -

camp's tmr, sat and sunday. anything just sms me. i may reply you very late. and YUPP. hmm.

RAHH -

2006-10-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

yeapp. i am back. after SO LONG. xPP can't blame me ehh. (: cos' cos' cos' i got alot of things to do. plusplusplus. i had been VERY guaii. i had been doing maths. concentration. M.A.T.H.S. i just LOVE maths. (: HAHA. love nothing. love no one else. until my O's maths is over. HAHA. alrights.

Thursday 26 Oct 06
nothing much. skipped PE. wahaha. dint skipped it entirely luh. went for it for the last 5 mins. oh yea. don't have any feelings to do sports. hmm. knee's injury seems to be worsen-ed. hmm. can't help but to feel painful. =/ ARHH - ! raining that day if i didnt rmbr wrongly. xDD went home. wanted to take a nap for half-an-hour but think i was too tired, when mum wanted to wake me up i told her i still wanna sleep. HEE. xPP coscoscos- i was so tiredd. xDD yeahh. woke up at ardd 7+pm and went for bathe. andandand. nothing much luh. ate dinner and studied.

Friday 27 Oct 06
no school for ITE. but hmm. still had module at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. went to meet Winson at his house cos i wanted to see his FAT photo and then the others at Hougang Mall. was trying so hard to wake Victor up but hell with him! he didnt wanna pick up my phone call! SUCK! anyway abit pissed. cos' i really called ALOT of times lerhh ehh. PATIENCE went on until 10.20am. URGHS! anyway. yupp. had Ya Kun Kaya Toast. xDD Set A. heex. xPP *yummy - waited for that ZHU WEI and then to Ngee Ann Poly. was late. so yeahh.went to the class straight and that made me lose the chance of seeing nigely. x( RAHH - alrights. he was waiting for me too. HAHA! anyway yeahh. went for the module, PC NETWORKING. was so energectic in the beginning but AHH. still yawned and everything in the end. * bleahhs. hmm. YUPP-! went over for brk. had tuna/kappa maki. x) and yupp. went for practical. hmm. *QUESTION MARKS !! hmm. alrights. nothing else. went for dinner at PS. Yoshinoya. andandand. watched D.O.A. SUPER NICE SHOW. ^^ *thumbs up - yeapp. went home after movie. wach pei-ed me to pasir ris. (: thanks. anyway. home. xD maths a lil` nothing much.

Sat 28 Oct 06
went for work from 11-9pm was working the same shift with jiayi and nash. nash is a irritant luh. i am in a rather down mood cos i was thinking abt something but hell with him. he keep disturbing me! anyway. finished workk and home.

Sun 29 oct 06
worked. 11-9 again. nothing special. just that jimmy made katsu don for us. (: and there's one 3 years old baby boy held his birthday party at Lakes Cafe. was so loving it luh. he's so cute. if only i can take a picture with him. =/ home again.

Mon 30 oct 06
hmm. school. dint wanted to wake up. =P haha. nice weather luh. ^^ hmm. APC will be terminated! and we would change our module to Sensor Technology. it's like. WTH?! we did practicals. we did theory. now. it's like NOTHING had happened. AHH! anyway. cloudy called me during ET. haha! she missed me luh! anyway. CLOUDY! jiayou for your O's! you can do it de. don't be nervous luh! haha. xDD skipped PE. went to airport for revision. but ARHH. waste time there. SAD. ate alot instead. hmm. but thanks to Jing Kai's Ice Latte. it made me feel much better. (: nice latte anyway. xD yupp. took 53 with winson. yenn and kai. and den home with winson. he pei me home. nothing much lerhh..

to: - wljh.
things have been going thru again and again. getting angry again and again. but still. cooled down in the end. always pissed whenever i know someone's lying. and i felt left out from the world of whoever's. when i supposed to understand. or should i say. i wished to understand. wanted so much to say how much i wanted to follow wherever you're going. but whatever. i dont know why. but i just felt that the trust can't be gained from you to me. i don't feel safe accepting your words. i don't feel safe with your actions. cos' you nvr allow me to enter your world. "who's that?" and "friend" is always what you would answer. and nvr nvr nvr will you let me feel peaceful and relaxed. you know though. "friend" is ya. true. but my heart just feel lost. i don't know where exactly i stand. i don't know exactly where am i. how am i supposed to pull myself up. pull myself up inside your heart. all these i had been wondering. well. i don't know. but think you really have to try very hard. in order for me to be able to trust you fully alrdy. i don't wanna feel that i don't understand you again. like; yenn and all asking me about you, my ans would be "don't know" =.= *sighh. didnt wanted to put all these thoughts into my brain and heart but whenever i sees you not around. i would think. "is he going to smoke with his friend again?" "is he with another girl." just ALL THESE. i know. these i shouldnt be bothering anymore. cos' i am in no status to think. well. i don't know. just want to post all these down. don't wish to put it in my heart. i feel so painful with all those thoughts with thorns. i admit. my feelings for you isnt over yet. but not that i am trying to put it down or bring it up. i just want myself to be happy. it's hardd for me to go into any relationship now. cos' i would think. "do i even understand him?" "do i know what's his fav colour. fav food. fav drink. fav hobby. and does he just love me." just so much. love isnt what words can describe. and i chose not to move on with relationship but only with maths. it's all becos i wish to know everyone better first. your actions. your care and concern. your everything is making my heart melts. and i am afraid. afraid that i will fall for you again. . . but i'll try to settle every thoughts after O's. thanks for teaching me maths. but still. thanks for your everything. at least, made me feel happy. (: contradicting i know. but ... don't wish to say further.

with love still,
anqi

M.A.T.H.S -

Selemat Hari Raya Puasa. xD

2006-10-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

OKAY. monday. dint went for netball in the end. can't breathe properly. mum also starts nagging. so studied. tuesday. 24 October. Selemat Hari Raya Puasa!! xD wishedd Samaniahh and she demanded a green packet from me. =.+ HA! anyway. went for work. 11-9pm. okay. all i know is i kept finding things to do. so thru out. i wasn't slacking. hmm. maybe really cos at a point of time i was thinking about LOTS of stuffs. so i didnt want that to happen. busy operation today. none stop. families and golfers. hmm. yeahh. went for brk. had rojak. xD ate only YOU TIAO. xDD *yummy - i just love rojak but only if it's with the peanut sauce, prawn paste and YOU TIAO. x))) HAHA! alrights. longan ice. x) yeapp. the rumours came again in the canteen. but well, Wilson!! don't take it to heart okay. don't worry i won't go listen to them. so you don't have to avoid me. so. YEAH. x) went back from brk to work again. BUSY. but somehow, the families were kind enough to leave before 9pm. so yeahh. got everything cleared by 8.50pm and went off. xD oh yes. i saw the baby customer that kissed me again. ^^ HA. anyway. yeahh. don't know why.. but i am feeling super energectic. (: yeapp. not studying maths today. tmr den study. xDD

bithday week.

2006-10-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

okay. i admit i hadn't been blogging for some time. but well, was not home for some time. so blame me not. (: OKAY.

20th October 2006.
it was Samaniah's birthday! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my one and only piggy back-ker. xDD YEAPP. went to school in the morning. and we had Electrotechnology till 10am. it was SO BORING luhh. anyway. went for the navy talk. left at 11am. but we had reasons to do that alright! xD we had to go over to NP for our PC Networking module. SO YUPP. took 31 to Tenah Merah and then MRT-ed to Clemeti. and ZHU WEI brought us to the bus stop and all. took 184 to NP. andandand. went into their canteen to eat. ate chicken chop. (: and YUPP. saw nigely. ^^ it's the first time i see him since we know each other. HAHA. okay. went over to the blk of our school. YUPP. lessons were so hard to understand. don't even understand any part of the theory part. SHIT. have to pay more attention in the next lesson. =.+ hmm. went for a small brk at the centre. while zhu wei and winson went up as zhu wei wanted to do his registration stuffs. alrights. went over to the practical lessons and started to have a cisco account. the guy sitting next to me was much more blurr-ed then me. ha. i was like talking to him about all the steps through out luh. and yupp. for that moment he was so quiet but when me and samaniah started to talk and that guy started to use his phone. he was SO NOISY! =.+ humans are always so contradicting. for one moment, when they are quiet we say they are quiet but when they start making sounds which caused abit of irritant, that became NOISY! so. yahh. anyway. went off and all of us - Yenn, Pearllyn, Samaniah, Wacharapong, Winson, Jing Kai and i took 61 down to Bugis. slept in the bus. we took bus down as we wanted to waste our time as we still have to wait for Samaniah to break fast. went to Seoul Garden without Wacharapong. ate. and yupp. cake and songs. xD LOVEs. game - secret code number. luckily i wasnt the one to have the punishment most. xPP YUPP. had chocolates from Winson. LOL. just because i uploaded Perhaps Love from my PC to my hp and i sent it to him. HAHA. the perhaps love is the goong de main theme. alrights. took MRT with Yenn but she left me in the train while she went to Eunos to find Sherry. so yeahh. home-d and slept. x) oh yes. Paul, don't worry you can send me home another time. (: and i am okay. THANKS.

Samaniah, the birthday girl with me. (:

21 and 22 October 2006
went for work. changed my shift to the morning one. 7am-3pm. went home. and saw Da Gu, Ah-Lek shushu, Shen shen, wei lin, ah mei and ah boi inside my living room. so chatted with them and etc with mum and dad. brother was busy using the computer luh. hmm. well. went to bathe and everything. MRT-ed to somerset. met Jing Kai and both of us went over to Rocky Master in Ochard Point? oh okay. met Yenn and Pearllyn. sat awhile. chatted awhile. and "played" with the couple flies awhile and YUPP. went to Hougang Mall. ordered Winson's birthday cake from Polar. met Winson and we went to Ichiban Sushi. had unagi don. YEAPP. *yummy - great! decided to fool around. so in order to hide Winson's cake. the girls, us, Yenn, Pearllyn and i decided to take 74 to Bliss Cafe without the guys (Winson and Jing Kai) first. so went over to Bliss cafe. talked to the person-in-charge. so settled down. and came Winson and Jing Kai. ordered liquor. drank only 2 glasses. so yah. nothing much. but Pearllyn turned red! HAHA! Yenn and Winson ordered more alcholic stuffs. while i ordered the Oreo Milk Shake. *yummy - xDD drink drink drink and ordered some finger food - fries and lucheon meat fries. xD played secret code number game again. and HAHA. mixture of beer, chilli sauce, sweets and oreo milk shake. HAHA. YEAHH. not much punishment. but i still hate the one with chilli sauce. *yeeWWww* anyway. YUPP. clock ticks at 12am and we went over to take the cake and gave Winson a surprise. YEAPP. songs - x) HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BOY! time to grow up and think more. ate cakes and i got smurched by him! IDIOT! anyway. YUPP. went to wash up and i was like blocking the way of alot of people luh! ARHH! anyway. yepp. finished the cake and went off. must thanks to all those people in charge to have this thing done. (: YUPP! pearllyn and yenn stay nearby so they decided to go home. while Jing Kai had no choice but accompany me to Winson's hse. WAHAHA! ton-ed over there. played card initially but i was sleepy so they went out from the room and i slept. xDD SOUNDLY! woke up. 8+am already. HA. but i was actually woke up by a shock larh! i was flipping over and looking at the floor and turning back and when i realised there's someone near me i got shocked. Winson was siting over at his table side SO STRAIGHT not moving and scared me luh~!! x/ ANYWAY. read the Love Hina4 and went to Mcdonalds' to have my early lunch. ate and went home. Winson sent me home cos' he was afraid that i would sleep in bus and miss my bus stop. so yah. indeed. i slept in the bus. and nearly missed my stop. =.= OKAY. went home. bathed and slept again. xP calls to confirm places and time. and okay. Winson came to meet me. and he was late! oh well, went to take mrt to Dhouby Ghaut and we went to The Cathay but no show to avail. called Pearllyn to ask for solutions so went over to Plaza Singapura to meet Yenn and her. no avail to movies so yeapp. decided to slack time through. anyway. Jing Kai dint came along as he had beer rashes. hmm. well, take care aight. xD ate ALOT. and yea.. ate Carls' Jr in the evening for dinner. and i tell you, I AM NOT GONNA ENTER THAT OUTLET ANYMORE. unless, that server, CEDRIC gets sacked~! ARHH! totally PISSED. not that much at first but after when i got coke all over me. and i was wearing WHITE TOP luh! and legs all spilled with coke cos i was wearing skirt. and was DARN ANGRY larhH! ARHH! anyway. went to toilet to wash up. Yenn helped me with it. and YAHH. i was so lang bei! STUPID SERVER. STUPID ATTITUDE. PLEASE WATCH YOUR ATTITUDE WHEN YOU'RE WORKING IN SERVICE LINE LUH! IDIOT! STUPID ACTINGS FROM YOU! I CAN SEE IT THROUGH! BASTARD! ARHH! anyway. went home. took purple line and took 81 back home from Kovan. again. that another person to cause me so lang bei pei-ed me home. and that's Winson. =.+ okay. the birthday boy! yah. home and did ABIT of maths and slept.

Winson's birthday cake.

birthday boy and his cake.

wishing with a evil smile. can't blame. he's evil afterall.

Blowing off the candles~
Pearllyn and i argued because we wanted to see who
captured the picture best.
and till now, i still think i'd done a great job. HAHA.

anyway Winson was so happy with us luh! haha
we'd done a great job YEAHH! xDD

23 October 2006.
woke up and went for school. in surprise. saw Jing Kai in the bus 12 too. so yeahh. read Love Hina5 already. APC was boring for theory but i love the practical cos Pearllyn and i were having fun. xPP HAHA. so. yeahh. brk. had Fried Fish Meat with Thick Beehoon. went to collect books from Seng City. paid up and went for ET. RAHH. finished the e tutor for the Basics. and started to browse around. Mr Mahesh and Mr Joseph is giving me a hard time. cos' they wants me to be a NASTY "loanshark" cos' i am the class treasurer luh. so MA FAN! so. yeahh. went to locker after ET. and Pearllyn and i cleared some stuffs in our lockers. HAHA. SO YEAHH. went home. (: bought Vanilla BBT again. xDD okay. nth much. home-d. later going meet Jessica in Tampines to go Kallang. we're having a small netball game with Sharon's friend. alright. think after that i am coming home for dinner and have to start my maths alrdy. hmm. feeling so sleepy now. havent bathe yet and i finished one whole box of Ferrero Rocher alrdy! and oh yes. i got a feeling i am turning FAT. omg. haha. anyway. JIAN FEI !! xDD hHAa. okay. xD nothing much alrdy. xDD MISS ME -

jiao lian! xiexie ni. (:

2006-10-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

alrights. thinkthinkthink. everyone wants me to update bahh? haha. well. i am back. xDD well. YUPP. updating.. x) okay. as mentioned, we had pol-ite game with RP. lost. and yupp. 33-44. before the last quarter, the scores were SO NEAR. =/
*haiis- from my "netball manager", i missed 7 shots. roughly there. but should be more bahh. andandand. i missed some passes )x
anyway. YAH. jiao lian talked to me after the match.

she said -
"no matter towards netball, studies or work, rmbr TRUST urself & BE CONFIDENT. if u cant trust urself. no one else can."
hmm. this sentence is really true luhh. if i don't trust myself. how can i gain trust from the others. so. yahh. i will rmbr this. for life. TRUST and CONFIDENCE. the 2 key words. x)

"don't bother who is your opponent, just concentrate on playing and know who is yourself."
in another words, she's trying to tell me. know my own strength. do not bother your opponent. because, knowing your opponent strength = putting pressure into yourself = not knowing your own ability of going far. hmm. that gave alot of people the mind to jiayou. and not to give up.

coach: "Did you learn anything from me so far?"
me: "yahh. got."
coach: "What did you learnt?"
me: "huh. err. ALOT."
coach: "issit learn how to get scoldings from me?! HAHA"
me: "=.= HAHA. no luhh. "

lols. jiao lian. i really learnt alot from her. and say truly. as compared to my so many years of netball, this year is so much different. i seems to be entering netball only starting from this year. i truly understands like how it is going about. JIAO LIAN! xiexie ni!! ^^ i know how to perservere. i know how to really go ALL OUT. i know how to screen. i know different strategies. i know how to control my temper. i know how to ren as much as i can not to cry when i get scoldings. i know how to rmbr teachings. i know how to do alot and alot. just because you'd taught me so. if from starting you'd treat me like so friendly, maybe now during trng i'll be slacking bahh. HAHA. so. yea. if i slack, i won't enter ITESC and we won't get the first 2 position. and entering POL-ITE. getting the 5th position. and it's all thanks to you. i respect you! ^^ and because of jiao lian, netballers come down for trngs. andandand. because they came down. i know them better. and we're a team. forever ever. xDD don't know whether next year jiao lian will be teaching not luh. but. we would jiayou to make her come back teach. xDDD

yupp. must speacially thanks to xiaowei. del. the low profile person. and sharon
thanks for coming forward to all matches and trngs to support us. THANKS. your appearings gave us alot of support. x)

hui min. glenn. jaclyn.
thankiew too. cos. only you 3 are willing to come down. maybe not for the trngs but at least for the game. and you all fought together with us. thankiew. cos you 3 are also a part of ITE team. x)

defenders from CE - goofey, awin, adeline, susan, shree.
thanks to all of you! it's you people who made those turnovers. and for what i've known. you girls had done a great job. xDD to adeline XIAOTOU. big THANKS to you! cos despite of your ankle. you still work so hard. thankiew. xDD

attackers - jolene. adda. jessica. zoe. hui ping.
thanks! cos. we've to co-operate well and bring the ball counted. THANKIEW. great job everyone. and to adda. THANKIEW! cos your knee like that you still chiong like us. XIEXIENI!! (: *touchedd* HAHA. to jessica. YOU're ALWAYS .. always my SHI TOU. let's JIAYOU! x)

to everyone: thankiew. cos you all nvr gave up on me. xDD and still cheering me on. no matter whether i put in the goal anot i still hear your CHEERS. thankiew. and and and. YAH. again. i love ITE netballers and of cos CE NETBALLERS. <3s

for today. met winson for school. yahh. since then.. hmm. YUPP. went to cafe1. had plain prata. nash came. he is limbing again! =.0 i told him so last sunday luh. he dun trust me. HAHA! anyway. yupp. went for pe. PATHETIC 5 persons. HAHA. LOLs. yeapp. anyway. talked to emily and went off. HAHA. so no pe. xPPP slacked in library. okay. SHOES STEPPING again. =.+ HAHA. i still enjoyed! hmm. anyway. yUpps. CAD. AGAIN. etutor. and learnt some stuffs. actually quite fun ehh. xDD but difficult luhh. hmm. Alrights. lessons ended early. and went to JCS photocopy shop. and =.= talked to auntie and she said not with her. SO. called mr mahesh. and he came down. and.. GUESS WHAT?! we'd got the wrong shop. =.="! saw adeline. adda. jolene and hui qin. lols. talked to them awhile YUPP. went to Seng City. hmm. WAHH. auntie and mahesh connection error luhH! anyway. YEAPP. collecting books on both mon and wed. RAHH! anyway. yeahh. took 12 home as usual and yupp. went over opp to buy fries and winson pei-ed me luh and bought bbt. vanilla ice blended for me. xDD and yahh. sat under 104 de void deck. and chatts. nothing much. and got a call from mum so yah. hung up the phone and flooded bro's phone. HAHA. so yeahh. went over to buy fries again. but this time round for brother. and yeahh. went home. (: slept. and woke up at 9+ going 10pm and went to bathe and had my dinner. xDD phone call from winson. hmm. thanks for what you'd said. though it seems like ermm script that you wrote down luh. but ahha. xiexie ni. and yahh. still the same. . . YUPP. dui bu qi. nothing much. feel that i'd like been so hmm. anyhow. so yah. dunno what i am trying to say alrdy.

YEAPP. gonna stop procrastinating alrdy. have to start on my maths ASAP. no more procrastination! NO MORE! hmm. ANQI JIAYOU. andandand. YEAPP. nothing much. school tmr starting at 8am. ends at 12pm but we have to reach NP by 1pm and ends lesson at 5pm!! so yahh. by the time i am home and everything .. it'll be like so late luh. cos tmr is SAMANIAH's 17th birthday!! xDDD *YEAHHNESS! xDD nothing muchh. think ending my blog here lerhh.

contradicting i know -

easy to be said , hard to feel it that way.

2006-10-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

first day of school. ytd. was utterly BORING. my eye lids were so heavy luhh. partly should be because i havent been sleeping early bahh. eyes keep wanting to close. cos i just felt so comfortable to sleep and yupp. lessons are boring. as ytd were all introductory. YUPP. the others went to watch You, Me and Dupree ytdd. and last friday they went Seoul Garden. yahh. missed alot of outings with them lerhh :( but well.. as coach said. we must learn to sacrifies. and i should know netball is important for this month. YUPP. pol-ite 4th game. against Ngee Ann Polytechnic. yupp. we won. hmm. (: yupp. congratulations girls. =DD one more game against RP this wed. JIAYOU lerhh ohh. hmm. YUPP. went for dinner at banquet in causeway point. haha. causeway point was at first very mo shen for me. but this time round, i'm like always heading there. HAHA. rmbr the last time i went over there before these matches was with paul. HA. quite some time since we went out arhh. some time later i'll ask you out bahh. (: YUPP. went home and yeahh. good sleep. ^^ until today morning 11am. lessons starts at 1pm. HAHA. yeapp. nothing muchh luhh. the lesson was like nothing luhh?! went there. used the com and ntohing else. oh yeahh. the mr sim came to pass us the consent form for the bridge leaders camp. (: HAHA. it's like 3.4.5. of nov luhh. and i am having my first O's paper on the 6th. mum was like. YAK YAK YAK nagging again. LOL. i told her. i assured her. i'll study before that. and I promise. (: YEAPP. nothing much. released at 3pm. LOL! went to tampines with yenn, wach, winson and jing kai. yenn bought her deep fried mushroom and we went to starbucks. okay. quite some time whereby we slacked at starbucks lerhh. ordered Hazelnut with Java Chips. ^^ *yummy - LOVES* yupp. jing kai lent me Love Hina 1 ytd. and i started reading today afternoon. and YUPP. evening time at the coffee house, i finished reading it. LOLs. read it before though. but because i feel like reading it again mahh. YEAHH. as funny as usual. after the matches are all over, i'll start studying for my O level maths lerhh. i have to jiayou. and i must. (: YUPP. nothing much. went over to tampines mall to walk2 cos yenn wanted to find her lady boss talk2 first and wach wanna go over to bali thai to talk to his friends. and jing kai went home. so yahh. went to walk2 and saw mic and jiayi. next chris. at level 2. had a small chat with them b4 they chased me away. went to level3 and saw adeline. adda. jolene. hui qin. yeapp. chatted with them too. and went off to find wach. was stoning outside luh. hmm. yahh. nothing much. went to find yenn and had the stepping people's legs de feeling. so yahh. HA. they suffered and i enjoyed luh. xDD ookay. went home. 81. nothing much. pei winson wait for his 109. hmm. yah. that's abt it. went home. talked to mum. bathed and ate my dinner. ^^ nothing much. tmr's school at 8am. match at 6pm. against RP. yah. nothing much. off to watch tv lerhh. haven't been watching television lerhh. HAHA. yeahh.

** === plans after all the matches === **
- cut hair
- highlight hair [maybe only(cos i am afraid i wuld spoil my hair.)]
- study for O lvl maths.
- only working on sundays.
- postphone my thinkings to after this year. WAHAHA.
- shoppings (if i have the cash)
^ clothes
^ bags
^ shoes
^ new transparent cabinet for soft toys (after O's)
- reshuffle the furniture (after O's)
- bridge leaders' camp ( 3.4.5 nov)
- O's paper
^ 6 - maths paper1
^8 - Eng paper1 n 2
^10- Maths paper2

yupp and i'll be free from O's and gets ready for ite alrdy. YUPP. holiday's starts from 17th dec till 7th jan. LOL. wonder if i'll meet the ladies cup for work. and exams' in march. where singapore master comes back. i dunno if i'll made it for work either. wish to work. haha. sure work long hours de. xDD alright. i think i plann too ahead. HAHA. YUPP. nothing much. buaiis.

hais.

2006-10-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

i am lost again -
lost in wherever,
a place where i am unsure of.
i tried my best,
forced myself,
fought my way through the 28 days.
thinking that i've left the thoughts at the back,
but.
now,
the thoughts seems to exceed me.
they seems to win the race.
and they seems to be just right infront of me.
searched deep inside,
deep inside my heart;
i can't seems to find.
find the answer that i need.
all i know is that i am still unsure.
am afraid to hurt,
afraid to move on.
i'll just stand over here. not moving;
as yet;
cos.
i just want to be clear,
out from the hazy thoughts.
once the winds gets stronger,
once there's miracle,
i'll walk my way thru.
though;
i am now, indeed in pain -

working with jiayi again. (:

2006-10-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

ytd was a tiring day -
that's all. but i must xiexie to that low profile idiot.
cos of the accompanion. of runnings and getting the ball
when it's rolling off beyond my reach. and yupp. got lost near my ahmah hse today. =.+ abit toot luhh huh. should have not take the cab. HAHA. anyway. yeahh. that ends my day. TIRED.

workked. 11-9pm. the most irritating shift ever. LOL. cos it's in the middle of the whole day and i can't possibly do anything with this shift. ARHH. anyway. yupp. saw the few part-timers and surprisingly. xiaoxuan is actually quite friendly ehh. LOL. at least not like the others who came in previously. yea?! YUPP. worked till 9pm. and YUPP. today's brk. food can't be eaten de. so michelle DA-BAO-ed KFC for me. LOLs. i noe i shuldn't eat that but i got no choice. i didnt had b'fast nor lunch. i can't skip my brk. my stomach was like going to burst out of hunger anytime alrdy. so yeapp. went for break. (: yupp. nothing much. busy day. but not that busy luhh. and yeahh. got shocked by one xiao meimei customer. =.= ARHH. yupp. went off from work. the others wanted to have a drink and etc so joined them. and yupp. home and dinner again. =.+ and yupp. i think i am sensitive to the haze. mum wants me to see the doctor asap. but well. soon. when i am free luh. URGHS. so irritated by the haze. ANYWAY. yupp. nothing much. gonna end my blog here with a sort out plans.

mon - sch starts. 8am. game at 6pm. against NP.

tues - sch starts 9am. ends at 5pm.

wed - sch starts at 8am. game at 6pm. against RP.

thurs - sch starts 9am. ends at 5pm. samniah's

fri - sch starts at 8am. ends at 12pm.
NP module starts at 1pm. ends at 5pm.

sat - work. cos sunday i cant work.

sun - winson's birthday. don't even noe if he'll be free.

that's all. hmm. bye all. nites to the world. and TAKECARE.

hmmmmmm

2006-10-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

went down to take 109 and met wach in the bus. den.. to winson's hse. he was like standing so far luhh. hmm. well. yahh. the old uncle, wachh still goes on with his stories. and yupp. for so long. havent anyone tapped my head. and he.. (not wach) tapped it again. i don't know why but i have to admit. i miss that feeling. that feeling of someone sayang you. hmmm. well. blah blah blah. didnt ate anything. except for drinking milk tea. hmm. wasnt having any much appetite. took 74 to NP. hmm. think i drank too much of water. i kept needing the toilet. ARH. anyway yupp. in the journey, in the bus. okay. was thinking about some stuffs. but. AY. don't care! netball now is much more important.. yupp. enjoying my whole NP enrollment thingy today except that i felt giddy that part luhh. don't know whether issit becos i dint eat or the weather hot. i felt giddy. hmm. anyway. thanks to yenn, pearllyn, samaniah, wach, victor, jing kai and.. winson. they pei-ed me take bus till clemeti. andandand. i took train to woodlands lerhh. and yupp. the others went to town to enjoy their rest of the day. but well. yahh. netball is what i enjoyed most. no matter. whether was i feeling great or not. yeapp. match with NYP. hmm. lost. hmmm. lost alot of shots. ): suck luhh. anyway. yupp. went to change and rushed over to pasir ris to have my dinner and home. tmr going bdae celebration and shootings in the evening. i hope it helps. i dunno. but i pray so. PLEASE. other den netball, others others others PLEASE GET OUT from my brain. school's starting in 2 days time. all morning lessons. zZzz. mon wed fri 8am and tues thurs 9am. mon wed till 1pm and 12pm for fri. but we're going NP after which. lessons starts at 1 and ends at 5pm. tues and thurs ends sch at 5pm too. zZzz ARHH. distratrous! JIALAT lorhh. hmm. module lessons. please start after all my matches. PLEASE. i dun wish to rmbr anything else. hmm. okay. going sleep soon lerhh. kept yawning. and i am loving my ipod nano. cos inside it. there's song that makes me think of the past, the present, the future. the funny ones and sad ones in life. hmm. just. am loving it. (: *yawnns. okay. i am tired. not feeling well still. and i hate my shootings today. - ARHH!

EVERYONE. JIAYOU. don't give up.
wo ye bu neng fang qi.

wo shi fang xia lerhh ma?

netball + us. JIAYOU.

ANDANDAND! i must thank my mum. cos she brought my shoes and netballs down to woodlands. juat for me. so i say. she loves me. and I LOVE HER TOO. (:

ARGHH!

2006-10-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

hmm. tears washed my face ytd again. was like. thinking and thinking. WTH was i doing?! was so angry with myself but i really don't know what was going on within me!! if i didnt lose those passes and shootings, we may not lose. adda won't further hurt her knee. now, guilty is actually what i am feeling now. result in the end. we lost. but they fought a good match ytd. good job girls. i can't say anything much. hmm. took 168 dendenden. alighted at bus 81 de bus stop. andandand. guess what?! bus 81 service was not available anymore. luckily i tot of checking the time. if not we'll miss the bus 21 too. =/ and by then. i really have to walkk home lerhh. anyway. yupp. went home. bathed and went out to 24 hour coffee shop to have my dinner. but it's actually supper alrdy luhh. dad was like asking whether i needs him to pei me not. but i said nvm cos i got friend to pei me. dad knew something was wrong with me. he knew i wasnt feeling good. he was so different when he asked me questions. so ya. ice coffee. cos i was afraid that i was too tired. but in the end. slept in mac. =.= didnt have the feel of going home. downtown east ppl wont chase u away de. =) went off in the hazy weather. slept for abt 3 hrs? hmm. yupp. next. saw darren. =.= was like seeing the face like so familiar luhh. hmm. went home with a soare throat. SHIT LUHH. den like swollow your own saliver also painful larhh. =( anyway. went home and watched finished my VCDs andandandand. went to bed when brother was going out for swimming. if only.. i know how to swim. =( anyway. yupp. slept till 2+pm daddy woke me up by hse phone. =.+ and yupp. saw my hp with 2 missed call. called back and know the time and etc for meeting tmr for the NP thingy lerhh. YUPP. 10.30am at hougang mall. okayokay. went back to sleep after the call and till ardd 5pm hse phone rang again. but this time round mama picked up the phone call. so ya. she came home from ahmah hse lerhh. and i just woke up. =.= sosososo. woke up and mum was like stuffing with me food luhh. but only ate one tapioca cake. nothing else. didnt had any appetite to eat. wasnt feeling well. had fever.. but now should be okay lerhh. it's just the pain in the throat that wont leave me. SHIT. hmm.

won't give up. and please. body. please co-operate with me. PLS.

and ya.
everyone jiayous for next few matches. i would jiayou too.
wan wan bu neng fang qi.
wo ye bu xiang fang qi.

anqi, bie zai nan guo le. jiayoujiayoujiayou.

thinking hard.

2006-10-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

was hesitating whether i should blog. but well. just blog it down. went to meet jess and ping in tampines today. had our lunch and went off to RP. game with TP. lost. hmm. stayed back with some talkings from coach and then to watch the other matches. after watching den to dinner. got hungry thanks to some low profile guy! idiot! anyway. was feeling abit down. LOLs. actually not down luh. just feeling abit bad and erm. ya. mind was thinking alot! what coach said and what zoey told me when i saw her when i am walking out from the school. anyway. yupp. and thinking what jimmy asked me when i said i wasn't going to the staff gathering. felt abit of painful down there, deep inside. maybe. i just really need to buck up and stop stressing myself up and keep forgetting what coach had taught. next match's with SP on wed. the game's at 9pm. hmm. better get myself awake by then. hmm. WELL. lester's sis is playing for SP. saw her today. but wasnt sure if that was her. but now, i am sure enough. but well, i don't know her well. so. yupp. ignore that. went home and bathed. sat inside toilet going to one hour. =.= was thinking and thinking. and perhaps. i shuld think lesser. ARHH. going RP again tmr to watch match. and school on wed. to help miss daphne. 10am. ZZzzzZzzz. and till 3. hmm. well. yupp. nvm. nothing much to blog. just wanna say causeway point changed ALOT. hmm. yahh. ciiaos

this post is actually edited. hmm. noticed?! LOL. but well, just typed it down as blogger is the only thing i wanna be quite truthful with. dairy arhh. LOL. limited space. so. YUPP. x)

suddenly tot of. today's alarm rang at 9am with 2 notes. i saved. hmm. first is pol-ite first game. and next is "100th days" well, i didnt delete. but when i saw this note, my mind just flashes thru all the planns i'd made that time. haha. but well, since it's over, i just nidd all the flash backs and POOF! go away pls. i nidd nothing else but to focus on my future routes. no turning back. no more. hmm. every 2nd of each month. alarm would ring too. but well, won't go delete luh. i dun like .. like do alrdy den del. like trying to forget when i noe the more i do it, the more i can't. as i said to my mum and my budd before. "i know myself best." YUPP. anyway. yeapp. everybody, jiayou. and work towards ur dreams.

nothing can be over. it's just another way that you've to walk urself out. x) TAKECARE.

(:

2006-10-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

alrights. nothing much to blog about today actually. just that i went for work at 11pm. and mr NONO told me not to be at the stall. LOLs. it's becos the last round i was over there. they sold almost everything. xDDD anyway. was the food runner today. it's like excuse me?! when was the last time i became the runner in the noon. it's like been SO LONG nahh. anyway. yupp. runner for the whole day. but guess what?! something that you guys won't believe. i didnt throw any tempers today worrs. HAHA. xPPP so yupp. worked till 9pm. and mic couldnt find her locker key. guess she lost it anyway. hmm. went off with ann, doris, jimmy, mic, anthony for cup of drink. becos, if i can't manage to go for tmr's staff's gathering, today would be the last day i'll be seeing her. HMM. she's going back for further studies. oh yeah. anthony, jimmy and doris were all like so engrossed with chilling ardd. and anyway. went home after bandung drink. =.= and i was misunderstood! thanks to somebody! ARHH! anyway. went off. and 359 and HOME. oh yes. dad and mum bought a new printer but it's like lying on the floor ground nahh. no one is connecting it to the com. so. well, i'll leave it aside too. cos it'll be worst if i try to help. LOL. alright. nothing much to blog.

tmr's the game. the first ever pol-ite game that we worked so hard for. JIAYOU!

sleep early -

ZHONG QIU JIE KUAI LE.

2006-10-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

back home like finally luh. HAHA. had been out from home. LOL. alrights. woke up at ardd 11am on 6th October 2006. watched vcd and went to meet Jessica in tampines. were chatting while we decided to eat Ajisen. YUPP. ate Miso Cha-Shu Ramen. when it's actually miso charsiew ramen luhh. HAHA. alrights. saw vincent, reagan, eugene, alan and some more luh. HAHA. was like disturbing them and they are on their way to watch movie and i introduced them ROB-B-HOOD norr. HAHA. next. went off to NTUC to buy candles. bought 10 packets. HAHA. xDD out to the newspaper stall to buy 2 lighters but this uncle service SUPER NOT GOOD. he's SUPER NOT KIND to his customer luhh. the scene is as below:

there's one lady looking at a album of phonecards. she's flipping thru to find the best for her. then came some other customer (including us). then the uncle super impatient ask what the lady wants and then the lady say finding what's best for her. then the uncle said: "Just tell me what you want lah, don't waste my time." like what the hell right?! then i forgot what the lady said and uncle say "Faster la, i scared you steal the whole album." =.= and then quarrels went on, and the uncle turned to me and asked: "what you want?!" me replying "2 lighters." he took the lighters and put down there and when i asked him about the price, he ignored me and continue to quarrel with the lady and the lady got so pissed that she slam the book close and said "AIYA. i don't want to buy already lerh la! this type of people how to sell things?!" and uncle replied what you know? "Don't buy BEST." =.= and after finishing his sentence, he turned to me and shouted "EH, you pay lerh ma?!" =.=!!!!

like so ! arh! unreasonable la! so pissed off with his service attitude. i think, the auntie who used to be over there is much more nicer than him and if they compare the sales rate, the auntie's sales rate would be higher than the uncle SO MUCH MORE. anyway yupp. put that scene aside. went back to school. and sat for awhile, decided to change and that's when coach came. she came like so much earlier than her usual time luh. but she came with her mcdonalds' meal. alright. waited for the others and started running. usual foot work, ball handlings, ball work/drill. and then court work lerhh. you know something, the haze was like creating the netball court seems to be like a dream scene. with those spot lights shining on the court and those hazy effect, it just gave me that feeling. ALRIGHTS. it's maybe that i watched too much of television programme lerhh. LOL. anyway. trng ended early due to the haze which cause breathing problems to us. anyway. yupp. went to change and everything and we took 31 to tampines and ate at eastlink. had duck rice. den jess mentioned that "rmbr that time we also cannot eat chilli den we had duck rice and duck noodle individually?!" HAHA. it's really true. HAHA. so. yupp. came huiqin. so. there were xiaowei, adeline, adda, huiqin, huiping, jessica and me who had dinner. and we went to this blk where the others bought ice bar and gua zhi for adda. LOL. and yupp. moved to this park opp TM. at the basketball court, we had our candles building. xDD fun with the girls luhhh. x)) YEAHH. pictures takings but this meant more to us. xDD

yupp. love this. and love them.

(:

xDD YEAPP. and there's one auntie who came so suddenly gave us some biscuits. and yupp. everyone is given one. xDD and thanks to xiaowei and huiqin. we got the bball floor cleaned up. x) alrights. all dispersed next. THANKS all. cos i had fun. xDD sent jess near the bus-stop when i started chasing someone to have his dinner. anyway was supposed to spend this day with yenn and all but no one contacted me so well, let it go. alrights. buddy came to meet me. THANKS. you saved my boring mid-night and morning. went home. bathed. and went to the 24-hour coffee shop to have my iced coffee cos' i was starting to feel sleepy while budd had his dinner. or should i mention, his supper which he wasnt sure that was how many meals he had. =X! HAHA. so walkked. and walked and we found this place which we started to plot down the candles and i had my butt stucked there. i just don't feel like moving and it was so windy. ANDANDAND! i forgot to bring my jacket! thanks to budd luhH! make me forget to bring this and that! URGHS! anyway. i just love windy weather ! xD anyway yupp. candles candles candles and TA-DARH. thru the night with ice mountain mineral water, candles, people walking, cycling past us and toilet breaks. LOL. and YEAPP. i think i did slept FOR AWHILE. HA. yupp. washed up and went to have our b'fast in mcdonalds'. ate hotcakes. and had this guy serving us, i was so tired that i didnt notice him till he send us our food and that's when i noticed that he's my brother's friend's brother. LOL. no wonder when i say i want happy meal without the toy, he laughed and asked why don't want the toy. =.= ! alrights. bought newspaper for mum, b'fast - chee cheong fun for brother. bathed and the bed seduced me. xPP so i slept till 5.30pm!! when huiping called me. i was like SHIT. quickly washed up and change. rushed to whitesands to meet ping. and then to bedok and had our dinner. HEAVY MEAL. ban mian with ROJAK. and OH YES. rojak!!! it's like since when i wanted to eat that and no one bothers?! hmm. well, finished our dinner and went to bedok indoor complex. watched YIO CHU KANG vs BEDOK. tough match. GOOD MATCH. xDD though bedok still won the game. but i still support yck. xDD *bleahhhx- cos cos cos. they didnt gave up even till the end. *CLAPPS! took pictures with the GD. HAHA.

my eyes looked -.- SO SMALL here luhh. but she's SUPER TALL and SUPER SKINNY luhh. but yet she jumps so high and run so fast! ADORE~! they got second. and YUPP. great defence from her and YEAPP. congratulations! xDD HAHA. yupp. i presents you PASIR RIS EAST. xDD third runner up. x) CONGRATULATIONS. x)))

yupp. after this, took bus home and TA-DARH. i am here. working tmr. and for next week, the plans are somehow set up.

9 oct o6, Monday: meet netballers for lunch and take bus to rp. pol-ite first ever match. game with TP. 6pm game.

10 oct o6, Tuesday: supposedly resting at home. cos there isnt anything on.

11 oct o6, Wednesday: game with SP. 9pm game.

12 oct o6, Thursday: movie marathon i guess?

13 oct o6, Friday: 2pm Orientation at NP for new module. and rush to RP for game with NYP. game at 9pm.

14 oct o6, Saturday: nothing on i guess.

15 oct o6, Sunday: work. 11-9pm

and YUPP. only working for one day. and that would continue until o's over. and school's starting in a week. and that's like finally luhh. the good thing would be that. i'll be back with nzo6o4a. imisseverything with them :) andandand. new module is starting alrdy. i wonder what would be given and what would happen. like my fav quote for this year. "i'll just walk on without plans." step by step. who knows what would happen next? HA. well, yupp. i think that's all for today. think i'd blogged too much. HAHA. anyway. waiting for jingkai to send me pictures. den i shall upload soon ehh.

and girls, our challenge is on monday. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

all out -

tiredd out.

2006-10-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA. ytdd was too tiredd so i missed out alot of things for blogging.

oh yeahh - wanna mention so much about this particular customer.. a young boy. was so rebellious. i actually had SO MUCH to talk about him but ytdd when i got my sleepless night, i came to think. actually i think i am also such a rebellious one. hmm. till now, maybe not outside. but at home. maybe, just took my mum and dad too much for granted. becos they had been very understanding that they got everything prepared and everything for me. asking me not to work becos they're afraid that i would be too tired. and asking me not to play too much of netball becos of my injuries and everything. but whenever this topic comes to the conversation, i'll surely argue with much of a tone so that makes me soundds kinda rude. but please, i just wants them to understand, i've come so far, touching netball since pri 3. havent been really fighting hard for this cca until this year. i felt so different, different with those people, different in the cca. trained so hard to come so far. trying to get used to the new teaching style from coach when i just entered. getting so much of shoutings for the first time. ALL THESE. is just those hardwork ALL ce netballers came across. we've come SO FAR. and the pol-ite is reaching. why don't you just let me go ALL OUT. and body, please listen to me, i wish and wish and just wish that you wouldnt give up on me before i starts to give up. HAO BU HAO. thinked alot thru last night.

got our ITE training tee and jersey. YELLOW. lols. actually kinda attracted to bright colours nowadays. LOL. orange, i used not to be bothered by that colour but after i enter ite, into engineering school, t-shirt with orange stripes. andandand.. our CE netball jersey is also with orange!! that's when i started to like orange. and now, guess, i'll love yellow soon. xDD anyway. yupp. now, came to think of it, choosing to continue my studies in ITE is rather a good choice. HAHA. rather den spending all my time at work. knowing not much people but the collegues. YEAPP. so yahh. without ITE, i wont know the people in NZo6o4A, the people in CE NETBALL. and lots more. and knowing the best people in nzo6o4a are great. people like pearllyn, yenn, samaniah, vhiska, winson, jingkai, victor and wach. they've made my life really a great turn and yeapp. i really do treasure this friendship between all of us. oh yah. me and winson. shall be friends. i've put down. THANKS winson. cos i know you've been a great partner. tolerating my temper, not to argue with me much and dint complain much when i don't have time for you. AM SORRY. perhaps, i am just not good enough for you but since whatever that happens happened. so just let's continue to walk but this time round, we're not walking side by side but around each other. and it'll be great if you'll willing to be the same like before. thankiew, and i appreciates that. xDDD and YUPP. everyone change. but when someone change, the others should change together too. so that this person change to this person and that person change to that person den GANG HAO met this person's criteria for friends. HAHA. underrstand???? anyway. yupp. CE NETBALLERS like jessica - SHIWEI, adeline - XIAOTOU, huiping - XIAOGUA, adda, xiaowei, del, zoey, joanne, wani, jolene, april, shidah, sofia, goofey, edwin and susan - KONG LONG HUA. everyone's just so wonderful. supporting each other without giving up on one another. they're great. and the bond in us are always gonna be there. xDDD and of cos, not forgetting my BAOBEIs in LOLLIPOPZ. girls, though we're not contacting each other that often and only manage to see some particular person for most of the time, it doesnt matter, when it comes to a time when all of us are free, lets meet up. it'd been SO LONG since we last took neo prints together. squeezing ten people into one machine. it's just so fun. we bought a album for what sake ? rmbr? becos we know we're gonna take LOTS and LOTS of photos. so. people people. let's meet up some day. 4e2z`o5. people like ROBIN - used to be part-time laogong. but WE DIVORCED lerhh! HAHA! cos he too playboi lerhh. got SO MANY gfs! HMPF! haha! i miss him. he's one great guy. and he changed alot since sec1. HA. he knows what i mean. and we'd been in the same class for 4 years. LOL. so much things happened and now, robin, you must jiayou in ur O's okay. and i shall see you soon enough. I MISS YOU! xDD talking about robin, i'll think of nadiah. HAHA. my rival! lols! robin's part-time laopo too. if i nvr rmbr wrongly. she takes thurs - sat. HAHA. she's great. FUN person. mad and super hyper one. and rmbr when she once was my real rival. LOL. yupp yupp. that comes to zhong chou. LOL. alrights. i did miss him! x) yeapp yeapp. back then we were so young. so much things happened. LOL. brk, patched alot of time. and YUPP. we're now not contacting again lerhh. LOL. i'll see when i shall see him again luhh. HAHA. asri, the first and only malay guy that really amazed me with his piano skills. and tell you, when he plays piano, he's SO SHUAI and so MI REN~ and really at that point of time you would wish he was yours. LOL. yeahh. anyway hope he's doing fine. and others others. TOO MANY for me to mention luhh. HAHA. but most importantly, just note this down. "ANQI MISSES YOU!" xDDD. NETBALL JUNIORS - rachel, clara, tian, yuefeng and +++ ALOT. haha. love them. xD they all xiaomeis! xDD and i'm always missing them. xDDDD Netball B girls'05 HAHA. C- wani, WA - ivy, WD - wendy, GD - xinyu, GK - celes, GA - cloudy and GS - anqi. HAHA! love x ALOT. haha. cloudy my partner. LOL. let me rmbr that every year valentine would be spent in netball court. LOL. and whenever that day, i'll shout "I LOVE YOU CLOUDY!" HAHA. cos our shootings and everything luhh. HAHA. now that reminds me of JYSS netballers. SOHHWEE - the blog i intruded. =X HAHA. , TINA - wendy's for that time. AHAH!, SHER HUA - xinyu defend de attacker. LOL. good shooter. CHERIE - her shootings are PHEW~ so great. HAHA. TRICOCIA - the first ever one that made cloudy cried out of anger. LOL. KAREN - my defender. so funny that time when i asked abt her knee. and and and. THEY ARE THE FIRST EVER TEAM that we became friends. and i mean GOOD FRIENDS. haha. the feeling's so great! yeahh. of cos of cos. i won't forget carolyn. she's just so tall. when it was the first ever selection for netball team players, i made friend with her. HAHA. it was so funny when we started laughing and became the clown of mine. xPPP and she's just so thin. and yet SO TALL. and also a pretty girl. LOL. sososo. she was actually in netball de. but due to some errmm. stuffs. she quitted netball. kinda pity cos she's tall and yupp. don't worry and don't be sad. you're gonna be our friend for long. and we'll forget you NOT. xDD and she's actually older den me but i treat her like my age. WAHAHA. same goes to the other netballers. who else? who else? hmm. oh yahh. PAUL! lols! THANKIEW. cos till now, you've nvr forget a friend like me. THANKIEW. and PATRICIA! i miss you nahh. take care okay?!

actually alot more de. but if ever i starts to mention more, i wont be able to end this blogg entry lerhh. LOL. coscoscos. it's gonna take FOREVER to elaborate abt everyone.
just rmbr this: "ANQI LOVES YOU! ANQI RMBRS YOU! ANQI MISSES YOU! and YOU ARE GONNA BE HER FRIEND FOR LIFE!!" xDDD

so about today, i slept wherever i go again. and almost dint get down from transport. luckily there's mic to wake me up. cos i was so soundly asleep in bus luhh. HAHA. brk time, nvr eat. slept. again. went home after work. oh yeahh. delivery man nowadays quite free ehh. HAHA. there's a oreo cheesecake in my fridge. gonna have it tmr morning. xDD took 12 home. like finally i got nothing on in the evening. oh yeah. cloudy called me. it's like how long havent i heard her voice and see her luh. HAHA. and YUPP. gonna see her soon and some others too soon. xDD WAHAHAHA. i noe she miss me so she called me instead of sms-ing me. HAHA. watched vcd half way slept on the sofa. so roughly, i slept from 4+, 5 till 9pm! omg!! dint wanted to wake up but mum woke me up. =.= had dinner and den. i am online lerhh lorh. HAHA. xDD

thanks for everyone's everything. if i miss out any. am sorry. but i still treasures you.
andandand. . .
for ITE NETBALLERS. JIAYOU. we're reaching the goal for why we're fighting so hard for. JIAYOU. and and and. don't give up. xDD ohh yeahh. must thanks adda. cos she taught me how to jump for rebound. and yupp. some ways to try out on fri. xiexie ni. x) adeline. THANKS TOO! wo hui jiayou de. and let's fight together. wahahaha. and everyone. THANKIEW for consoling me, fighting with me and trng with me. I LOVE YOU GIRLS. you girls RAWKS. xDD

BU NENG FANG QI

NVR NVR NVR NVR give up!

2006-10-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

straight -
o3 oct o6
went for work 7-3pm. jocelyn came back from banquet. now she's back to lakes. hmm. first day she's back, we were like SO BUSY luhh. hmm. *FROWNS - anyway. yupp. time passes VERY SLOWLY. went home. and zZzz and to bedok. had our match. got trashed. but i was rather satisfied with my turnings and shootings. but just hate those fallings and injuries luhh. hurtt my ankle, knee, wrist and the blister at the last toe HURTS. hmm. so yupp. home. zZzz

o4 oct o6
Hawwei's birthday. SHEN RI KUAI LE. so long since i last contacted euu. but i know you're missing me. HAHA. anyway. yupp. ALL THE BEST.

went for work. morning shift. was so tired. sleeping simply EVERYWHERE i went and those which can be seated. hmm. talked to debbie and sze yun ab BGR requirements for all of the girls. has. dong until 11+ finally brk. hmm. called yenn. and yupp. hmm. all were dicussing about results luh. and haha. then i wasnt aware of what i am gonna get luhh. hmm. so yupp. nothing much. inside the conference, there were yenn, pearllyn and . winson. went back to work. station A myself. =.= was so affected luhh. mind wasnt thinking abt anything else except for RESULTS. anyway, yupp. went off from work at 3pm. went to school. ate pratas again. and yupp. got chocolate deliverman. HAHA. thanks huh. GOOD SERVICE award will be presented to you soon. LOL. the others came too. xDD was making fun of jess luh. LOL. so. went off to netball court. usual warm ups and everything. hmm. trng things -- fast forward -- hmmm.. wanted to go home straight but wilson asked me to wait for him outside sch. so waited for him and finally passed him the mp3. and den. he was biking mahh. he wantedd to send me home with that. but no thanks. haha! so waited for bus and went home. SO SLEEPY. there's work tmr.

help; i'm dying soon.

hmm. if in netball i got things need to be improved, please duoduo zhi jiao. WO BU XIANG FANG QI... !!!

s i g hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-10-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

woke up late this morning. rushed thru everything and went for work and luckily i reached the transport on time. i won't wanna spend my hard-earned money on cab. i need to save money indeed. ALOT of money saving plans now. =( anyway. worked morning shift with awie, ann and millet today. hmmmmmmmmm. today is just SO BORING. hand hurts and i can't hold the tray properly! SHIT! anyways! dropped a sauce dish. =.="x had second brk. went back to work. was supposed to station myself with michael in C but really THANKS to keng, he wanted the smoking area so. PHEW~~ i went over to B. xDD slow operation. but the time just pass on so fast. except for the last half an hour. =.+ alrighttx. went off to sch after work. as usual, asking the uncle to drop me by. oh yea.. so tiredd. went to cafe1. ate prata myself. drink myself. den had my kinder bueno again. xDD slept while i was thinking deep into something and while listening to wilson's mp3. was so tired. woke up and saw jess. and next we had a small chat and POM! i went back to sleep. HAHA. yupp. after 2 rounds of sleeping. we saw xiaowei and adeline. chatted, ping and del joined and adda too. trng - oh yea. they found jolene's braclet. (: runnings. drills. hmm. yupp. court strategies. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... feeling abit of useless lerhh. my passes just isnt there. and ay. was feeling so bad luh. =( haiis - anyway thumb and arm was hurting so much. but well.. it doesnt matter anyway. went home. in a lil bit of despair. sms-ed budd abt something. hmm. anyway. yupp. nothing much. take care people. esp NETBALLERS. becos our matches are coming. and yah. let's jiayou and fight thru! x)

oh yah. keng wantedd to change schedule with me but i am really sorry i can't cos i having inter con tmr. DUI BU QI.

ii didntt

want to cry. but i did. =( was so sad when i felt useless in netball. =(

cos netball was almost my life now. *sighh. wo bu zhi dao..

juiced -

2006-10-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA. well -

30 sep 2006. woke up as early as 6++am went to get ready and out. ate ah kun b'fast. xD and yupp - went to take bus to marine parade lerhh. had some eye openings there. WOOTS. but i still cant manage to see who i wanted to see. x(((( anyway. yupps. saw alot of PACKS - HAHA! anyway. went to this particular place whereby i dun feel easygoing. haha. was afraid. anyway. went to take my photo for this np thingy. ate mee hoon kuey. and i hardly finished half of it. went to watch ROB-B-HOOD. nice show. *thumbbs up!! xDD yupp- had lots of laughters. and yupp. yong qiang claimed that he saw me in the cinema. but i didnt see him and YET he said that i was looking at him. OMG if i were, why wouldnt i noticed him?! so i told him off. xPP *bleahh. anyway. yupp. had ice cream. from Andersons'. and then. home. and slept. good day though it rained. and i couldnt get my purple ring pop. xPP

1 oct 2006. HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!! yearrs since i celebrated this particular day. i miss all the gifts and celebrations. xDD WAHAHAHAHA. anyway. yupp - worked. 7-3pm. hmm. wilson went crazy with the bird's feather. =.= HAHA. anyway but i dunno what happened to him. hmm. was kinda worried anyway. yupp. was supposed to go out with mum cos i wanna bring her to doc. she wasnt feeling good. but. debbie was sick. so took 5-9pm. so. yupp. in between went to the rest room and had a nap. oh alright. after which, we went back to work. was supposed to go inside bar. but SHUCKS. it was so messy can. den wahh. shit lorh. so many beer orders. so was abit hmm. pissed. anyway. yupp - went on and on.. until i was washing this stupid fruit juicer, the blade cut my hand. and haha! alot of people got shocked. went off from work. went to kopitiam. had dinner. and now home. thumb's hurting. hmm. my brain's shutting off. soon. anyway. it doesnt matter. i am working morning tmr and going trng next. and yeapp. actually colin wanted to meet me tmr. am sorry~ next time? haha. alright. nothing muchh from my side. haha.

TAKE CARE -

red blood juice. xDD

why care ?!

2006-09-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

28 september 2006 -
workedd 11-9pm. went out of the house at around 9+ going 10am. got a honey drink. ^^ *yummy - okay. went for work. bernard's "last day" he's on leave from tmr onwards. oh well.. yahh. it's kinda boring ytdd yupp. but anyway. knee was hurting ytd. yupp. after work. had a good walk till bus stop and took 12. and YEAHH YEAHH. saw ah keng which was like FINALLY?! i know he missed me. had a small chat with him and exchanged our recent life. (: yupp. took 12. and was so tired. opened my letter box and saw the ngee ann's envelope. and YUPP. gonna go down on the 13 of october. YEAPP. went home , bathed and tried to watch one vcd. but instead of watching, my eyes were closed. so decided to off the television and POOM. to bed.

29 september 2006 -
was almost late for work today. well. overslept. was SO tiredd. BLAHH - went for work. 7-3. work was alright. there's this one family which was so nice that i met last night came for b'fast today. HEES. the baby gave me kisses. xDD wahahaha - so nice of him. anyway. yupp. nvr eat during brk. nothing to eat luhh! ): HAIs. so went back to work. and then. 3pm. CIAO. to school. not one stall were opened. so. bought one packet of potato chip and one packet of kinder bueno from Seng City. when i was eating, came xiaowei. yupp. chat with her while i was having my 7up bite. after drinking, i told xiaowei i am gonna sleep and YUPP - in a few mins time or even seconds, i was in my dreamland alrdy. i didnt realised that ping and jess reached until they woke me up. YEAPP. was that tired. went to stadium and yeapp. trng. legs were aching. i can feel the pain when i was running 2.4km. SHUCKS. anyway. usual trng. but this time round, i felt my knee hurting. ARHH! everything's just so wrong! arm was hurting as well!!! after trng, after i took off my shoe, i felt my ankle hurting! SHIT. just what's wrong! i am feeling so shitty now. urghhs! talked on the phone for awhile and went home. yupp. am so tired. but i am thinking what michelle asked me today at work. well. chelle. i think now, it doesnt matter why, cos he doesnt care at all. perhaps, another girl is in his mind now. HA. well.. i told him before. guy's heart and feelings change faster than the weather. but why i do feel the hurt as though he was the one who broke off with me. but well, it doesnt matter. one year, it'll be gone anyway. hmm. i just aint feeling good. want to have a good talk with someone. BLAHH- pol-ite would be starting on the 9th. and i'll be VERY busy from that week. but well.. yupp. next week's schedule is out.

- 2 oct 2006 (Monday) -
Bernard's birthday! x) working 7-3pm. trng's in the evening.

- 3 oct 2006 (Tuesday) -
work. 7-3pm. inter con final match.

- 4 oct 2006 (Wednesday) -
work. 7-3pm. release of results. Hawwei's birthday! ^^ trng's in the evening.

- 5 oct 2006 (Thursday) -
work. 7-3pm.

- 6 oct 2006 (Friday) -
Vhiska's birthday!! lantern festival!! nort working. but trngg. =( abit of saddening luh.

- 7 oct 2006 (Saturday) -
off day .

- 8 oct 2006 (Sunday) -
working 11-9pm *yawnns.

yupp. that's abt it. think nort working the following week. having competition and all. and for

this part below, it's for the CE netballers.

GIRLS. all of you are important. regardless are you playing or not, you've brought alot to everyone. everyone learnt alot from one another. really, without you people, we wouldnt have the support, we wouldnt have trngs and we wouldnt have the us today. YOU ARE NEEDED. maybe nort to everyone but to MOST of us. esp me. Please stay on and nvr leave. JIA YOU. just nort for yourself. but for everyone. xDD

to my lollipopz.

as simple as it is gonna be. I MISS YOU PEEPS. and i really love you people. JIAYOU for whatever you're doing now. contacting each other may be little but i didnt forget you people. we've gone thru THAT MUCH. why waste it?!

to my nz0604a people.

xiexie all of you. esp to yenn, pearllyn, samaniah and vhiska. and YEAHH. though we're the only 5 girls in class but we STICK on. and our friendship gonna be stronger den anything else. take care during the holiday and we'll meet again soon. i miss the funs in class.

to my lyss netball juniors.

hey baobei-s men. xDD haha! i miss ALL OF YOU! yeayea. shan't mention names lerhh. cos you know who you people are. so anyway. i know exams are coming. DO JIAYOU. and work hard for your goal. and for netball. jiayou too okay?! i promise to be down if i am really free. but for now, i really cant. am really sorry but hate me nort. nvr give up! x))))

to the one and only best friend.

haha. wonder who you are? LOL. anyway. heard from people that you're quitting sch. really?! hmm. anyway. just go on with your plans. i wont hold on with ur plans. just rmbr to be happy. and that's what our friendship are for. i just wish for your happiness and nothing else. jiayou. becos you are a smart person. dont waste that. you shall take care. and though we aint seeing eachh other but i still forward sms-es to you to tell you that you're on my mind. and i nvr fail to miss you. WAHAHAHAHA. take care. and yahh. xDD

no colours.

no dreams.

no wonders.

why do i feel the pain?

chalet with CE NETBALLERS.

2006-09-28T08:58:00.000+08:00

OKAY. so. yupp. as told, met ping, joanne and jessica ytdd at ping's hse. went over and collected everything and moved to my house. next went to wet market to buy prawns. and den went home myself while the others went over to the coffee shop. went to coffee shop and had my hokkien mee. xDD LOVEs - okay ! had cold cheng tng and went over to my hse next. watched yu gong. DEAD. haven't finished the CD. ARHH! i am still stucked at disc 11. NO TIME NAHH !! urghhs. anyway. slacked and moved out to the chalet. waited there for quite some time and it got so hilarious when all of us recognised wrong taxis. xPP okay. moved in. *YAWNS - !! it got so bored that we started playing sissors paper stones combination. xDD
that's the result at the end of the game. REDDISHH hands. all of us (adda, huiqin, adeline, joanne, ping, jessica and me) were wondering. what would happen if our hands cant control the ball later on in trng. well. went off to trng and blahh. was so bloody pissed by myself. so how do others feel. WORST i should say. ARHH! anyway. yupp. hmm.. DONT GIVE UP! NEVER GIVE UP!!! took goofey's dad's van home. and jess was with me. both of us bathed and yupp. ping came. and off we went to chalet. everyone's bbq-ing there. were feeling so bad. but it'll be weird if i go over and do nothing. hmm. yupp. anyway. was so tired. managed to stay outside to eat. and went in to watch ai qing mo fa shi. but i think i were too tired. i slept. HAHA. and woke up in the morning and went to mcdonalds to have b'fast with del, ping and jess. went back to chalet. packed up and went off. i've to work later on at 11. till 9pm tonight. OH MAN. and tmr i am working 7-3 and having trng in the evening. and the pasir ris east team for the first time wants trng on sat! omg! sat ehh. 3pm till 6pm. OMG. good luck for whatever reason. shit. the week after next i wont br working except for sun. becos competition is on alrdy. oh shucks. i need some breathing air. i am feeling so restless. shit. i think i hurt my arm joint that day where i fell on the rollerblade. and ankle is hurting since ytd night. thanks to the defenders in ex rjc. they're strong. but for both physical and skills. well. yupp. i am feeling so painful. both physically and emotionally. shucks.

days after days.

weeks after weeks.

months after months.

i am gonna pass through all these

and there'll gonna be a better life out there.

as said in chinese sayings..

"xian ku hou tian"

so. i'll go on with all the odds now and

get on with a stable life later on.

GOOD LUCK!

meet2 meet2 (:

2006-09-27T09:39:00.000+08:00

OKAY -
-25 sep 2006-
woke up early in the morning and went to whitesands to fetch joanne and my shitou (: had b'fast at mcdonalds'. and our milo is like medium size luh. but haha. maybe becos we kept talking and YUPP. ate finished (: Jessica was amazed by the way i ate my hashhbrown. xDD YEAPP! anyway. went to Huiping's house and then slacked awhile. saw auntie(ping's mum) after so many years. YUPPYUPP. am glad that i was able to see her. ^^ alright. went to loyang point and bought stuffs for our netball chalet. and developed some photos and it's NOT clear. think i'll go print again SOON. x)) anyway. YEAPP. went off to ping's hse and slacked with the GARFIELD and we managed to let it slim down! WAHAHAHAHA! xP anyway. took ping's bike home. got my things for the inter-con and went back to her hse. went to foodcourt to have lunch. had my dessert! ice kacang!! xDDD *SLURPS- okokay. hmm. went back to school. shootings - and to bedok sports hall. it's VERY hot in there but at least it wasnt stuffy. YUPP- lost the game tragically. HA. but anyway they're strong. i've to admit. and THEY ARE TALL!!! ARHH!!! you know, over there, i'm like one... tiny elf?! haha! maybe abit of exaggerating but they are tall, long-handed and long-legged creatures okay! HAHA. took 31 and 12. saw lionel and jun tian went to have my dinner cum supper at 24-hour coffee shop opp my hse. and saw joshua, johnson, justin, guan zhong. wow. why all the lysians. HAHA. anyway. went home next. YUPP - ^^

26 sep 2006
woke up at 6am seeing brother still on the bed so i went back to sleep. and woke up again and 6.30am and saw brother missing and mum alrdy came back from market. =.= so didnt managed to help and i slept zZzz. till some time and got ready. waited for the guys. and took cab with wach, winson and victor! haha. was surprised that zhuwei - victor can actually wake up. HAHA. maybe his passion was there for FISHINGS! xPP to bedok jetty (: learnt abit of the skill how to fish alrdy. but i got hooked on my finger! *ouchh! YUPP. had our picnic there. and went to rent blades and bike with yenn, pearllyn, winson, jingkai. ^^ the girls rented rollerblades and winson rented bike. jingkai was there to "SUPERVISE". HAHA. anyway. as you people know, i DONT KNOW how to blade and shucks. for that moment how i wished i was running instead. fell on my butt, hand, knee and EVERYWHERE. and i almost got a split! =.= haha. anyway. bbq - everything's going on fine. slept in the shelter for awhile while chatting with jingkai. hmm. and when wach came back, we played dai dee. and HURR - i lost ALL - !! haha! yupp. walkked from bedok jetty to mcdonalds' underpass with pearllyn, wach winson and jingkai. and DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR WAS THAT?! legs were almost brking alrdy cos my knee was hurtting. and arms too. thanks to the radio. =.= oh yah. actually was waiting for one weekend bus but at first we dint know it was only WEEKENDS! arhh. so sat and the bus stop for awhile. and anyway to the usual route that we took last time round. took 31 and 9. sent wach home with ALL his stuffs. anyway. wach asked me a qns and well. all i can say is "guys are realistic". HA. that's all. - alright. think that's about it. went home and bathed and ZzZzZz in my dreamland. xDD

going to meet ping, jess and joanne now. and chalet, friendly match later. UPDATE you ppl soon. MISS-es !!

zhi sheng xia wo -

woahh. five days since i blogged.

2006-09-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

hey girls. how long since i said myself being a bitch?! LOL. once again. YUPP. back to the usual self. BITCH. arhh. suck. anyway. sorry for the delay of blogging. but well. was kinda busy. YEPP. as scheduled. worked 11-9 on thurs. bernard sent me to bus stop. lols. thanks (: YUPP. worked morning shift the very next day. 7-3pm. went to school straight after sch. asked uncle to alight me outside schh. YEAPP. pei-ed jye ru for her bus and off i went in school. legs were tired then. went to cafe1 and =.= almost all stalls closed. so ate mee hoon kueh with jessica and joanne. had my kinder bueno b4 that though. YUPP. sat in cafe1 listening to adeline with her weird dreams. HA. yupp. that indeed made my dae. thanks! went for trng. only 6 came down. and yah. 6! ran 2.4km together. was crazily chatting. and yupp. usual stuffs. i was finding ourselves kinda serious. cos for the first time without coach, we still go on for the trng. xDD YUPP. coach came down though. =.= and yupp. of cos, the usual scoldings to jessica and me. was like wondering again, why wasnt my brain made up of computer software. those want de, install. don't want de, remove. and if only i can remove whatever i am feeling now. HMM! anyway! was feeling abit sad luhh. cos shootings are bad, don't understand where should i run, if blocked, how to chiong thru. honestly, i'm really unsure. but well, ya. got scoldings straight from the face. oh shucks. almost cried. HAHA. anyway didnt though. YEAPP. went to tampines with some of the girls while ade went home. anyway i had french fries, green tea. went home and saw ALOT of pri sch friends. which i almost can't recognise at 104. x) YUPP. went home. legs were breaking, back were breaking as well. just felt that i was BREAKING APART. saturday came in with a morning shift again. legs almost can't took the whole thing. but well, still, finished work. took 12 home. had mr softee. and to yi po's hse. saw biao gu's twin babies! OMG they're SUPER KE AI! they made my tiring day wortthwhile. cos i was like deciding whether if i shuld stay at home. YEAPP. ate and everything. went home. and slept. worked morning shift today. was SO TIRED. tired-the only word for today. oh yes. mr ice milo - wilson came to work today which was like FINALLY luhh! i havent been working with him like SO LONG~! miss working with him. =) with his "ICE MILO" and yupp. was like talking to mic and saying i hardly praise anyone. HAHA. ya true enough luh. if i praise you, you must be really THAT good. hmm. but hai hao lorhh. i am nort that bad. xDD went for pizza hut. and home. wohaishikule. YUPP! nothing much. was thinking about alot of thing in the bus. and was sitting under 104 ferr kinda long. ARHH! =/

i need to "refill water" into my eyes!!

oh yes. schedule for ermm. this week. cos it had passed 12am.

25o9o6 (MON): fetch the girls. buy chalet stuffs. go prepare. go netball inter-con competition.

260906 (TUES): CLASS PICNIC.

27o9o6 (WED): check in. preparation. go kallang for friendly. back to chalet next.

28o9o6 (THURS): morning in chalet. and noon- working. 11-9

29o9o6 (FRI): work 7-3. trng in school.

3oo9o6 (SAT): marine parade day? hmm.

o11oo6 (SUN): childrens' day. work 7-3.

and again. YUPP. i am FILLED. sorry for any incovenience i had caused. really didnt meant those ways. if really have no choice. go on without me. ^^ ENJOY everyone! hmm. for the following week. i think i am working mon-thurs. fri.sat off. sun work again. workaholic-gonna-be. LOL. no luh. only for this holiday. cos' my mind's blank - too busy for anything. let my mind rest. hmm. *YAWNNS- finally, i'm tired. think eyes need to "refill water soon" xDD nitex! sweetx dreams! TAKECARE. and finally, i'm gonna meet nzo6o4a peeps soon. miss them so much. but.. i don't know how to face them.. hais* -

chalet night

2006-09-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

wonderful night. x) bbq; titbits; cakes; fun; fireworks; friends; food; photos; card games were all THAT wonderful. xDD don't know why but i just love all these gatherings. ^^ the people there are those whom made the night that GOOD. =DD TINA, the birthday girl, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xDD hopes you enjoy that night though you got drunk. =X HAHA! SOHHWEE, SHERHUA, CLOUDY, XINYU, IVY, MICHELLE, JIAYI and finally i saw KAREN and CELINE. and of cos the others who made it fine as well.. with those photo takings and etc. LOVEs. anyway. was feeling extremely tired when jiayi asked me to posed the "i stepp her" photo luhh! haha. okay. drank WODKA the tube alcoholic drink which tasted like SO SWEET and vodka absolute. abit only luh. haha. nothing much. the funs just can't be described by words luhh. oh yahh. saw adda and huiqin. MESS DISCUSSION. LOLs. x)

check out ardd 11+pm and went home. xDD watched vcds. HAHA. yupp. and had a half an hour nap and went to school. slept in bus and almost missed my bus stop. alright. trng. x) went home ardd 9++pm and yupp. almost overslept in bus again. =.= THAT SHOWS HOW TIRED I WAS. xDD anyway. yupp. home. and here i am. xDD bathed and everything. smelling so great. HAHA.

will tonight be easy for me to sleep?

keeping updated.

2006-09-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

alrights. i shall keep you people updated for now; reason being. i wont be at home tonight. and of cos i wont get any chance to blog either. and YUPP. currently just changed the colour of my blogskin. and YUPP. would change the picture when i am free again alrights.

anyway mon was alright. had woke up at ardd 11++pm. and called yenn. YEAPP. am gonna go for the bridge leaders' camp in nov! OH YEAHH! am so lovin' it! x)) anyway. but yahh. again. my maths paper is on the 6th and camp ends on 4th. so before the camp i think i need to revise maths lerhh. =/ alrights. that's a lil update for nov. LOL. still long luhh thoughh (: OKAY. went to school to meet up with the netballers. and we went to the library next. watched AI QING MO FA SHI! omg! haha. the show that i kept promoting. xDD anyway. YEAHH. as nice as ever. LOL. okay. went to cafe and had my pratas AGAIN. =DD KEKE! yeapp. went off to indoor sports hall to move the 2 netball pole down. OMG. it's like SO HEAVY LARHH. haha. alright. the mighty girls' power. x)) and for your info, when i say "YEAHH, WE DONT NEED GUYS ALSO CAN DO IT", i meant nothing but just that girls can do what guys can do as well. and nort that i am deciding nort to get married. HAHA. i STILL wants to get married. and to someone who's gonna love, dote and surprise me FOREVER. ahha. as yet, i don't plann all these. HAHA. so just no worries alright miss daphne. HAHA. becos when i said that sentence, she got shocked. YEAPP. went to netball court as usual and RAHH! my shootings!! haha! and and and. MY STAMINA!! after weeks of break of nort running 2.4km... MY STAMINA DROPPED. but haha! i can feel that i was shedding my fats on my body. cos i perspired like don't know what luhh. x)) YEAHH. only 3 of the college west people came. LOL. alrights. nothing muchh. just hope trng can reduce my fats, strengthen my stamina and my ball skills. xDD polite competition is just 2 weeks away from now. oh my! it's like SO FAST can.. hmm. alright. went home after trng. sat at the bball court watching coach and the other girls play bball. xDD FUNNY. was at the same time talking to my shitou. xDD bathed. and watched my VCDs. "yu GONG" i guess. HAHA. i don't know luh. but it's a korean series. SUPER funny. SUPER nice. and the palace is SUPER MODERN can. xDD HAHA. anyway. yeapp. enjoyed the show. am nort done with the vcd. but will finish it ASAP. was supposed to finish it ytd but was too sleepy by ard 2am. so YUPP. had a good night sleep (: was stunt anyway.

my schedules had changes alrdy.

tues(today) : chalet
wed(20.o9) : tina's bdae. trng at night.
thurs(21.o9) : work. 11-9pm.
fri(22.o9) : work. think should be changed to morning shift. trng at night.
sat(23.o9) : work. 7-3pm. night time at yi po's hse.
sunday(24.o9) : work. 7-3pm.

think all the free time i have are limited. so i have to grab those time to watch my VCDS. ^^ HAHA. LOVES-

oh yeahh. new song. xDD

MODERN MODERN LOVES

being at home

2006-09-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

so. am gonna stay at home today (: no work, no outings; nothing. haven't heard from yenn, pearllyn, samaniah for some days. pearllyn's on a holiday. and yenn, think she's working. samaniah. hmm. busy too i guess. HAHA. winson? hmm. wo ye bu zhi dao. he didnt ask me out neither did i. we're having cold war i guess. HA. anyway putting that aside. (: alrights. today had been a VERY good day. with good weather; calm feeling within me. YEAPP. with a ring pop in my mouth. HAHA. people, have you all eaten the RING LOLLIPOP when you're a child? if you had, ask yourself, how long havent you ate that. LOL! yeahh, after so long, i am eating it again. ^^ anyway. woke up like ardd 12.30pm. HAHA. slept kinda early last night but guess it's because the weather had been so nice nowadays that i just can't bear to wake up. okay had been watching VCDs since then. maybe; after blogging, guess i'm gonna study Elementary Mathematics alrdy. (if i aint sleeping later on luh.) HAHA. yeapp should start studying alrdy. hmm. yupp. now, peaceful mind, peaceful weather. brother is out again with his friends since early in the morning. doesn't he have to sleep?! LOL!! i aint lazy okay.. but again, LOOK AT THE WEATHER! xDD probably MOST of the people WANTS to sleep. xDD yupp. okay. let me think. okay. and yupp. think i changing my blogskin AGAIN.

18 sep (Monday) : breakfast with mum and polite selection. gonna go school early to meet up with the others i guess. and SHUCKS. i think my stamina had gone down. =/ after such a long brk. hmm.

19 sep (Tuesday) : CHALET with the girls!! yeapp. thinking about this, i'm excited! cos in few days time, i'll be able to see JOCELYN, XINYU, MICHELLE, IVY, JIAYI, CLOUDY, SHER HUA, TINA and THAT ADORABLE SOHHWEE! lols! YEAHH. miss them! (: LOOKING FORWARD -

20 sep (Wednesday) : TINA's BIRTHDAY! probably some celebration for her and yupp. xDD

21 sep - 24 sep (Thursday to Sunday) : WORKING! hmm.

23 sep ( Saturday) : biao gu's babies 1st month. i don't know whether issit twins or long feng tai. xDD anyway gonna see it on that day. and that's the reason why i changed my shift to 7-3 from 11-9 YUPP.

YEAPP. that's probably my schedule for the following week. x))))) so yupp. am gonna log off now.

admit; you're gonna miss me. xDD

busy2 ^^

2006-09-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

alrights. YUPPS. my holiday had started! xD yooHooo~

first day of holiday, 14 sep 2006 was spent with MUM. xDDD. alright. both of us went to whitesands first as i had to develop the photo that we wanted to give miss daphne. YUPP. den had our b'fast at AH KUN. for the first time we didnt had eggs. well, mum don't eat softboil eggs. but for me, yeahh. i didnt had the feel to eat it that day. ALRIGHT. cabbed down to CE. and went SHOPPING with mum after passing the photo to joanne. yeapp. GOOD SHOPPINGs. xDD bought kinda lortts of stuffs. but still okay luh actually. alright. took alot of BUS-es so. mum was like learning new routes. HAHA. anyway. i just LOVE shoppings with mum. yupp. home kinda late. HAHA. yeapp.

second day of holiday was a day with CE NETBALLERS. LOVEs- alright. woke up kinda early. and then went to meet jessica, my SHITOU! we went to tampines to buy cake for daphne. cos it was her birthday and yupp. it's on 15 sep! x)) alrightts. GOOD CELEBRATIONS . enjoyed. xDD yupp. went to Century Square to take neos. and then, to SEARCHING. thanks everyone; i must mention. cos' they pei-ed me. xDD alright. XIE XIE NI MEN! anyway. arcade-ed. and yupp. LOVEs- the night is actually kinda beautiful. GOOD NIGHT to sleep. xDD

third. went for work. 7-3, 5-9. ALRIGHT. dinner at KOPITIAM. BUS-ed HOME. xDD thankss -

blah. i shall be ZIPPED.

CHEERS-

2006-09-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

okay. have been quite a goodie these few days. cos i had not watched tv, blog and play during that 3 days! xDD so. yupp. have been digging myself into the BOOKS for like days. had this EI re-test on mon and we went to marine parade to study as we wanted to accompany yenn to the doctor as she's feeling unwell. yupp. anyway yeahh. jing kai's nort in school too as he was feeling unwell too. and victor as usual, late for the re-test. to make it worst, he told mahesh that he's not taking the re-test as he would fail for sure. =.= so. after the test. had CRAZY TAXI and in mcdonalds in marine parade. we had CRAZY TAXI too. xDD okay had been a SUPER ULTRA NICE person luh. HAHA. so yahh. was raining SO HEAVILY but still, cant help but to be a nice girl. x) okay. had gastric. but well, its over. okay. time just passes SO FAST. okay. time wasnt enough for me luh. x/

anyway. woke up ULTRA early to go to school to study EI. yupps. went with winson. i think everyone in class got the sickly virus. everyone's getting sick. and i think the the flu virus caught me! instead of me catching a flu ehh. xDD haha- i know, ITS FUNNY! xDD anyway. yupp. did some EI, went to find mahesh. den yupp. had the exam. 2.30pm. we can read the qns paper in the hall and 3pm we started the paper. okay. the paper was supposed to last on till 5 but i finished it like within half an hour?! LOL. maybe, all of us are trained during class test huh?! LOL. okay. actually most of us finished within that time. it's just that. all of us were waiting for all of us. LOL. oh yeahh. so ard 4pm den we left. okay. went to expo to study maths. oh man, the killer sub. anyway. okay. went home kinda late. and yupp. saw one of the staff from lakes. chatted with her. yupps. (:

woke up early to study maths in school again. okay. exam. okay. the paper was relatively easy. can pass is can pass. pass with a "A" is another thing. x)) so. let's just learn from pearllyn, "i scared i get FULL MARKS" haha. i wont. but at least a 70. xDD I GUESS. without my careless mistakes luhh. HAHA. anyway. got IC from mama. cos i forgot to bring and for the inter-con, i nidd it. so yupp. LOVE MUM! xDD *MUACKS - anyway. yupp. went to find hui ping. and then, to cafe1 find my xiaotou. (: next, waited for del and off we took 31 to kallang. okay, for whoever who is taking 31 to kallang, no worries if you saw the routes different. cos the bus route had changed due to the road work. ^^ okay. so yupp. kallang netball centre. x)) shootings; warm ups. games! OMG! my shooting sucks nahh. dont believe, you can ask del, ping and xiaotou! HURR HURR~~ T.T!! anyway. YUPP. we won. BISHAN CC. nice playing with them cos i had a great chat with my GK. x)) her name is Glory. (: okay. went to eat Mcdonalds' and guess what?! SHI TOU!! rmbr the GD - GUY derh? SUPER tall de?! i saw him!! in mcdonalds too but this time round with his lappy. and i think he recognised me cos he was smiling. =.= ALRIGHTS. great dinner. (: cos at least "i" managed to "finish" my FRIES luh. HAHA! lol. okay. enjoyed. (: took 12 home. missed 2 buses. hmm. 1 due to FULL - 2nd, thanks to those ermms. i don't know which country they're from. but they were asking for taxis. so yupp. showed them the way. and home sweet home. (: bathed. and tmr i am going SHOPPING with mama!! xDD yeahh-ness. i am SO gonna enjoy that! xDD haven't been shopping like SUPER long luh. haha. yeapp. esp when it's with MUMMY! x)) LOVEs- alright. gonna end my blog for now. am gonna have a GOOD TIGHT SLEEP. x))and, I AM ON MY HOLIDAY ALREADY!! woooHOO~~~

thanks;

Inter-Con...

2006-09-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

oh yes. i edited this. because i wanna mention abt this. xDD

was chatting with Jessica the day before. and when i change my display pic, she said one thing that made my day. xDD

jess: cute anqi hor

WAHAHAHA! saw that?! LOL. xiaotou!! did u see this?! HAHA. xPP
*BLEAHH!

and xiaotou wrote me a testimonial.

adeline: hmm. datou arh. she seems bery blur hor? but quite cute hor?

HAHAHAHAHHA. so the truth is. i am KE AI!! xDD

yeapp. end of edition. xDD
woke up extra early today and it's my wonderful sunday morning. went over to meet ping and waited for the rest. was actually supposed to take 12 but in the end we took the em's dad's car. so reached kallang like SO early luh. oh yea. games was okay. yeapp. saw shwee. and played with her too. tina/shers said that both of us were like having some "ai mei" thingy on court luh. HAHA. anyway. my shootings sucks! =.= okay. nothing much to talk about. we won all CCs in our group. so. going on to finals. hmm. coming wed. straight away after my paper. zZzz i'll be so tired luh. cos i guess i would be studying the night before for my maths paper. and maths is very important to me now. so. yah. went to KFC in tampines with ping and del. and then when we're heading our ways seperately, it rains. and it was SO HEAVY. and the wind is like SO STRONG. and i was feeling SO COLD. that even my jaws shivers. AHH! i was like feeling so sad then luh. AY. anyway am feeling tired again. but if i sleep. prolay i wont be able to sleep tonight. and there's test tmr. ay. havent been sleeping great these few days. =( where's all the fun.

BLAHH-

2006-09-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

i know it's my second post today.
but okay. fuck. I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD!
freaking DO NOT yell at me at this bloody time.
or you'll get what my family got.
a LOUDER yell.
GET LOST!
i nid a silent ocean now~

leave me alone

aHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-09-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

oh well, can't sleep ytd. was plainly AWAKE and so. went to work. morning shift today. 7-3pm. hmm. felt tired in the sense that i was lazy to speak. but i dont feel lerthargic in any sense. oh well, new menu had started. BULLSHITS everywhere. can't they just put fish n chips as fish n chips? they put it as "Gifts from the sea" oh hell with it! and! ALOT of customers didnt realised that the menu had changed. keep asking me for congee. congee. chicken congee. AHH. cant they understand that we've changed the menu and we're selling it as a set and CANT they just choose 2 toppings?! BLAHH! anyway. new fruits squeezer still looks the same. i mean ABOUT the same. anyhow with it! oh well, was stationed in station A with pauline today. had nothing to do. it was SO BORING. this aint normal sat. there weren't much people! anyway brian seems to be in a good mood today anyway. oh yea. went bedok with pauline and mic. actually with por and another cook. but well. haha. it's better to be with just the girls. had claypot rice. xDD okay. nothing much. working 7-3, 5-9 next sat. OH MAN. let me have enough sleep on friday please. AWW. okay. having the netball game tmr , having EI test on mon. having EI major exams on tues. having Maths on wed. OH WISH ME LUCK!. hmm. please let me pass thru! x/ okay. i'm sleepy. shall grab a nap. haha. anyone just PM me in msn/ call/ sms me.

thru my dreams;

good weather

2006-09-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

look at the sky, it's cloudy. feel the wind, it's windy.
say it, it's a good weather.
with a good weather, with a mono mood,
guess, i'll be able to sleep later on.
just let me blog finish this since i had nothing else to do.
wanted to watch vcd but surprisingly,
i don't have the mood at all.
online; yet i've got nothing to do.
no event for today. was supposed to be.
CPG test today was GREAT. haha. for the first time,
i did it with GREAT honour. xDD
woohOo. anyway. EI lesson. was utterly BORING.
nothing could enter in. thus, i decided to record.
BLAHH. it's just so BORING. was supposed to have EI
test. but MAHESH asked those who felt that they aint ready,
they can take it on mon. and oh yes,
SO? we decided to take it on mon.
probably, a harder test. =/ anyway. ate PRATAS.
and i no longer like the BUTTER anymore. =(
it's nort that nice anymore. BLAHH.
went home soon. and i am sleepy alrdy. OKAY.
see ya people SOON. x)) have a good weekends.

celebrations -

2006-09-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

x) alright. nothing was on for wed. but yeapp. had to come home earlier to study for EI. anyway. had the test today! all i could say is GOOD LUCK to myself. AY- rushed home. and rushed out from home. to meet adeline and jessica. jessica was late. (HORHOR!!xP) but anyway. was chatting with adeline, my xiaotou. and came 2 lady and they asked adeline if she was sec 3 or 4. =.= HEY come on luh! honestly, she asked her because she had ME besides her. HAHA. and excuse me, i am YOUNGER than her!! x)) yupps. and then came a super sexy lady. and adeline was drooling away. HAHA! you people should have looked at her face expression when she look at that lady. LOLS! alright. so when jessica, my shi tou came, we were thinking what we should buy for adda and what type of cake. so anyway. was actually walking to century square and tampines mall again and again. walked ardd. ki-siao-ing. and saw one sort of accident. a lady lying on the floor infront of the guardian. and no one helping her. wanted to help her up but adeline said maybe she fractured her hand. den wahh. i striaight away dint dare to touch her worr. and finally, her friend came. and then, adeline thought she was acting. HOW SMART. =.= walked.. and saw another "SEXY" redd lady. HAHA. she SUPER skinny luhh. LOL. when we decided to sit down in the foodcourt in centurysquare, hui qin saw us. =.= so. we quickly moved away from that place. and finally we went to the open area in tampines mall to seat down and talk. talk until xiaowei, del, ping reached. bought everything. and was getting prepared to give adda a surprise. and yeahh. had fun luh. everything. and somehow. hopes adda likes the cake that we bought for her and of cos the present that she wanted. HAHA. xDD oh yeahh. creams - oh man. the bdae girl cant get any so the others suffered. =.=! of cos, i wasnt let off. alright. took photos and everything and BLEHH. went to KFC and had our dinner. was SHH-ed by ALOT of people. but well, HAHA. okay was again. ki-siao-ing in KFC. and blahh. left after quite some time. and we saw this mother in the KFC busy scolding her son, "STUPID" omg! what a mother!? if the son is stupid, what are you?! he carries your genes, stupid! the son looked so ke lian can! AHH. just simply cant stand this type of parent. BLAHH. anyway yupps. all decided to leave. and yeap. again, took 81. xiaowei and xiaotou took 8. shi tou took 72. del, ping took 3. adda, huiqin, 2 of their friends went else where. anyway. ADDA, though this celebration is kinda a short one, but i hopes you enjoy it. and yeahh. 18th birthday! congrats!! haha. don't think that you're old. because as long as your hearts stay on as 17, you're the same age as us. just that if you wanna be like the baby just now.. ermms. it's kinda impossible luhh. HAHA. anyway. yeapp. hmm. yupp yupp. now, i'm home. and i got the declaration form to fill up and on sunday, i'll be going for the netball game. and yupp. having CPG test tmr. and EI re-test tmr. OH MAN! test test test!! I AM GOING CRAZEE. and for next week, my major exams are up. but WAHAHAHA. i'll be having HOLIDAY. but well, for IVP. abit no confident. HAHA. bu zhi dao. see first luh. let exams be the major thing i should concentrate on first. x) ANYWAY. nothing much to blog. LOVES - MISSes -

all i wanna say is i enjoyed today..
with the CE NETBALLERS. xDD

LOVES <3

ITESC

2006-09-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

alright. so. i've been working on the 1st and 2nd of sep. which is both fri and sat. worked afternoon shift. sort of enjoying luh. so. yea. nothing much about work to blog about actually. x)

so yah. as usual. not working on sunday anymore. and for this sunday, 3rd of Sept. Jing Kai's birthday worrs. HAHA. and yeahh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. you're OLD but i'm nort. xP HAHA. i'm KE AI xDD anyway. yupps. went out. LOTS of explorings. shan't mention here cos i just simply can't put those to words. (: pastamania-ed. baked rice. *yummy - and yeahh. went to disturb paul while he's working. but he SUPER dao can.. ignored me. AHH- went to hougang to meet winson and den to cake shop. and YUPP. went to meet yenn. asked her for opinion. and HAHA. we're creative luhH! i bet Jing Kai LOVED the cake. xDD anyway. went to his hse. gave him a surprise. and out we went to eat. after which took bus home. (: slept kinda late.

so yes. since 31 sept, my heart beats faster than ever. the feeling was SO MUCH different. it's nervous that i felt. but the nervous isn't that simple. you see, i haven't been feeling stomach aches if i'm nervous for YEARS since pri school ended. but i felt it this time round. it's that nervous that my mind cant help but to be nervous as well. nothing could cool me down. not even classical music! and and and. i could nort seat lying on the seats. i just felt SO differently.

mum: "so nervous for what?! it's just a game."
me: "don't know lehh. scaredd"
mum: "scared what?! it's nort as though it's the first time you're having matches."
me: "don't know. but IT'S DIFFERENT!"

no one can sense the differences. neither do i. but i just felt SO DIFFERENTLY! maybe it's because the range of ages are much wider? maybe it's the first time i'm playing for ITESC? I DONT KNOW! i just felt so NERVOUS!! aHH! i almost got CRAZY. and. on monday, 4th Sept morning. NASH made me cried. okay. anyway. CPG test was postphoned. and there wasnt any S&W because that teacher wasnt ardd. so yupp. ate and met up with the other CE netballers. hair tied by ping. my xiao gua. x)) THANKS!! alright. changing of jersey.. shorts.. warm ups.. talkks.. ball handlings and GAME STARTS. okay. got SUPER HIGH when we won college west for the 2nd time luh! haha. cos for that, we met coach's target - both teams to get into finals. and for mr patrick, CE to get top2. and YEAHH. we've got there!!! was simply hugging everyone i saw. HAHA. and yeah. when xiaowei said "want to cry jiu cry bah" i ALMOST cried!! was so!! HAHA! HAPPY.. ELATED.. i dont know. NOTHING can compare to words. AHH!! haha. was simply jumping/hopping ardd luhh. yeahh. yeahh. so once again, for records, CE got the champion again!! x)) anyway. yeahh. photo takings. jessica and i went to the male's toilet to bathe lahh. haha! both of us were also chatting. so. yeahh. it's the first time i go to the male's toilet to bathe worr! HAHA. anyway. tampines, century square - LJS. sat there kinda long. but no appetite to finish my food. =/ maybe it was too stuffy in there. chats. x) okay. went to take bus 81 whereas adeline and xiaowei took 8 we were chatting over there luh. ahha. anyway. yupps. slept kinda late. was abit of high. xPPPP just simply wanna say. I LOVE CE NETBALLERS!! <3s!!

and miss daphne gave us this star shaped encouragement.
(front)
name
You aRe OuR StaR PLayER!!!
(back)
We...
tRaiN toGethEr,
FiGht TogEtHeR,
WiN togEther!

and yeahh. WE JUST RAWKS LARHH! simply lots of loves, lots of thanks to EVERYONE. esp those who shouted and cheered. and OF COS THANKS to every team members. it's them who made it possible. and JESSICA!! xDD xiexie ni. without you, i cant get the ball and shoot. xDD XIE LERHH! and yeahh. AWIN won the MVP! CONGRATULATIONS!! and of cos. without adda coming down, i believe no matter team1 or 2 wont have the feel to play. so. adda, thank you!

woke up with muscle aches today morning. AHH- must be because we didnt warm down last night. so yeahh. SO TAO REN YAN! went for maths and then for lunch at century - CLAYPOT RICE with wacharapong. yenn. pearllyn. winson. jing kai. then. home while the others went to hougang mall for their CHOU TOUFU. haha. anyway yupps. pasar malam opened.!! haha. wanna go shop shop soon. xDD KEES. and yeahh. watched VCD and slept. so i am SUPER awake now lahh. AHHA xDD anyway. was on the phone with winson just now and he claimed that i dont reply to his sms. but. HMM. don't know what to say. =.+

nothing much. now, it'd past 12. and it's xing's bdae! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my dear girl! x)) and yeahh. nort going for maths tmr but having our own revision. but still we're going for EI. hmm. and for your information. i typed these for the 3rd time. becos. stupid blogger is DOWN!! ARHHH! *SCREAMS!- haha. alright. i think i shall end my blog entry here lerhh. everyone. DO SLEEP EARLY. GOOD NIGHT. and MISS ME okay. xDD <3s>

have a good great rest.

GATHERINGS

2006-09-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

oh yea, i'm so lovin' today! xDD woke up with a EXTREMELY NICE weather. bathed. changed and went to meet cloudy at her house. it'd been quite some time i went to her house. x)) so as usual, i'm a good guest and are always welcomed. RIGHT CLOUDY?! ^^ yeapp. met yixing at the bus stop next. and then in to school TROUBLESOME cloudy resisted to sit at the bench in the hall so we went up to the 3rd floor to watch the performance. and all i could say is that the performance was EXTREMELY short. so. went down and saw some teachers.

miss phua.. NONO. MDM PHUA. she's PREGNANT alrdy!! but still. a pretty mother. MR SOH. as cute as usual. xDDMR KOH. as tanned as usual. MDM LIM. as busy as usual. MDM LIM. she's sick! MR ALVIN NG. as cute and friendly as before. MR SUHAIMI. misses us!! xDD and leaves his beard as usual. MDM HALIMAH. as friendly, smiling as ever. MR KENNEDY. as usual asking you if you're fine. MR TERENCE NG. as dong gua as before. ermms. yeahh.

and yeahh. gave HUGS to VAL, SELVI, TIAN, SHI YUN and MIAN! miss them SO MUCH can. yeahh. instead of meeting teachers, the 4es are like having our small small gathering. ROBIN, IVY, YIXING, VIKHKRAM, LESTER all came back. xDD the feeling was SO NICE. the girls ate TOM YAM NOODLE. and yeahh. i can't have it. you people knows why. YEAHH. talked to tian. xinyi. yue feng. abt their problems. NOT being a busybody but just that although we've graduated from loyang we're nort gonna bother about our juniors anymore. so. PARDON ME for the pesterings. xDD and what's more. tian's my meii! so yeahh. i've gonna be more concern to her. x)) and so wanted to give a hug to irving but. HAHA. nvr in the end. yahh. so yea. GATHER GATHER. went to marina next with sandy, wan jun, cloudy, michelle, allan, xuan ming, eugene, reagan, vincent, desmond, hong ghee, keng kwee, meng kiat. watched EVILS WEARS PRADA. xDD *thumbs up - but WAS SO COLD in there luhh. was SO FREEZING COLD and cloudy don't wants to lend us! HMPF! anyway. movie ended. and

rushed down to Raffles as i was late. and to lao pat sat. xDD FAMILIAR PLACE! i so miss that place can. xDD hmm. LYSIANS knows why. x)) and yeahh. SO LOVE EVERY MEMORIES. ate with CE NETBALLERS, COACH, MISS NYEO, MISS DEF.- and was crazily taking photos. HAD FUN. <3s.>HEES. and anyway. walked to raffles link. okay. kinda miss our way. HAHA. den further decided to go mustafa centre with coach, xiaowei, yanting, jolene, del, ping, adeline and jessica. SHOPPED. and YEAHH. kinda rmbred the first time going there is with yenn and all. SO FUN. hees. but this time, we went inside the shopping mall. xDD okay. now i know, next time i wanna buy water bottle go where buy lerhh. HAHA. and YEAHH. i am still in love with the PUMA jacket (PINK) derhh. OKAY. crazily having fun in there. and finally when all were tired, decided to proceed home. took 23. den cabbed home. YUPP. nothing muchh. now, home. tomorrow, WORK. hmm. okay. think i'm going bed soon. NIGHTS ppl. and yeahh. SWEET DREAMS.

i so love all the gatherings. CAN WE HAVE MORE OF THESE?! xDD

CE NETBALLERS RAWKS -

for this;

we're gonna FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !!

(((((((:

JIAYOU !!

RAIN -

2006-08-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

MATHS TEST today. urgHhh. let's just pray for a good result. ^^ EI - went for discovery centre trip. andd. yeah. RAINING. and when you're going towards the marina south habour, you can feel it as though it's genting. =.= pictures were all taken. =.= HMM. boat was delayed. and when finally we got the chance to go up the boat, i kinda regret. cos i totally forgets that i would have sea sick!! SHUCKS. guess what?! till now, the sea sick is still there! anyway. was lying down most of the time at the last part. standing in the middle and sitting at the front. so. went back at ard 5++pm. took 31 and the rain was SO HEAVY that netball was cancelled but we had netball chat instead. and chatted till kinda late and to parkway. walked and ate. i was SO hungry. hmm. so BLAHH. went to have duck rice. and NO CHILLI! but nvm. after the tournament, i'll be able to have it. and it's only 5 more days!! xDD and HURR HURR - i am kinda NERVOUS for it. and of cos` first time playing for ITESC. let's hope it'll be a GREAT one. x)) after that. HOME TIME. and SEA SICK STILL!

oh okay. putting that aside. . . my schedules for the following days.

31 aug -
11:00 // teachers' day celebration in lyss.
18:00// meeting at raffles.

1 sep -
00:00// TEACHERS' DAY.
11:00// WORK
20:00// WORK END

2 sep -
11:00// WORK
20:40// 2nd month anniversary with dearr2.
21:00// WORK END.

3 sep -
00:00// JING KAI BUDDY's BIRTHDAY.
- time and place all nort confirmed -
but am gonna celebrate with him.

4 sep -
08:00// CPG phase test.
10:00// S & W.
11:00// NETBALL EXCUSED TIME.
11:45// be at indoor sports hall.
den den den.. GAME!!
OMG!!! i'm SO nervous and SO excited for it.
nvm.. no matter what, i know something.

CE NETBALLERS MUST JIAYOU ON MONDAY OKAY.

and YEAHH -

CONTINUE TO CONTROL ALL THE TEMPTATIONS

UNTIL TOURNAMENT IS OVER - ^^ xDD

and YES, DO TAKE CARE -

for not only yourself but ALL THE OTHER 23 PEOPLE. x))

CE WHOOSH -

CE GO -

CE JIAYOU LERHH -

am sorry ;

2006-08-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

alright. SO YES, i slept KINDA late last night so i decided to ask nigel to put my ipod nano's cable into my letter box. and THANKS dude! (: i know i've been pestering you for some days but you must understand. i haven't been holding on to my baobei (nano) for some days alrdy. and when i'm alone or when i'm tired or even when i'm in a bad mood, I NEED MUSIC in my ears. so, forgive me for being a pester. x)) woke up with diaphram muscle aches, thigh muscle aches. thanks to the sit-ups, samaniah's and mine's aching. and i think it's trng that cause my thigh to ache? well, lactic acid is just SO evil. it makes me hurt so much. having SO MUCH difficulty walking up the stairs, siting down and even laughing! man! anyway. was doing the rest of the complex nos. today. some confusion in using the stupid calculator. maths test tmr. GOOD LUCK to everyone and esp to MYSELF. maths, maths and maths. it's giving me some headaches and i've been hating it. but now, i'm really starting to like it. perhaps all the results and friends etc. they motivates me! x)) PLC test next. ARHHH- it was driving me to NUTS! firstly, it's the numeric code which was wrong. next. it's the freaking PLC. but still, managed to finished it. x)) although it took some time. xPpPp KEKE. shootings - 100 balls. half an hour - ^^ but i was perspiring like shit. so after meeting my targets, i went to find the others in the library. did some maths. gonna carry on later. dear accompanied me to take 12 while the others took 31. surprisingly, i didnt sleep in the bus. x)) athough i'm kinda tired. home. but i can't sleep now, or else, i'll lose my sleep tonight. alright. have been feeling tiredd everytime. TELL ME WHY. urghhs. anyway. yeahh. off to wash myself up. x)) friendly match tmr at kallang. so. yeahh. wish me luck that my efforts wont be down the drain. ^^

6 more days before the real match -

after 12.

2006-08-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

alright. apparently, it's already 12.55am alrdy. but i shall blog about 28 aug. yeah, i know, i should be in bed at this moment. but.. i can't sleep though i'm sleepy. a lil` contradicting though. anyway. yea. school today - CPG test was cancelled but we had assignments to complete which cracked our brains. and next came PE. and guess what?! rmbr me nort taking napfa for the last semester due to my leg injury? and TODAY. we had our 5 stations. and as usual, i suck at sit and reach! OH MAN! can't my hands grow longer and my backbone be straighter? but anyway. the overall results were alright. next mon (4 sep) gonna take 2.4km. and now i rmbr having tournament on that day as well. SO! BLESS ME i won't be tiredd out. PIE was as usually boring! nothing much. went to watch bball matches. x)) i kinda miss playing bball with my lollipopz- AFTER my game, we shall go play bball okay?! xDD and yeahh. trng in indoor court. and oh man! it's SO STUFFY! had netballers talk and yeahh. quite a lil emotional there. anyway after the whole trng when we ended we sprintings. i also died off. due to insufficient amount of oxygen inside my brain. hey. honestly, i feel that no matter how hard i breathed, i still feel nothing going in! so. well, coach asked us to take a breathe outside. and people, guess what?! one more trng and BLAHH. tournament HERE WE COME! xDD

i'm gonna hang on there.
no deep-fried items;
no gaseous drinks;
NO CHOCOLATE;
no chilli;
DRINK LOTS OF WATER.
xDD

we're gonna do all this for OUR sake.
we will JIAYOU derr! xDD

CE NETBALL GO ALL OUT! x))

sunday blues

2006-08-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

haha. alright sunday blues because today's weather is like being so windy and cooling that i actually slept till gonna be 11am. and VCD-ed awhile and MATHS!! okay. see! i'm having CPG phase test tmr, PLC phase test on tues, MATHS test on wed, teachers' day celebration on thurs, coach's chalet at night and it would go on till fri. work on sat and out to study on sun. SEE. this week's gonna be a busy week. TESTs EVERYWHERE. ohh man! but hell with it, cos' holiday is what i'm waiting for. after 13 sep, I'm ON HOLIDAY! xDD *SMIRKS! and YEAHH - of cos i would work. or else, where do i get the money to fool around?! HAHA. i mean yeahh. PLAY ardd, SHOPPINGS, MOVIES, XDDD see, i'm excited for it! x))

missMissMIssMISsMISSmIssmISsmISSMISSmiSsmiSSMiSSMISSmisSMisSMIsSMISS

meeting an old person , after quite some time.

2006-08-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

(: hiiex ! *wave - x)) okay my mood for today isn't that bad. went for work in the morning. and yea. the weather this few days really sucks! it's like SO HOT can.. URGHHS. havent really slept well these few days and i truly hates this. okay. i hardly opens my eye wide during work. =.= and i'm always sleeping in trains and buses!! can someone help me to solve this freaking problem?! oh yeahh. saturday nowadays don't seems to be the usual saturday. and yeahh. nothing special happened at work. =) just that one customer reminded me of gong gong. x) iSOmissHIM! T.T

went to sakae with kelly(furrin), doris, ann, yen chiew and michelle. ate only chawa mushi. partly reason is becos' i'm like broke lerhh luh and i don't take money from both dad and mum. and i'm like always going out and always eyeing on new stuffs which i wanna buy and my stomach can NVR GET FULL for one whole day! arHh! i can feel the fats growing in me!! be it my tummy or where! AHHH!! *YELL-!! okay. after which doris and kelly went back to furrin while mic , ann and i asked patrick down for chats. the stupid old man! haven't seen him for like SO LONG CAN! and yeahh. saw wilson too! haha. my ice milo!! xDD so he sat down along with us for quite awhile and yeahh. we took train back to pasir ris. wilson pei-ed me and mic. x)) so nice of him. ^^ alright. KEES. continue chatting with mic and yeahh. went home. nothing muchh. slacked ardd at home. felt like revising but no motivation. so YENN!! can we plan our holiday events SOON?!! haha! xDD and ZHU WEI!! please make sure you join us OKAY!

and sep seems to be a VERY interesting month lerhh. no work on the 1st and monthly anni on the 2nd and buddy's birthday on the 3rd and netball tournament on the 4th. and SO ON~~ let's hope it'll be FULL of events. am getting SO excited about it! xDD

so that's only the preview of my activities for sep. so. continue to read my blog and bet you'll find my life quite a wonderful one. ^^

let the route forms itself;

the Os -

2006-08-25T08:34:00.000+08:00

apparently, i'm in school now. since lesson havent start so yeahh, the Os i meant in my title - Oral and Outing. oh yes. oral ytdd.

heart wasn't pounding that hard..

it's not as though it would drop out anytime..

but muscles and veins don't seems to be relaxed..

blood cells from heart,

going out from the artery and then thru my body.

that was simply how i felt. i just can't sit still. AT ALL! omg! the person next to me was like getting nervous as well because i was "messing" with my hands and legs. so yeahh, obviously, he got frightened too. xP it wasn't how i wanted it to feel. but.. BLAHH. can't help it. so yeahh. i was the fifth one and so qiao yanting was of the same timing as me. xDD so i'm so loving it. during the conversation, i seems to be chatting with the teacher instead of erm.. having my oral. okay. this is the VERY FIRST TIME i'm laughed during oral. xP so yeahh. *pray hard* it would be alright. so went off with vinod. cos' his phone was with me.

Outing - took 88 down to meet jing kai and winson. took LRT and i saw raymond. you know, the previous cook in lakes. x)) it'd been sucha long time since i saw him. *smiles - didn't chat much with him cos' he's with his girlfriend. you know, i don't wanna get slapped luhh huh?! xP okay. took train to douby ghaut and then somerset. went to cineleisure to buy tickets for movie. after which we went on to takashimaya - pepper lunch with yenn, pearllyn, winson and jing kai. ^^ had curry beef rice. *yummy- so yeahh. i was the slowest again luhh!! x( *frowns- alright. i think we wasted quite alot of comments form in there.. =X walkked on to cineleisure. so yeahh. watched "Click" x)) it's like finally luhh?! HAHA. yeahh. hilarious show. now i know, dogs actually can get aroused by duck! =.=" LOLx! and finally yeahh realised life may not be that wonderful if we can control our own life. but "good man deserve a rest sometimes." xDD i'm a good person. so if only life can be controlled by me sometimes, it may be good. xPpPp. okay. so the time spent inside the theatre is spent SO FAST. it was going to be 10pm when we finished our movie. and BLAHH - went home next. yeapp- dearr sent me home. *thankks* didnt chat on the phone at night. but i can't sleep. the weather's too hot. so yeahh. my eye bags are growing in every mean time. man! please help me!

how to solve eye bags?!

no regrets

2006-08-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

alright. yesterday indeed. spent sort of thoroughly. great time spent with great people. although without yenn in school/class seems a lil weird and quiet. xPpPp (: and yes. dear2 came to meet me for school as usual and blahh. i'm a little late. so anyway, went to school and had butter prata. *YummY- haven't ate pratas for like quite some time luhh. LOL. so yeahh. but i'm gonna TAKE GOOD CARE of myself cos' my oral's later and netball tournament inter-ITE is coming. so. yeahh. for everyone's sake. i am gonna TAKE GOOD CARE. x)) *smiles - alright. maths yesterday was alright. did tutorial qns and yes, finally grasp the topic's basic lerhh. xDD and bLAhh. EI. did the assignment in library and shOO. we can go off. pei-ed ping to see doctor. and back to school. had donuts. xDD and okay. trng. game with AJ. extreme dint came. cos' they wasnt free. so only sharon and her friend came. now den i realised. actually i don't really understand Netball. cos' i don't know anything about outside team AT ALL. and YEAHH. am gonna play for pasir ris on the 10 sep. xDD all of these. i am gonna enjoy. but ytd, ada injured herself. same case as shers. i felt. helpless. don't know lahh. just hope she would feel better. (: alright. gonna get myself ready for oral. and hees. perhaps going out to town with Nz0604A peeps again. xDD yeahh. and yeahh. xDD miss me!!

i'm totally engrossed with my vcds.

but netball is really a part of my life now.

i'm willing to stand up.

face all the scoldings from coach.

face my fails of shootings.

but am not gonna give up;

in fact,

i'm gonna stand up straight,

not being to afraid.

to be a better shooter

and being able to go beyond myself;

that's what i learnt.

being in a CE netball team.

regardless am i in team1 or 2.

we're a team.

we've to go beyond ourselves;

to care for everyone.

and yes;

CE NETBALL WHOOSH!

no regrets at all;

changed of blogskin.

2006-08-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

(: apparently, my skin is temporary changed to that. reason for that? not very sure. just a feel to change plus sudden love for orange. xPpPp

and yesyes. school on monday was alright. slacked during s&w. and had low element during PIE. okay. that i enjoyed. except for the climbing the wall. i almost got my head down to the floor alright. okay. went out of school with ping. and we did something which cracked our brains through. = shagged after which. trng. 2.4km with coach's notice. and blahh. trng as usual. okay. nothing much for monday.

for today. had afternoon class though but i got myself up from bed super early. i didnt slept a single wink last night i guess. no idea. eyes were closed but mind was clear. yupps. exams are coming. and that also shows that the holidae is actually coming. winnie's getting married. oh yes. great. waiting for the wedding dinner. ^^ and yupps. was early for maths. learnt complex numbers. okay. that's alright. test on next wed. the whole book. and after this module. we won't need to touch maths anymore. and that happened when i am starting to love maths. PLC practical practice. okay. was alright today. was crazily making noises that miss ong couldnt stand us. and yea. crazy taxi! cool! i got it installed inside my computer alrdy. GREAT. brother is enjoying the game as well. well, am lovin' it. x)) yupps. test on circuit drawing today. guess probably i wont do well for that. but HAHA. i am gonna do well for next tues' phase test. xDD yupp. actually wantedd to meet paul for movie. but blahh. was too tiredd. so yeahh. decided to come home. and yes. oral on thurs. wish me luck alright. col's tmr but i cant make it. mainly becos there weren't any tix for us. and another is becos i am having friendly with AJ and extreme tmr. so yeahh. gonna be another busy day tmr. so prolay i wont be blogging tmr. okay. i have nothing else to blog. just hope everyone enjoys my new blogskin. give ur comments. i am willing to accept. xDD

i am gonna think ;

oh yes. this is the picture i was talking about when fabian and paul laughed and mentioned that i can't take the last train and bus. =.=

traffic manager PANG ANQI

2006-08-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

okay. i know, i'm gonna get screamed again. cos' i'm blogging at one shot again. x( PAISEHHS!! due to erms. my brother ALWAYS occupying the computer, my erms. abit of busy schedule. and erms. my laziness. i didn't manage to sit down and blog. however, now, here i am. gonna finish blogging 9 days of blog entries. (: HAVE PATIENCE and ENJOY! x)

okay. for the whole of last week, it was the fireworks festival again. okay. though i said "again" but it's the first year i am watching it. didnt manage to catch the others except for Friday (11 aug) and Sat (12 aug). though it's just plainly 2 days, i still enjoy as much. ^^ for being able to make it to friday's firework was mainly because i didnt go for training. and yea. because my knee were injured and mum told me not to go as well. =.= so yea. i went for the fireworks with Pearllyn, Yenn, Winson, Wacharapong, his sis, his god-sis and his neighbour. and all i could say was *thumbs up - for the fireworks. it was SO NICE! xDD was so enjoying it except for the tree which was blocking infront of us. okay. we simply can't find any other places to have our meal. so decided to go Lerk Thai. and *YUMMY - the food was wonderful. especially the tom yam soup. xDD yeapp. after which, all headed home. and yea. walked home alone. -

woke up and got myself ready for Saturday, 12 Aug 2006 and everything, meet dear2. we were clueless of where we're going so we decided to watch a movie at Marina Square. so yeapp. watched Antz Bully - nice show. (: walked towards esplanade. and library was filled with people so decided to go and have a seat infront of the fireworks area. yeahh. sat there for hours ! lols. but luckily, i have dear's company. ^^ after which, Jiayi and Xinyu came. LOL - and yeapp. had dinner at Lerk Thai again luh. but no choice. no otherr places offer us late dinner. Kim Guan and his girl, Cheryl joined. and =.o was really shocked. (: they knows why. dearr sent me home i guess? haha. xPpPp

worked on sunday, 13 aug. had breakfast with mum and dad at BK again. and yea. leg's blister was hurting me like shit! anyway. yeapp. nothing much. met the people outt at Mcdonalds again.

14 aug (Monday) was abit like holiday luh. had class only from 8am till 10am. and we can go out from school already. becos' there isnt any Sports & Wellness nor PIE. so we headed to tampines instead. had big b'fast at mcdonalds. and then to temasek poly. went to continue the appeal thingy with jing kai. but nash and winson dearr was with us too. and yea. took 69. and dumb! from the wrong side. we headed to bedok interchange instead of tampines! thanks to nash! =.= so yea. wanted to watch click. but. no slots. so. yea. decided to go home instead. was abit of tired. went home changed and everything. went back to school for netball trng. was released only at 9.30pm. so yeah. kinda tired. home-

tuesday came. school were as usual luhh. so anyway, i went home. bathed and everything, went to whitesands to meet paul at the library. went for dinner next. had salmon teriyaki set in the food court while i have no idea what paul had. xP and yea. went to popular. and the SO not cute person but a SUPER cute foolscap! =.- and yeahh. paul and i walked towards downtown and he headed home while i went for pool-ing session with michelle, jiayi and soh hwee. they had their dinner and next cloudy joined us. had gamings at arcade and pool-ed. after which, went for supper at the 24-hour coffee shop. yeapp. only soh hwee, cloudy and i went for it. and when it comes to our dessert, 3 of us were freezing! and yes. walked towards the bus stop and that's when sohhwee thought cloudy and i were magician. she thought we could produce a toilet for her when she claimed that she's urgent and when we're at the bus stop waiting for her last 21. smart right. =.= selection of MILK! took like more than half an hour?! haha. thanks to the NOT SO adorable, adorable sohhwee. and yea. cloudy would upload the evidence soon. so yeahh. waited with sohhwee for her bus 81 cos that sohhwee luh. ahha. missed her nearer bus 21. okay. walked home with cloudy and yeapp. home sweet home. enjoyedd ^^

it's ivy's 17th birthday. 16 aug.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY IVY!
stay pretty and keep smiling. work hard for your poly's module and yeahh. hope all your wishes would come true.

didn't manage to go to her celebration which i am really very sorry about. cos it was very late when i ended my trng which was like 10pm luh. trng today was abit like usual. 2.4km running. just that we had to run in a reverse way in the track luhh. hmm. and coach was like observing and taking track of our timing luhh. hmm. and hees. 15 mins 33 secs. (: great! cos' all my trngs my timing was like in between 16-17mins. xpPp okay. games against those we played against in kallang. so yeah. once again. i go scratched. =.- what the hell right? but this time round was worst. cos' there were 2 scratches. one from a guy and another from a lady. =.= oh yea. 5 sets of sprintings with the company of 5 exercises. =.="x and ohh yea. how can i forget to talk about my electrical installation phase test today?! wonderful thing is i managed to finish the test and i didn't get electric shock. xPpPp and what's not good? i think i may fail my safety precaution part cos' MAHESH luhh! urghh! angry lorhh! BLAHH! anyway. slept in the stadium. and yeah.. home.

17 aug. Thurs. kovan after sch. main purpose. snow ice! had milk ice with chocolate. *YUMMY -!! xDDDD and yeahh. nothing much. home.

18 aug. Fri. home. and com-ed and VCD! magic love! wonderful show. but i only have part1. anyone have part2?!! arhhh!!

19 aug. Sat. worked morning shift. was kinda pissed off when i saw my schedules. =.= okay. shan't talk abt it anymore. after which. headed home. bathed. and blahh. out to meet paul and fabian. headed to douby ghaut. and yeah. watched "My Super-Ex Girlfriend" wonderful show. hilarious. and horny super g girl! LOL! stupid but nice. x)) contradicting i know. and blahh. headed to carefourr. hmm. bought stuffs and went to harbourfront to meet the others. hmm. okay. the holding area. was so stuffy. anyway. went for "night walk" to find stones and bricks to start up fire for the bbq. yeah. bbq at sentosa. wonderful isn't it? but dint had any of it. went up. stars above. counting the stars and thinking about stuffs and the clock ticked to 12am and it was 20 aug already. great day huh. Happy Birthday to Jacinta jie2, Lester and Wei Shin yeah. ((: yupps. hmm. and yeah. 20th lerhh. fast ehh. hmm. had a nice "pillow" LOL! yupps. and thanks to paul's jacket. i didn't catch a cold but he did. am sorry. ): hmm. yupps. 5.30am and we saw azman's car. LOL. the familiar shadow from far. xD okay. had briefings and everything. changed and we went to our stations. it was so dark. i managed to catch a wink for awhile. and yea. i admit i was sleeping already. yupps. was stationed with paul. dangerous job. traffic managing. had to stop cars to allow the runners to run. and finding gaps to allow cars to pass by. and almost got knocked down can. the stupid lorry driver. ask them to stop and they dun wan. until infront of me. SHUCK! yeah. anyway. was like. busy with the vehicles that i dint manage to see any much of the runners. yupps. the process is what i enjoyed. thanks people and yeah. was sleeping in the train. both seating and standing up. a picture was taken by fabian. =.= while i am sleeping in the train. and stupid fabian said that i can't take the last bus or train or else i would frighten people! ARHH!! nvm. upload another time cos i think i have to finish this fast. or else. i'll get dump by someone alrdy. yeahh. so. yupps. ate yoshinoya with fabian, winson (ex-lysian), katerine, paul. and yupp. paul pei-ed me took train till pasir ris and yea. i pei-ed kat to take bus 358. nothing much. home and i slept. xP tiredd ehh. yupps. gotta go now. cos i am on the phone.

silence = ?

*sighh.

singings -

2006-08-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

(: apparently, when you sees me being able to use computer so early, it simply shows that my brother's not at home. and yea, he's out for camp AGAIN and he'll only be back on sun. he's like full of activities everytime. ): how i wish ITE would come up with some plans of letting engineering school to go for camps. (: and YEAHH! i miss school camps. it's like always so wonderful. with amazing races and high rope elements. and being able to sleep with your friends. it's like. so fun. so perfect. with everyone and everything. ^^ i so miss every moments. (: yeayea. like kicking xinyu when we're in the same bunk and our beds were connected. it's HAHA. so memorable.

and yes. national's day is just over. and on the 8th August 2006. ITE College East had half day. okay. with the ACES DAY work out, speech from principal, video in auditorium showing the history of singapore and the performance at the fountain area. SO LOVE THEIR PERFORMANCE. but sadly, we missed samaniah's. =/ anyway yeahh. talking about national day eve. i miss charmian and all! why charmian particularly?! haha! it's because, in this special day which happened in the previous year. charmian danced with our dares. and singings from all of us. it's so so so fun. the only part which we didnt bothered most was the work out. xP yea2. i miss all the national day's themes. (: and sing singapore from primary school! it's SUPER MEMORABLE! winning the 1st for pri5. thanks to miss malar. and dancing for stand up for singapore, and the indian song. it's so WONDERFUL! so i so love this day. it's so nice. anyway. ITE is different from schools. it's like. so suchha event for classes. and everything. so. i really love primary school and secondary school for this day. (: anyway. watched The Fast and The Furious : Tokyo Drift. it's RECOMMENDED! it's so nice. SEAN'S so SHUAI!! (: went home after movie. bathed and everything. oh yes. I FELL in my own house. no one shall ask me why. haha. cos' it's due to my stupidity! oh yes. it's the same spot as the previous one. YUCK!! it's like SO painful can. =/ anyway. met jiayi and cloudy. HEE! miss them SO much! went to compass point. actually becos we wanted to drink kopi but we ended up inside pizza hut. =.- okay. had the new pizza! xD yeayea! *yummy* okay. went to walk ard as cloudy needs to meet her friend and jiayi want to be at home. (: blahh. went home. enjoyed the small tiny gathering we had. yea.

so yes, national day have to come eventually. 9th August 2006. and i've to work. worked morning shift. it was VERY BUSY. that's when i wonder. don't singaporeans need to celebrate national day?! the crowd didn't stop even when it's 3pm. so. anyway. went off. went to buy plaster and homed. bathed and everything. went to met dear2. and then 81 to kovan. yenn was late. ahha. but this time round it's only by 11 mins. xP haha. okay. went to superbowl for bowling. okay. for a newbie like me, my results were considered good okay! xP chomp chomp next. 6 of us. (wach, winson, jing kai, yenn, pearllyn and me.) xD ice-cream at mcdonalds and durian! xD *YUMMY! hees. enjoyed the day but am tired. x) so. went home, bed time! xP oh yes, i miss the national day parade. when's the repeated one? oh mann.. HAPPY 41th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! xD

10 August 2006. it's the day after National Day. ITE still have to attend school lessons. =.= anyway. QUESTION MARK for Electrical Installation - Cable Size. and there's no re-test held today. sudoukou for maths. IT LAB. (: oh yes. jing kai's phone and mp3's with me. xP reason. for phone. but mp3 is forgotten. xP haha. SO YEAHH! nothing much. except that i am NOT gonna take jing kai's phone back ANYMORE! HA! he knows why! dear2 sent me home. and yea. i am here. xD so tempting to sleep. KEES! tmr is a better day will it be. (:

sometimes, looking back is the right way -

AIYO -

2006-08-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

one week nvr blog lerhh. xP PAISEHHx!! really didn't realise that. *WHOOPS* am sorry. cos' apparently, not much people chase me to blog. (GOT MY HINT?!) xD *GIGGLES - if not, well, i shall tell you! x) READ MY BLOG OFTEN, TAG ME OFTEN and CONTACT ME OFTEN. *KEES* got it?! got it?! xD *BLAHH! oh yes, let me blog lerhh. xD or else it'll take me till next morning 1am. =X

LAST Monday, 31 JUL 2006.
school's as usual. class floorball.. PE - Volleyball cum Captains' Ball 5 girls vs 5 guys and PROUDLY, WE WON!! *CLAPS!* NETBALL TRNG! ran 2.4 as usual for warm-up. nothing muchh nahh. homed. nothing much for this day for what i can remember luhh.

LAST Tuesday, o1 AUG 2006.
went back to LYS. and YUCK! i perspired SO MUCH. just for YUE FENG can! x( almost miss my school. school - . homed after buying ikan bilis for mama. cos' she's cooked Nasi Lemak. x))
went to meet cloudy. she's still the same. (: didn't manage to chat much with her. ):

LAST Wednesday, o2 AUG 2006.
school. everything was okay. cos i got back my maths paper and HAHA. i scored 97 / 100 SURPRISINGLY! xP the wrong one is the log qns. NONO~ am gonna revise lerhh. ~~ xD was so happy and shocked for that result as i didn't have that confidence. and the blardy freaking EI practical lesson. SUCK. i mean, i'm suck at it. but my drawings for the cable was graded "GOOD" okay! not everyone gets that "GOOD" from MAHESH. anyway. yesyes. pearllyn and i DID followed the diagram but wth. the installation wasn't successful! it ALMOST caught fire. "BOOM" TWICE! =.=" *perspire* and suck! still failed to success. anyway. only went down for trng at 5.30pm. ran. and warm-ed up with them and BLAHH. match with AJC - okay. was VERY unhappy about my own performance. =( shan't talk much about that. =(

LAST Thursday, o3 AUG 2006.
EI TEST! xD CONFIDENT!
BUS was FULL - slept in the bus. hmm. anyway. yea. went home and slept? i guess. can't even remember much a thing.

LAST Friday, o4 AUG 2006.
ROBIN's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! it's your turn to turn old. hmm. anyway. please, DO study HARD for your O's but DO NOT over-stressed yourself. TREAT stressed as desserts (reversed stressed). (:

lessons' as usual. mr chng wasn't there for CPG and BLAHH. EI theory lecture lesson is AS USUAL, BORING! was only highlighting what he was trying to say but yet i understood NOTHING! SHUCK! anyway. yes. got back our paper and YES! got FULL MARKS! x) RAN 4.0km! at 12++pm!! the sun's like SCORCHING HOT. and thanks to some stuffs, i've got no one to accompany me home. so. yea. GREAT ACHIEVEMENT for the 4km run! 27.50mins! xD *CLAPS!* i know, that isn't a good timing for alot of you but. it is. xD okay. ate with sock hua and we went to tm and bought her water bottle and went home. bathed. out. back to sch. find dear2. and yea. went to watch soccer and basketball match. (: ade, xiao wei, ada,trico, susan all played. ^^ okay. den off we went to whitesands to have our dinner and rushed home. OKAY. i am sorry. cos' yes. i rushed home. becos of tv. hmm. SORRY DEAR. blahh. anyway. managed to catch it on time. hmm. x) YES. nice ending for the ZERO DEGREE LOVE! xD so love LOVE love the ending can! xP.

LAST Saturday, o5 AUG 2006.
went to jiayi's hse. pass her the tee. had breakfast with dear2. and went to find nash in simei early. hmm. okay. nothing much. had work. BLAHH -

LAST Sunday, o6 AUG 2006.
had breakfast with mum and dad. BK! xD *YUMMY! and blahh. went to work. okay. enjoyed work! xD though break was like so late luhhh. was super busy okay..

TODAY, Monday. o7 AUG 2006.
CPG lesson. did NOTHING except surfing the net. =.= PE. SUCK. ran 4 rounds. PUSH UPS. for being late. YUCKS! anyway. okay. PIE. BORING. nothing much. had pratas and slept. and blahh. TRNG. 2.4km again. and BLAHH. coach came. nothing much abt trng except that coach was in a EXTREMELY good mood today despite the basketballers went for their matches instead of netball. and, my blister's hurting! and no one else knows my pain. =( went home. like a lamed person. =( and BLAHH! nothing muchh lerhh. and oh ya, my classmates are going unsound soon with my singings. but of cos, some of them are influenced as well. like? YENN and WINSON! xP

i'm sorry//

i still can't change to a better me//

but the me you're facing now,

is who you're gonna face in the future.//

i don't care. i need you to get used to this. //

xP and. you're gonna love me MORE. //

be it my roughness, my rude-ness,

my singings, my hair, my everything.//

YOU BETTER LOVE IT. //

but of cos;

you need to LOVE ME TOO. //

or you won't get me love!! xP //

BLAHH -

don't worry. iLoVeYOU still! x)